Start of a Fake
Regrets of the Former
I swear by anything, until now Loli's heart still hurts not to play, every time the memory of the moment where he witnessed Kevin betray it came to mind.
However, even so ... Loli tried her best to remain calm and reassured herself that her heart would gradually improve over time.
"Gue's sorry, By." Kevin said softly without taking his eyes off Loli, looking at the girl he had or even still loved until now, with a look of regret, then looked down.
Shifting his eyes, wiping away the tears that seemed to break, Loli's movement was successfully stopped by the words of Kevin who was airborne so softly, the condition of the pain.
Hesitatingly turning his head, Loli looked at the handsome ex-lover who was bending her gaze, nanar. "Why apologize?"
Looking up, Kevin's bead eyes sat face to face with Loli. The handsome man's frame stretched out, mapping out a bitter smile, full of pain. "Because I should have apologized."
"I'm sorry for what?"
"I'm sorry for everything. Especially, sorry for letting you down." Exhaling violently, Kevin lowered his head again while strongly biting his lower lip. "I'm sorry for being a traitor."
The confession that was tucked in the last sentence, not only to the point of painting into Loli's spine, but also managed to incarnate into a sharp dagger that tore his heart apart.
Feeling claustrophobic, Loli blinked, then straightened his gaze, not wanting to let the bead of his eyes that second was also trembling, continuously aiming at Kevin's figure.
"Gue really, really nyesel, By." Saying back, Kevin's voice sounded a bit shaky this time.
Kevin snorts. Scooping the air greedily afterwards, then raising his eyes while returning to rubbing the eye fertilizers repeatedly, trying to get rid of the tears that hang well, without having to divorce.
"For whatever reason, I'm really messing around, By. Please, I'm sorry," said Kevin again, full of sincerity.
"From the many girls you know, why Reva, sister?" Loli asked as she turned towards Kevin, looking at the former lover's face, disappointed.
Shut up, Kevin shut up. Must not take his eyes off Loli one bit, though, he gave absolutely no answer to the question that the beautiful woman who still keeps her name has a special place in her heart.
Loli snorted violently. "Or not just the same, Reva? You've cheated on me, not just once?"
Kevin still remains silent, silent a thousand languages. His heart rippled, as if it was being sliced, especially when his gaze caught Loki's tear ringing, even without being desired by the owner.
Loli threw away her face, taking her eyes off Kevin while wiping her tears rough using both backs of hands, alternately.
"Are you not that happy, when I was dating? I'm not good enough for you, so you're cheating?" Loli asked bitterly. His voice escaped with great difficulty, sounding soft and also trembling, accompanied by cries.
Kevin shook his head firmly. His nettle-eyed bead looked sad, staring at Loli meaningfully. "No, By. I guess that's not real at all. I'm happy, very happy. And again, you're more than enough, for me. Not just good enough, but good."
"Why are you cheating on me?!" The Loli's cry finally broke as well.
Unable to be muted longer, the beautiful girl's tears broke so loudly by themselves, that they formed a stream of creeks on the surface of her reddened cheeks.
Really, Loli's chest is unusually tight. His brow was being intentionally crushed by a large palm as hard as it was, making it somewhat difficult to keep breathing calmly. The supply of air around it is sharpened as if experiencing a significant depletion.
"It's purely my fault, By. I am too greedy and do not know myself, until I never feel enough, even though I already have lo. And now, I'm so very happy. Please forgive me."
Loli clasped Kevin's outstretched hand, almost grabbing his drooping hand on the lap.
Biting strongly on her trembling lower lip, Loli pouted her wet face using her palm, then closed her mouth.
Seeing Loli crying as she is now in front, Kevin really felt his heart ache, like being stabbed by a sharp dagger.
Knowing that the reason the beautiful girl in front of him was crying was none other than himself, certainly not failing to make Kevin's feelings broken, together with his broken heart.
Clutching Loli's body into an embrace, dispelling any spontaneous resistance received, Kevin ignored the pain that hit his scales.
"Take me off, Vin!" Loli screamed furiously as she thrashed, trying to escape from Kevin's embrace.
However, instead of letting go, Kevin instead tightened the grip on Loli's trembling body, hugging her as tightly as possible.
"I love you, By." - Kevin said, cursing.
The thread of the warm liquid escaped Kevin's eye patch, splattered over his cheek, signifying the pain the heart was experiencing, as intense as the pain Loli had.
Tears of maleness spilled, for the first time. And it happened because of his deep love and regret that blended together, becoming one in a niche, meant for the girl who is now in his arms.
However, dear thousand dear. That statement of love, instead of giving a pleasant and happy efficiency, even makes Loli's heart even more painful, because of it.
Loli hates the fact that, until this moment, she still loves Kevin very much, regardless of what Kevin has done.
Hitting Kevin's chest, Loli's cry tightened. "You're evil! I hate you!"
"Lo has every right to hate me, By."
"You know I love you, Vin. Why are you cheating?!"
"Sorry," said Kevin while tightening the grip.
"Sorry you're no use, you know?!"
Kevin nodded. "Hemmm. I know."
...***...
"I know you'll bring your own car, I don't have to go far to pick you up, you know?" sarcas Galang when he got out of his car, turned to Dara who was leaning his body on the door of his favorite red car.
Dara chuckles cynically, dismissively. "Lo think I'd like to do it, one car with you and your brother? That same pervert?"
Galang grinned meaningfully in horror while turning his face away for a moment. "Easter?"
Dara nodded with her lush. "Yes. You're the same Galen, is the most famous guy I've met in my life."
Galang looked at Dara with a cynical look. He scanned the beautiful girl's body from head to toe wrapped only in white hot pants combined with lilac-colored oversize jumpers.
A cynical oddity managed to escape from Galang's mouth when his nettle bead managed to return to contact with Dara's eyes. "Kalo lo do not want the guys around you have a perverted mind, do not kayak MCD open service thigh cut for twenty-four hours," he sarcophagus.
Dara gawked, looking at Galang with her two rounded eyes while putting her hands on her chest. "You don't like it, don't look. It's just a bother."
Galang snorted cynically again. "Which normal cockroaches do not like the same eye treatment for free?"
Dara raised one of her eyebrows. "What do you mean?"
He let out a rough breath. "Lupaina. Sampe whenever you will not gerti, because your brain will not be able to digest my words."
Galen shook his head inexhaustibly while watching his sister and best friend argue, questioning things that were completely useless, he said. "You can continue your satirical sessions tomorrow, on campus. For now, can't we go straight in?"
Galen tried to mediate, making Dara and Galang's attention immediately diverted towards him who was standing near the door with the opposite side of Galang.
Currently, the car owned by Dara and Galang is perfectly parked in the main yard of the residence belonging to both Loli's parents.
They intend to visit and make sure Loli is fine, while delivering the girl's phone that was left in the Galang car before.
"I think I know the car," said Dara who diverted his attention from Galang towards the black car parked in front of Galang's car.
The beautiful girl frowned, astonished. He tried to make his mind work harder, looking and studying, the Porsche 911 Carrera car that was far in front of him.
Both of Dara's eyes fester, when reality hits him hard, followed by his gaping little mouth. "Well, that's Kevin's car, Loli's ex!"
Galang and Galen noticed Dara's growl for a moment, before they simultaneously turned to look at the car that was being stared at by the beautiful girl.
Galen's eyes suddenly became sharp obstructions, accompanied by his red face water, a condition of anger. The two palms of Galen clenched quite firmly.
"Why do you want to fuck one here?" ask Galang, astonishment.
Dara turned towards Galang, then indicated his shoulder, indifferently. "Something."
Galen snorted furiously. "Corn in. I want to meet my girl."
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