Sinar Cinta Ramadhan
The Pain of a Mother.

Before long the doctor came to check on Laila's condition, and gave her a prescription medication.

Bi Ira rushes to the drugstore, where Ira accidentally meets Radit.

Radit who was told bi Ira looked anxious and immediately met him, all of you drove bi Ira home. Unexpectedly, the longer Laila did not stop muttering, only the name of Rama continued to be called. Between pity and jealousy, Radit shed tears, unable to see the woman he loved like this.

"Laila, wake! Laila!" Radit tried to wake Laila up, slightly shaking her body. But it's free.

For almost half a day, there was no change in Laila despite the drug.

Everyone seemed more worried about him. Until the evening Laila was still muttering.

Radit does not want to go home before seeing Laila recover, he is very worried about the condition of his future wife.

"Radit, you better go home!" said Nesa who saw Radit look shabby and tired, he did not eat all day even though he had been offered Nesa.

"Tante, Laila's fine, isn't she? Radit doesn't want to go home before Laila wakes up, let Radit stay here, Radit wants to accompany Laila," Radit said anxiously.

Seeing bi Ira coming with compressed water for Laila, Radit immediately picked it up and offered himself, so that he would compress Laila. With love and affection Radit compresses Laila's forehead.

Radit who loved Laila so much could not calm down to see her like this, he was afraid to lose his appetite so anxious to think of Laila.

Nesa is increasingly made a dilemma, seeing Radit who is so attentive to Laila. Nesa sees so much love in Radit's eyes for Laila.

Yes, Laila is very lucky, having two men who love her very much. However, love still cannot be forced, when the heart has chosen who will be the port of love. Any amount of love he receives from others will not just change his choices.

"Eat, Radit boy! Laila is sick, don't let yourself be sick, too" Nesa said, giving Radit a plate of rice.

"Radit is not hungry yet, Auntie," Radit replied as he continued to compress Laila's forehead. Radit did not allow the cloth attached to Laila's forehead to dry, painstakingly he continued to change and wet the cloth.

As Radit took the cloth on Laila's forehead to get wet again, Laila suddenly pulled out her hand and held it tightly, in her unconsciousness.

"Stay here, Rama. Don't leave me, I don't want to part with you" Laila muttered.

Radit surprised. Instantly clear circles dripped just like that. radit was pensively disappointed. 'Even if I was by your side, you kept saying her name, as hard as Laila' Radit was sad.

Nesa who was also surprised, felt sorry for Radit, since from the morning the murmur he heard was only the name of Rama. Nesa understands Radit's disappointment, though Radit tries to cover it up.

Nesa kept a plate that had been held in his hand.Radit rubbed his back to strengthen his heart.

"You know. Laila had not completely forgotten Rama. I hope you can forgive, Laila," said Nesa softly.

Radit just nodded his head slowly while wiping his tears.

"Radit has no right to judge Laila, Aunt. Many times Laila asks Radit to let go, because Laila does not want to disappoint Radit with his feelings are still attached to Rama. However, Radit himself chose to stay because Radit loved Laila so much. Radit must be prepared to accept this risk, Auntie. I'm sorry Radit, Radit seemed to force love against, Laila." Radit tried to hold the tightness in front of Nesa.

"Auntie understands, Radit boy. Sometimes love knows no logic. Like you who love Laila and Laila who love Rama. But I'm proud of you, you're so patient with Laila that you'll find happiness" said Nesa, who sat on the other side of the bed.

"May Aunt ask you something?" ask Nesa gently.

Nesa seemed to think, he was worried what he would ask even more to make Radit disappointed. However, he did not want his daughter to continue to suffer like this.

"Say, Auntie! No need to hesitate," said Radit who saw Nesa hesitant to ask him something.

"If this marriage hadn't happened, what would you have done?" asked Nesa worriedly.

The deg!

Radit who was shocked, spontaneously turned to look at Nesa.

"I-I mean, Aunt, Laila's sick, she might want to postpone the wedding, don't you mind." Nesa who was feeling bad by Radit tried to shift her point.

While Radit who knows Laila and Rama have no blood ties understands Nesa's true intentions. Yes, Radit thinks Nesa did want to cancel her marriage to Laila for the sake of her daughter's happiness. Whichever mother can see her daughter suffering like this, anyone will be grieved.

"If Laila wants to delay, Radit will wait, Auntie. Aunty need not worry," Radit replied politely.

Nesa nodded stiffly, understanding Radit's loyalty to her daughter. It's hard to be honest, in a good way. Keeping that feeling is not easy, there will be someone who must be tormented in between.

Nesa continued to be made agitated to make a sullit decision.

Nesa leaves Radit and goes to meet Aditama in her room.

Nesa closed the door slowly, and broke her cries in the room. "Oh my God, this dilemma leaves me helpless, I don't know what to do. I can't see my daughter suffering like this. Why Radit loves my daughter so much, I can't let her down. Laila should have been happy with Radit, but her heart kept on clinging to Rama" muttered Nesa sobbing.

Aditama who heard that shed tears. Aditama knows Nesa's dilemma for fear of making wrong decisions that are not in accordance with his identity. During this time Nesa always obeyed Aditama's will, never dared to refute him.

The current state of Aditama makes Nesa to batin himself. Usually Nesa will immediately express his wishes to Aditama although often different paths with Aditama. Although in the end the decision was taken, but at least there is an answer and accountability of her husband.Unlike now that feels carrying its own burden. She was afraid that her decision would disappoint her husband.

Laila's fever isn't coming down. They took him to the hospital. Who would have thought there they met Rama who was also drooping weakly just like Laila.

Their beds are right next to each other. Nesa was made even more grievous, when she heard the same murmur from the mouth of Rama, who kept calling out the name Laila.

Nesa fell weak and cried hysterically. Radit tries to wake Nesa, unable to see her. Radit's heart was suddenly knocked to see the helplessness of a mother who was very large. So also to see the Love of Rama and Laila that is so extraordinary.

With a wounded heart, Radit just left somewhere, he rushed and drove his vehicle quickly. Along the way Radit tried to strengthen himself, holding back the increasingly tightness in his chest, of course his heart raged bitterly.

seriate....

where did Radit go to the reader?

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