
The word first love will never be forgotten and will always remain in the heart. First love is someone who makes you feel the beauty of a unique feeling in the heart. The first time I felt my heart beating. The first love is the one who teaches you what jealousy means and how hurt heartbreak is.
In a room with dim lighting. A man is in the memories of his past. His gaze could not be separated from the photo of a girl who had been filling his heart. A tear ran down his face.
Doctor Willy, a charismatic handsome man who made many women fall in love. Who would have thought if doctors who are known to be happy to change this couple have a sad past. He is caught between love and friendship.
Every night, this is what the doctor does. Look at a photo of someone she loves, who has been gone for ever.
Willy PoV
"My name is Willy Allan Wiranata. About seven years ago, when I was accepted to work at a hospital owned by the Darmawan family, Cipta Harapan Hospital.
That morning, the sun was shining. I was in a hurry to get to that hospital. While on the road accidentally bumped into a girl who seemed to be in trouble. I don't know, he's like he's being chased by someone. I stopped my car and helped him.
Who would have thought, I fell in love at first sight. Instantly I forget everything. That day, time stopped. It was like seeing an angel in front of me. Her finely-grained hair, her shady eyes, her beautiful face that was like hypnotizing me. She was my first love, Rianna Shanum Anggara.
He asked me to take him away from the pursuit of unknown people. I drove my car without caring about anything. Until finally, we were free from the pursuit of these people.
The girl asked me to take her somewhere. And it just so happens that our goals are the same. Yes, he wants to go to Cipta Harapan hospital. He said his sister was being treated at the hospital. A very profitable coincidence for me. That was the first time I met Sheila. At the time, he was being treated at the hospital. Shan is a mysterious girl. He kept a lot of secrets that he didn't want to share with anyone. But I appreciate it. I'll wait until he opens up to me.
The day changed, Shanum and I met more and more. Who would have thought, we ended up being close. Time answers everything. We confess each other's feelings. That day I was so happy to learn that my love did not clap one hand. Shan also has the same feelings as me. But, she asked one thing from me, so that no one could find out about our relationship.
"One day you'll know everything about me, but not today. But please, trust me, Wil. I love you too." As he said at that time.
One day I introduced Shan to a friend of mine, Marchel. I recommend that Sheila be taken care of by Marchel and Shan agree.
Time goes by without feeling. One day Marchel told me how she felt. She fell in love with Shan. I don't know what to do then. Between my friendship and love.
Marchel was my best friend, someone I considered more than my own brother. He comes from a rich family. I could be a doctor because of his kindness. He gave me everything without me asking. How could I break his heart. I know, he's someone who's very hard to fall in love with and Shan is his first love. So I decided to bury my feelings deeply. Marchel never knew my relationship with Shan.
Because of Budi's debt that I could not pay, I finally gave up and asked Shan to release me and accept Marchel. Shan initially refused. I told him that if he loved me, then he should accept Marchel and forget about me. Yes, Shan finally agreed and started to stay away from me. I could see her disappointed look every time I saw her. It was as if we were just ordinary friends.
From then on, I tried to forget Shan by getting into relationships with many women. I gave every girl three months to win my heart. If I can't, I'll just leave it. Sounds pretty bad, right? Yeah, that's how I am.
One day Marchel plans to propose to Shan. For the second time I was heartbroken.
Until, something happened that I never imagined. Shan had an accident at work. He was so badly injured that his life was not helped. At that time I was really heartbroken. And until now, the wound of my heart because of her loss is still so intense. Even I feel this pain I'm gonna carry to death. I can endure the pain of seeing Shan with Marchel. But seeing Shan leave for good, I really couldn't.
Shan, can you forgive me?You're right, I'm selfish. For the sake of my best friend, I have sacrificed my love. I forced you to forget about me and learn to accept Marchel. And until now, I still feel guilty for you. Do you know, there's not a single day I've been through without thinking about you.
Because I love you so much, Shan... Now and forever.
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