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"You fell in love.. I'm tired of falling in love with myself."
Lirihan Agra before touching his dream realm continued to haunt him.
Would the man have left if Kimy hadn't given him certainty? To be honest, Kimy realized that he was selfish.
Not letting Agra go, but also not being able to give Agra a certainty. Kimy doesn't know exactly what he's been feeling all along, what is this love? Or just a sense of comfort?
Ten minutes went by that Kimy just looked at the ceiling of his room, his mind raging.
Tok
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"Kimy, come out baby. There's Aunt Miranda and Om Jeremy."
His eyes widened, Kimy moved from his bed to open the door for Camelia.
"T-tent Miranda?! Aunty's serious."
"Aunty lied to you, let's get down."
A sweat thread the size of a corn grain appeared at his temple receiving a response from Camelia.
"Aunty, am I in my room? My head suddenly dizzy."
"You dizzy, Kimy?" The sound of baritone and the pounding of shoes, further clouded Kimy's face.
"Eh, Wily. Can Aunty please take Kimy to the hospital? Aunty was worried from yesterday she said she kept getting dizzy."
As if it had fallen on the stairs anyway, that is what Kimy felt today. Didn't know that his lies would backfire on him at any time.
"By Aunty, Wily was also very worried." Emerald's eyes could not be seen Kimy's face paled.
"Aunty, I-I want to do my job."
"Don't do a lot of alesan you, just say a fear in the injection."
Wily chuckled, "Don't be afraid of Kim, the injection didn't hurt."
'It wasn't the syringe I was afraid of, but Lo!'
Kimy wants to scream like that, but he does not want Camelia and Miranda especially Jeremy to know the bad attitude of his cousin who is always proud if this family gathers.
"No, actually said Wily." Camelia.
Kimy's cold hand on Wily's, "Wily said yes, Aunty."
"Yes, Wil. Be careful with the car. Don't forget Aunt Miranda, Kim!"
"Yes, Aunty." Reply Wily, Kimy by his side kept quiet.
Miranda is the eldest child in the Biantara family, then Emma's mother, and the youngest Camelia. Miranda is married to Jeremy Scott Gideon of New Zealand.
They had two children, Isabella Kayla Gideon and William Gideon. Isabella has lived happily in America with her husband and children, while Wily is still at home with a single status, instead of looking for women to date she continues to tease him.
"Duh, Ponakan Aunty this one is getting more beautiful, huh?" Miranda approached him, doing the usual tricks every time she met Kimy.
"Tante, too, Kimy doesn't believe Aunt is fifty years old, still seems rich twenty years old."
"Well you are," Miranda felt the outline of her face, absolutely flattered by Kimy's sweet greeting.
"Mommy, I'm gonna take Kimy to the hospital for a second." As for Wily, he recalls that Miranda and Kimy had met until dawn and their conversation had not stopped.
"Are you sick?"
"No, Om. I also don't think I need to go to the Hospital, mending nemenin Aunt Miranda." Kimy's face shone brightly, expecting support from Miranda.
Wily looked down to look Kimy in the eyes seriously, "You're sick, Kim." Press it. "Said Aunty she's often dizzy." He looked back at Jeremy.
"Oh, yes, I have. You need to get him fast. Worrying seriously." Jeremy's words were approved by Miranda.
Kimy's shoulders drooped, his hopes dashed so quickly. Wily pulled his hand back.
"Come in," Wily protects Kimy's head from being knocked over the car door.
During the trip, Kimy always looked at the window glass, the most important thing is not to make contact with Wily.
"You still scared?"
"S-little."
"Sorry,"
The man in formal attire let out a long sigh, "I really love you very much, but it seems like the fact that you're my cousin's sister can't get us together."
Kimy flickered confusedly, although the shock was already over him he still tried to relax.
"I'm sure you can get a better woman than me."
Wily pulled the car over, "May I hug you? For the last time."
"last?"
"I'm going back to the Aussie to develop a branch of the company that's there."
Kimy is actually still afraid of this man, but seeing how sincere Wily is when he says it, Kimy assures himself that Wily will not do anything.
Wily hugged him tightly as if they had just met, Kimy returned the hug.
Without realizing it, Wily secretly smiled, happy because the plan went smoothly.
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It was already six and thirty, but Kimy was still sitting quietly on the sofa in his school uniform. His shoes continued to move here and there, his habit when hit by excessive anxiety.
"Agra hasn't come yet, Kim?"
Kimy shook his head, "I went with Aunty, who knows Agra is still sick."
"Don't you try calling her first?"
"Now, it just wasn't lifted. My message last night wasn't read much less bales."
"Yes, you're leaving with Aunty."
What's wrong with her? Why since last night Kimy couldn't reach her. Is that guy tired?
"Well, Kim."
Kimy gasped in shock, "A-ah, Iya Aunty."
As a result of thinking too much about Agra, he did not realize that Camelia's car had arrived at the gate of Pertiwi High School.
Camelia waved her hand towards Kimy who had already entered the school gate,
Making sure Camelia's car was gone from her sight, Kimy ran towards the parking area.
His familiar back walked right in front of him,
"Agra!"
Kimy's smile disappears when Agra doesn't approach her, just stop no. Maybe he didn't hear his voice?
Kimy ran to catch up with Agra. Before him, his breath was already puffed.
"Aren't you horrified? I called you."
Kimy was stunned to see the flat look on Agra's face. His expression was exactly the same as two years ago.
"Lo ngalangin street,"
Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, Agra's clear cold voice driving him away left him dumbfounded. His feet are back from his position.
Agra just passed through it, not glancing at all like not knowing each other.
By the time Kimy regained consciousness, Agra was already very far away from him.
"Agra! You're tired, aren't you?"
A single tear fell from Kimy's round eyes, his heart ached because Agra did not stop his steps at all.
Now he was sure that he loved the man.
"I'm late, aren't I?" Mumbled cheesy.
His shoulders shook violently, Kimy crying in the middle of the crowd of students who were intending to enter the corridor.
His hand hit his chest that felt tight. Kimy crouched down to cover his eyes which kept on shedding tears.
A handkerchief stretched out before him, making Kimy raise his face to see who cared.
"Gue doesn't like to see tears,"
"E-elio?"
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