Secretary and Secret Baby
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Simultaneously Axel and Alex were stunned, in front of them Clive revealed Lilyana's mental health problems.

Lilyana has a fairly dark past, where Nadia the mother also has a history that is no different from her.

Young Nadia is impregnated by someone she loves, then dumped and Nadia married another man named Handoko.

Unfortunately little Lily had to witness firsthand how her stepfather brought another woman in a hotel room.

Besides poverty, little Lily has always been the main reason why her stepfather constantly quarreled with her mother.

On the other hand there is Firman, the biological father of Lilyana who suddenly married a rich woman after successfully ravaging her mother's life.

Dihardic, blasphemed, has become the daily food of Nadia and little Lily.

Not only that, the peak was little Lily who had just woken up from sleep, she had to watch how her mother breathed her last after breaking her pulse in a narrow and dark room.

In poverty and betrayal Nadia the mother could not get through the pain of life.

Lilyana doesn't want to experience it again, she has to be strong for her daughter Livia. Get rich, be realistic.

It never occurred to Lily to marry someone who dumped her, like Alex.

Lily also does not want to marry another man like Axel who in the end will only make Livia a reason for quarrel.

As much as possible Lily wants to make Livia's degree go up even without the Miller family's recognition.

The only way is Livia must have a good career, a lot of savings, at least if she is not Livia is used to living with her talents.

The fear of fear makes Lilyana seem greedy, arrogant, selfish, but Lily wants the best for Livia alone.

Knowing Axel intervened in Livia's popularity, Lily felt inferior in the midst of her great efforts to get to Germany.

In addition, when Lily sees a woman coming out of the bathroom of Axel's hotel, it reminds her of past events with her mother and stepfather.

The past does not pass for Lily, the proof is that she continues to be in the dark circle that makes her experience disappointment repeatedly.

"So the shortness of breath that Nirina often experiences when experiencing things she does not want, it happens because, ...?" Axel asked.

Clive interrupted. "Right, because of the OCD he suffered. Excessive thoughts or obsessions that lead to repetitive compulsive behavior. Covering such a heavy past trauma, likely from seeing her mother end her life." Nodding.

"In addition, when he grew up he also had to experience the same thing with his late mother." Its effects.

"Nirina is a thoughtful and considerate person. All because he had experienced tremendous bitterness in his golden time." His ideal.

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Evening arrived, today Lily failed to invite Livia to play sky together.

From the top of the sofa room patient Lily sat dumbstruck staring at the window that presents the view outside.

The snowflakes that slowly landed on earth were beautiful. In silence Lily cooked the words Clive had just given her.

Sometimes fighting fear is not by moving away but approaching, not having to dodge but trying to get into it.

Trust me, Livia won't experience the same thing as her. Despite not having to unite with Alex, Livia still has the right to know who her father is.

Do not keep running away from reality, because in fact Livia also has a family that loves other than her.

Klekka...

The door opened and then closed again. Lily wasn't shuffled by an inch. From the scent of perfume that came out, Lily understood who was approaching and sat by her side.

Who else besides Axel who has a peaceful aroma like this, the aroma that makes Lily fall in love at once crowded.

For a long time they were silent without a word, before finally the touch of Axel fingers that were originally soft turned into a tight grip.

"I'm sorry." The man's heavy speech might be the beginning of their conversation.

Lily looked. "For what? Aren't we no more business? Unless you invite me to your wedding, I'll come." Said.

"I lied." Axel lowered his head and Lily frowned strongly on his forehead.

"I'm in this country because of you and Livia. I'm here for you and Livia. Rega managed to find your identity change data. From that moment on, I've been keeping you guys from afar." Axel.

"Sorry I lied, which you saw this morning in my hotel room, she's Gesya, Rudolf's lover." Bright Axel.

While Lily did not make a sound, the woman was still flabbergasted to hear this reality.

"Sorry, not to hurt you. I'm just too cuckoo to admit my feelings." Axel's

"I've only met someone who constantly rejects me for no reason. That night, as I was driving you home, Rudolf told me about what he heard from Alex and Angel's quarrel in the guest room."

Axel then raised his gaze until it was attached to Lilyana's brownish netra.

"Sorry, that night I was too slow to find out about you. And I just found out that you and Alex have been in a relationship in the past." Clearly again.

Axel rubs Lily's smooth cheeks slowly. "I never cared before about your past. But in fact, making peace with the situation is not easy." Lirih.

"Of all the people, why would Alex have to fuck you? ... And now I know the answer. ... Apparently because Alex and I have the same face."

Back Lily frowned in astonishment, her pale lips were still in a clenched state, still unable to make a sound.

"The watch you kept for the past years, it's mine."

There was a warm bang that Lily suddenly felt in her chest. Whatisthis? What information did he just hear? It doesn't make sense!

Axel smile. "You're the same girl as the housekeeping girl at the London hotel. I'm sorry I have to say this, but you're the wrong person, ... The guy you met at the London hotel wasn't Alex, but me." Said.

"Hhh?" Shocking sigh Lily.

His brain then spirals into the past, where he also discovers the myriad differences between the hotel's young man and the young man he meets on campus.

"I'm tired of looking at you from far away. I want to have you completely. Doesn't my feeling not clap one hand?"

After a long silence with thought upheaval, Lilyana shook her head slowly.

"But it's too late Axel. Even though you're the guy I met at the hotel. I actually slept with your brother. Whatever the reason I still don't deserve you." Lily got up and walked a little away from the sofa.

"Then?"

Lily looked back. "Then what else? Of course we've got it all. I promise I won't stop your family from seeing Livia, but not from our relationship that we shouldn't be together."

Axel stood up to approach his beloved woman after her mother. "Are you sure you're rejecting me again?" Ask.

Lily hesitated. "I-i'm sure. I'm used to it myself. I can and I can live unaccompanied. I've got enough Livia." The drill.

Axel smiled at the nervousness that was scratched on Lilyana's face. "Are you sure you can see my marriage to another woman? Are you sure you won't faint again?"

Lily turned her eyes. "I-I fainted not out of jealousy. I-I'm just tired."

Sassy, Axel grabbed Lily's nape to get close to her. "Ok, if you're sure you can do it without me. But I haven't, ..."

"That's your business." Cut Lily, occasionally trying to turn her face but not a little Axel let loose.

"To convince him, let's prove it with this, ..." Down slashed the distance of the two.

Lily was wide-eyed as a cupper of the man's open lips landed on her lips.

It is not the first kiss for them, because Lily has been censured twice by the CEO of her looks, but for this time Lily's body did not do rejection as it had been.

The grip of both hands Axel has reached Lily's back, until attached to the body of the two, united wrapped with a longing biduk.

Looking at Lilyana's residence, Axel cheered the win. Finally, after a long time, he got the answer. Lily was swept away by the man's wild hot kiss.

"Emm." The sigh of tightness that Lily let out made Axel release her slowly.

Those blue eyes stared deeply at the beautiful face that was covered in a thump of fear.

"Whoever are you. I don't care about your past. Maybe yesterday I was a coward, but that was before I knew you had the same feelings as me."

Axel shook his head lightly. "Not the past, I just want you and our future, including Livia." Said.

Lily was shaking mutely.