
After that visit finally Rainbow willing to work there. Rainbows work every Friday, Saturday and week along with doctor Okky.
Doctor Okky does not let Rainbow work alone, because Doctor Okky realized here Rainbow is also a patient for him. He is also a child who needs help, meaning doctor Okky employed Rainbow there so that Rainbow better understand what the meaning of life.
Doctor Okky also wants to open the mind of Rainbow that very many children are the same as him, there are even more severe torment but hope to have a life. More precisely doctor Okky had hopes that Rainbow can be more grateful, can heal and heal emotionally with their fellow.
Doctor Okky believes that everyone who comes together with a similar background will be much more able to understand and understand each other. From there goodness, healing will come.
Today is the first day Rainbow works at the orphanage owned by doctor Okky Rainbow is really very excited for his first day working at the orphanage.
While working with doctor Okky, Rainbow spends more time playing, taking care of children and teaching some children who have started normal to read and write.
For Rainbows work like this when fun but have quite complicated difficulties for Rainbows. Because today there is one child who suddenly went berserk and angry just because the rainbow misnamed him.
Rainbow confused and panicked, but quickly handled by the nurse and doctor Okky there. Before Rainbow ended his work, Rainbow had to attend a meeting with the head supervisor there of course also with doctor Okky.
During meetings they always discuss children who are emotionally and mentally unstable today. Since it was the first day Rainbow worked, the head of the caretaker explained the background of the child who was rampaging on Rainbow today.
How surprised Rainbow after being told by the chief supervisor there, that the child who was raging with the rainbow experienced violence in a family that is quite heavy. Where the male child is asked and nurtured to become a woman.
Until finally the child begins to understand that he is a man rebelling to both parents, that is when the child gets violence from both parents.
The child was even tied up in the room because he did not want to wear a woman's shirt. That is what makes the child depressed, because he used to have two names. One female name and one male name.
But when he finds out that he's a man he doesn't want to be called by his female name. That's why everyone who calls his name wrong even if it's not his real name, and even if it's not a woman's name, it will still make the child very angry.
The rainbow heard him so shocked and astonished, why such a strange thing could happen in the world. Only because parents want a daughter, to be willing to change her son into a daughter.
After the meeting ended, Okky and Rainbow drove home in Doctor Okky's car. Once in the car, Rainbow just kept quiet like he was thinking about a lot of things.
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It had been 15 minutes they were silent for each other during the trip, finally doctor Okky opened the conversation.
"I just feel guilty, because I used to be so ungrateful to be given a chance to live." Answer Rainbows.
"No need to regret, no need to think back to what happened Rainbow. Focus on your future, Oia our counseling is not over. Is there something you want to tell me back??" ask Okky.
"What is this for?? a friend or a doctor to me??" ask Rainbow.
"If you want to think of me as a friend, tell me a story." Answer Okky.
"Actually I haven't told you why I wanted to end h*d*p on you Ky." Rainbow speech that begins to be comfortable with the presence of Okky.
"Tell me then, why and why." Okky.
"For the first time in my life I had a friend, and now he's not just a friend to me. Since I've fallen in love with her, she treats me very differently than most people who only know how to criticize me. He joked with me, took me to beautiful places, introduced me to a new world for me. He suddenly disappeared and left forever. He was sick, very sick until he left me. At that time I began to recite it but I read a message from him for me to darken my gaze and want to catch up with him. But he seemed to be watching me until he sent you to help me. He also wrote that he wanted me to be happy, but it was true that he wanted me to be happy. His name is Damarangit but I call him Star." Rainbow spoke involuntarily as long as she told me tears were rushing down her cheeks.
Doctor Okky stopped his car on the side of the road, staring at the rainbow next to him. A conscious rainbow looked towards Okky with flowing tears she smiled.
Flicking Okky's heart, Okky wiped away the tears flowing down Rainbow cheeks with her hands. When Okky's hand touches Rainbow's cheek, Rainbow holds Okky's hand.
Not that her tears stopped, Rainbow was crying sobbing. Okky immediately hugged the Rainbow and gently rubbed the Rainbow head.
"Thank you for sharing it with me, thank you for getting through it. Keep him in your deepest heart, bring him into your life. Don't force yourself to forget it, but remember all the good memories with it. I believe Rainbow, one day there will be a filling half of your empty heart without disturbing the sweet memories engraved in your life." Okky said sincerely.
"So please, hang in this world in a moment Rainbow. Until you find him who brings light to me again. Be patient waiting for others to come back for you, not to replace the lost but to let your life be full and perfect as your heart is full for it." Okky's Advice on Rainbows.
A rainbow that no longer knew what to say could only hug Okky tighter, venting his longing for the Stars. Because on Okky's side, the Rainbow finds warmth like the Star gives it. It also makes Rainbow sure that Okky has a very sincere heart to him.
In sympathy, Okky's empathy for the rainbow is very different. But until now Okky has not realized that there is a special interest Okky towards Rainbows. Around Okky can already read it there is a different from Okky.
But Okky himself to this day has not realized that he treats Rainbow different from his other patients. That Okky also used the heart on the grounds of helping the Rainbow get that far.
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