Rela Although Tight
The Sasha 52

" What you said is true, but somehow I feel it's not the right department for me" he said.

" Look at what your parents said, I'm sure your parents thought about it. They must want your success too, and after they consider it it's the best course for you" he said to convince Edo to return.

" I'll think about it as best I can, but I still can't guarantee that I'll make the choices my parents make." she explained.

" I will only give you advice, for the final decision remains in your hands. And remember one thing, as much as possible do not disappoint your parents" said Sasha with a smile.

" I'll remember your message, and now it's my turn to be curious. Why would you want to major in pharmaceutical chemistry?" the curious question.

" You could say this was my parents' wish as well, they originally wanted me to become a doctor. But I didn't want to be a doctor, and it was all because of the trauma I had" she replied, unknowingly shedding tears.

" You have trauma?" ask Edo who doesn't believe.

" Yes, it may seem like I'm without a gap, but I have a trauma that still persists today. By the time I was in 1st grade Junior High, my friend and I had a pretty terrible accident. Thank God it's okay, but my friend broke a bone in his leg. And to be honest, until I still remember the incident. The blood that flowed so much, that it made me almost faint when I remembered it." he explained with a paled face.

" Don't tell me that again, your face looks pale" Edo said, stroking Sasha's head.

" Yes this is how it happened to me, until I had a blood trauma" he explained.

" I told you, don't you tell me about it again. Now that you have to start learning to forget it, it is impossible for the world to forget. But it can be forgotten by our subconscious, and therefore I ask you to forget it. Because this will be very dangerous for you, just telling the tragedy you have paled." he explained who was worried.

" If only all that could be easily done, but it's very difficult. Moreover, I even always remember things that are not needed, sometimes I suspect this is my brain power alone that too much can store memory or this is a disease." he said he really wanted to forget it.

" What, don't tell me you remember the first time we went to school. Or other times that really do not matter, and actually there are no good memories at that time" said Edo and Sasya just waiting.

" What you said is very true, and even I also remember the moment of our opposition when we were in class X" he explained and made Edo shocked.

" We had a fight in class X, I didn't want anything at all" he said, trying to remember.

" You don't have to try to remember it, I just want to forget it. But somehow that memory can never be forgotten, and that memory always sticks in my mind." he explained.

" Does this have anything to do with your refusal?" ask him suddenly.

" Why are you saying such a thing, please don't confuse me!" he said yes it was confusing.

" If from the side of this fight has nothing to do, but this has to do with our friendship while still sitting in class X. I was actually reluctant to tell you this, but the main reason I wasn't because of that fight. I prefer friendship, because I don't want the friendship I've built to be ruined" he replied and Edo interfered.

" How is your friendship now?" tanyanya who had already witnessed the dispute between the two.

" No need to ask any more questions about my friendship, my friendship with him is broken. And now I don't want to remember those times anymore, only one thing I want to tell you. If indeed we are paired, we will definitely be reunited. However, if we are not fooled. I hope you can find a companion, who can always be next to you and understand you." he said, then Edo immediately hugged him.

" Can't we be together?" tanyanya who still hugs Sasha.

" For now we can't be with Edo, I have a promise I have to keep. And this promise is related to my future, if I break this promise. Then I won't be able to continue the lecture, and maybe I will also be sent far away from here." he explained, who involuntarily shed tears.

" What do you mean, I don't understand what you're saying" he said, shaking Sasha's body.

" You know I'm a disciplined kid. Everything I do, it's actually an attempt to keep the promise I made. This time, the promise was the biggest one. I can't be in a relationship with anyone, or when I finish High School I'll be married off. And even I will be married to someone I don't know at all, aka be betrothed." he said with tears.

" It's that bad?" he asked who still did not believe.

" It's a hard thing to believe, but this is the truth. That's why I beg Edo, allow me to achieve my dream. And if indeed we are paired, we will be met at the right time" he said.

" Can this promise not be opposed?" tanyakanya.

" Actually this promise can already be opposed, because soon we will also pass High School. But I still don't want to hurt my friend, at least until he can forget the pain." she replied.

" It will take quite a long time, because I'm sure maybe until gini ya still like me" said Edo who prides himself.

" That is the main cause, let the wound dry first. Therefore I said, if indeed we are fooled we will certainly be reunited." he said then left Edo.

" Sasha, wait." he said, trying to catch up with Sasha.

But his steps did not come, and Sasha disappeared from his sight. Edo sat down, and looked towards the departure of Sasha. Unknowingly her tears were dripping, and she did not expect her story with Sasha to stop here. The story that he had been telling for 1 year, and finally he tried to reveal it. But the story must now run aground, and he cannot fight back either. Because the barrier of it all, is the word friendship.