Small Being a Actor
Chapter 30

The star vented his anger at his work. He worked relentlessly trying to forget all the feelings he had on Nadia. But the more he tried to forget it, the deeper his longing also became.

“Fuck...” said he punched his worktable. The glass table did not crack at all, but the Star's hand was injured to the point of bleeding. He ignored the pain in his hand, took his suit and went somewhere.

Meanwhile Nadia and Angel are driving around looking for part-time work. They have to work to meet their needs.

“Actually you don't need work, Angel. You still have Papa and Mama who can charge you” said Nadia.

“You don't know, Nad. They do love pocket money, but it is not enough to buy skincare the same as my other needs. I also want other lin-mine snacks, Nad.”

Nadia took a deep breath, they were sitting in the long chair in front of the cafe where they put their cv in.

“Go home yuk” invite Angel. For a while Angel still accompanied Vanesa in the apartment because the girl did not want to live alone. Of course it makes Angel happy because he is also very lazy to go home.

They parted in the middle of the road, Angel only lives on foot because the apartment Vanesa is near while Nadia had to ride the angkot because it was too far away if she had to walk.

Nadia was stunned when she reached her rented house she saw a star car parked in front of the alley towards her rented house. His house did enter in a small alley so that the car could not get there.

“Master..” Nadia who was upset to see the Star instead went straight and unintentionally pretended not to see it.

“Nad..” The star held Nadia as the girl passed by. Nadia was surprised to see the star's hands dripping with blood.

“Hand Master why?” An alarmed Nadia saw the injured and bleeding Star hand immediately bring the man to her rented house.

The star sees the path that Nadia has to go through every day, a lot of housing inside that narrow alley. The kids ran around here and there without wearing footwear. And also the crowd of mothers who saw Nadia dragging an adult male with a bright appearance.

“Master sat here first” Nadia hastily went inside taking the red medicine and bandages that she always provided.

“Master Stars..” greet Bi Mina when you see who comes with Nadia.

“How is Bi Mina doing?” ask the stars to see the woman.

“Bless you, Sir. I've felt much better. I was also able to stand and walk normally” Bi Mina said.

“Your hand why?” Bi Mina was also as worried as Nadia looking at the injured Star handbooks and bleeding.

“It's okay, just a small accident”

“Accident..?” Bi Mina Pankik heard the accident. “Are you okay, why not go to the hospital?” asked Bi Mina again with a face that was really worried.

“It's okay, Bi. I'm not hurt at all”

“Not hurt what, your hands to bleed like this” as well as Nadia who came with the medicine box in her hand. Seeing that Bi Mina stood up and made a drink for the Stars.

Nadia painstakingly cleaned the blood on the Star's hand and then applied it with red medicine, after which she put a bandage on the Star's hand. The stars smile with irony.

“Do I have to get hurt first and you want to see me?” Nadia raised her head, The star was looking at her with a strange look.

“Then I am willing to hurt my whole body so you want to see me like this” Nadia fell silent.

“Master..”

“I'm really sincere to you, Nadia. If you want me to prove it, I'll blind him?” the stars are serious.

“How” asked Nadia challenging.

“I'll marry you”

“What's with him, I can have you too. I don't want to lose you, Nadia. You know I sincerely love you, I'm totally screwed if you stay away from me like this” Nadia is done with her bandage. He sat away from the Star, the girl sighed.

“Master, what do you expect from a small and poor girl like me. While Lady Sarah is the perfect angel who completes your life, what else do you want me for?” nadia's words sounded tired, she had started to give up the Stars so that as much as possible she fought against a heart that continued to rebel to re-establish the forbidden relationship.

“I don't know either, the feeling I have for you it is a sincere feeling from my heart”

“Then your feelings on Lady Sarah?” The star thought for a moment, does she really love Sarah. But the feeling he felt for Nadia was completely different. She admires Sarah, her beautiful face, her beautiful body and also her perseverance in pursuing her dreams. Is it also love when she doesn't want to lose Sarah because of her admiration for everything she has?

“Sentence, Nad. All I know at the moment I can't lose you” Nadia once again sighed. The girl really looks tired, all day around looking for work, arriving at home even given a very difficult situation and add to the burden of his mind.

Mina's grandmother came with drinks and fried bananas, she put a cup of coffee in front of Bintang and hot tea in front of Nadia.

The star and Nadia looked at each other, in their minds there was the same question. Did Grandma Mina hear their talk?

“Please on a drink, Sir. There is only this at home” Star and Nadia seems to be able to breathe a sigh of relief because maybe Grandma Mina did not hear what they were talking about.

“Thank you, Bi. It should be Bi Mina just rest, no need to bother like this” said Bintang.

“It's okay, Sir. However, you are still our employer”

The star then looked around the house, the old house that was still habitable was very small. It is suitable for Nadia and her grandmother who are just alone.

“I will find a more decent place to live for you” said the Star after paying attention to the house.

“I don't think a pretty girl like you is safe living here. Especially if you have to get home at night, what if someone bothers you on Jalan” Bintang memhatkan every corner of the road that passes by him when heading to Nadia's house, there is only lighting from every house and no street lights.

“No need, Sir. We no longer want to owe too much to Master, the cost of the hospital just Grandma is very large, it is enough we accept the kindness of Tuan” Nadia subtly refused.

“Not for you, but for Bi Mina. You're his granddaughter so inevitably you're going to stay with your grandmother. Think of it as my thanks because Bi Mina has been working for my family all this time”

“But, Sir. It was too much” Bi Mina's turn to reject it.

“Who said overdo it, anyway I will not give you a luxurious house. Only small houses are more or less like this, but with a better environment”

Bi Mina had no more reason to refuse, until they finally agreed to the house that the Star would give them.

Nadia escorted the Bintang to her car, while several pairs of eyes kept watching them.

“You see, you're just going to be gossiping here. You're so stupid looking for a place to live” Nadia pursed her lips.

“mau how else if the money can only be here” he said in accordance with reality.

“That's because you're too stubborn, I told you you could use the card I gave you but you just kept it as your wallet keeper.”

Nadia then remembered that the card had not been returned to the Star because it was always forgetfulness.

“Iya, right. Your card. I mabil dulue”

“Just save” Star stop step Nadia who will already return to her house take the card that once Star gave her.

“Consider what I say, Nadia. I really want you to stay with you” said the Star who looks very sincere.

Nadia just nodded slowly, Star then got into her car and went back to her house.