Sorry, I Love You
Felt Weird

For a week Naura had not communicated with her best friend, she was too lazy to chat, phone or even meet him.

It was not that Naura wanted to be hostile to him, but Naura wanted to avoid him for a while. He wants to try not to fall in love with Rizky anymore.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

"Just in!" my yelling.

Naura thought that the one who knocked on the door was mamah or papah, but it turned out that the one who knocked on the door was Rizky. "Why did you come here?" sewot Naura's.

"I think you're still sick, so I'm here" he said.

Naura, astonished at Rizky, already knows she has a boyfriend, but she still cares about Naura.

Naura knows she only thinks of Naura as her best friend, but she is not as friendly as her boyfriend. It must have been her boyfriend overthinking her when she was paying attention to Naura.

Rizky sat on the edge of Naura's bed. "Say you quit your job?"

"Hm."

"Why stop?"

"I'm tired."

"Oh yeah, you want to know who likes you."

"No! I don't want to know."

"I don't want to know anyway. The feeling at that time was like you were happy if there were people who liked you."

"Now not."

"Why not? do you already have a guy, so do not be curious about the person who has a crush on you."

"Ky, can you not leave here?"

"You're upset with me, Ra?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"You why the hell? the feeling of that was sewot mulu."

Actually Naura wants to stay away from Rizky, but it seems impossible, because Rizky can not be far from Naura so Naura also so difficult to stay away.

"If I have a wrong sorry."

As a result of Rizky's words just now, Naura becomes guilty. Rizky shouldn't apologize, because she wasn't actually wrong. What's wrong is Naura, she shouldn't have loved Rizky.

"You don't have anything wrong."

"Why do you keep craving me?"

"I'm not craving."

"What really?"

"Yes, I'm not craving."

Naura started to waver, it seemed like she better not stay away from Rizky. Because after all Rizky is Naura's best friend.

"Oh yes, I tell you, yes" said Rizky, then Naura turned her head.

"You know what?"

"Actually what you like is Dimas."

Yes, Naura's guess is true. He knows that the person close to him other than Rizky is his former boss.

But according to Naura, she and Dimas were not very close. We are both employees and bosses.

"Do you like the same Dimas?"

"No! I don't like it."

"Why not like it? he is good with you."

"Because I like other guys."

"Who's boy? meet dong to me."

"Don't want to"

"Why? does he live out of town? that's why you can't recognize me."

"Yes, he lives out of town."

"Where do you know that guy from?"

"From social media."

"Be careful if you are the same guy on social media, because you are afraid you are being cheated. Oh yes, if for example you dare to borrow money or anything, you do not want to. You must be the guy just using you doang"

"No, I wasn't fooled."

How to be deceived, Naura people just talk nonsense doang. After all, even if Naura is really close to a virtual guy, she better not make it as a bully or girlfriend. Because he knew very well, that not necessarily the person was a good person.

"I want to see the picture."

"Can't!"

"If you don't look at me you're lying."

"I really have a shit."

"Where is it? I want to see the picture right now."

Because Rizky forced her, Naura ended up looking for photos of handsome guys on the internet. After that, I showed the photo to Rizky.

"Oh yes, Ra! I'm here to take you away."

"Well, why did I go mulu? why don't you take your girlfriend."

"My girlfriend's busy, Ra. Besides, I'm talking to you because I want to buy a gift for my girlfriend."

"If it's better not to talk to me, because I'm busy too."

"Busy what? the feeling you didn't have."

"I want to watch a Korean drama."

"Well, if you don't want to, but you can't recommend stuff to girls?"

Naura advises Rizky that she look for recommendations on the internet regarding what gifts women like.

After that, Naura looked flat at Rizky who was looking for recommended gifts for women on the internet. Naura seemed to have no hope anymore. He knew that Rizky could never love me.

Rizky looked at Naura. He was a little annoyed because Naura's expression seemed to tell Rizky to leave here. "You want me to go?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Bad you, your own friend's time is cast out."

How not to be upset, the end of Rizky is very disturbing. What Naura wanted to watch was a Korean drama, uh not even because of Rizky.

Naura explained that she was very upset because she did not focus on watching Rizky here.

"Surely because I'm more attractive huh? that's why you're focusing on me."

"Don't be a person, don't be a person" I'm upset.

"Ra, I'm just kidding. Why are you taking her nanggepin so seriously."

"If the same girl does not like to joke, because girls like to take it seriously."

"That's how you take it seriously."

Naura and Rizky's words seem to refer to Naura's feelings. Naura takes things seriously when Rizky treats Naura like a lover.

Naura thought that when Rizky treated her like that because Rizky liked Naura, but it turned out that she treated Naura like that because Rizky considered that Naura was her sister.

Naura remembers when Rizky told her boyfriend that she only thought of Naura as her sister. Naura was sad when Rizky said that, because if Rizky thinks of Naura as a sister, it means there is no chance for Naura.

"Ra, better a shoe or makeup gift anyway?"

"Don't know."

"Choose one dong. I don't know girls' tastes."

"That's your girl, you should know what your girl likes."

"Makeup time yes," he murmured.

Rizky worried, she should buy makeup in her store directly or in an online shop. Then, Naura suggested to buy in her shop directly.

When given advice by Naura, Rizky refused Naura's advice because she was embarrassed to buy makeup.

It felt like Naura wanted to kill the person in front of her. He was very upset, for what Rizky asked if at the end he himself answered.