Rainy Memories (Revised)
Unable to accept

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This is a story about me and him. The man who made me know the word love. After the parents love for their child. He was the man who became my first love. The man I met under the rain. A man who gives me short happiness.

He was Takehiko Noboru's man who had a sweet smile. The boy who became famous at school. Hiko is a man who has his own image. His mysterious figure made everyone curious. What else with such a handsome face. Have a high body posture. Her smile was charming, her eyes were beautiful.

I walk alone now. Down the road I used to walk. Since the incident 2 years ago I never set foot here again. I smiled bitterly, remembering how happy I was walking down this path. The road I walk every day. A road that became a memory between me and him. Be witnesses of the story of friendship, our love during it. I don't feel a clear liquid wet my cheek. It really is the thing that makes me sick. As if I was being slapped by reality. But I can't accept.

"I miss you." Overshipped. I squeezed my own hand. Resisting the pain running through my body. Every second, every minute, every hour of that memory seemed to be spinning constantly.

The sky was so cloudy. It might rain, he thought. It didn't take long for water to fall from the sky. I ran small, towards a school stop. Not far from where I stand. I can remember it was the first time I met a man named Hiko.

I can't believe it, it could be this close to Hiko. The first time we met. The man speaks a thousand languages. Silent guy in class. But behind his secret, the man became famous at school. You could say that almost all women are attracted to this man. Not only was he the class president, he was also the head of the school's osis. Men who perform well also in school.

I was a little jolted no less than one patting my shoulder. Apparently I was daydreaming. I'll wipe my wet cheek immediately. I looked and smiled thinly. The figure of the girl I missed was present beside me. His face was so I missed. What another smile. Now he's grown up. Not like before. It looks like a child.

The girl hugged me immediately. As if so missed me. Her tears can't lie. She was crying so much.

"Where is Reina? Emi kangen with Reina. Why does Reina leave Emi the same as Kak Hiko. Emi sad Brother. Hix.. Hix... Hicks." The girl named Emi.

I smiled thinly, stroking his head so gently. Channeling my whole miss to this girl.

"Sorry to Reina. Brother Reina apologizes. I can't get Emi." I said with a witty. Still complaining about her hair.

"Sister Reina knows, every day Emi comes at this stop. Emi thought she'd meet Reina. Emi is wrong. Emi never met Reina. Until now Emi just met Kak Reina." It was clearly Emi who kept hugging and crying in Reina's arms.

I know how broken this girl is. When his brother left him. And so too I have dared to leave him. How fragile this girl is.

"Dear Emi, listen to Reina. Reina never left Emi. Reina's sister has always been with Emi. Wherever Emi goes Reina's sister is always there." Clearly I.

"But why did Reina never show up? Emi kangen Sis."

I let go of his embrace staring at the girl inside. Smiling at Emi. Rubbed his wet cheek with the back of my hand. I directed Emi to sit on the bench. His clothes were a little wet, maybe he ran through the rain. I took off the jacket I wore. Covering her small body. Emi looked down at the floor. I smiled seeing him.

"What kind of kangen do you see on the floor anyway?" My insinuation. Suddenly he loosened his head. I smiled at this girl. Always the same with me. Emi giving a punch to my wound might not feel. This girl has always been my sister. Lips pouting.

"I miss Brother Hiko." Chirps Emi. I looked at the girl and smiled.

"Sister Reina is also kangen." My word. Emi looked at me as if she couldn't believe what I was saying. His eyes water again. I immediately hugged this girl from the side. Strengthened her.

"Sister Reina is evil."Complain Emi by hitting my arm.

"Sorry Emi, don't mean to be mean to you" I said

Emi took off her embrace and looked at me fixedly. He said. "Where is Reina going?"

"Sir Reina is here, just not here."

"Sister.."

"Hm."

"Sister Reina..."

I looked in wonder at Emi. Emi was silent for a moment. Seen from his agitated face. It was as if the girl wanted to ask me something. I realized it was rubbing her hair. Comfort for him to talk.

"Why Emi? What do you want to ask?" much

"Emi's afraid Reina's sister is angry with Emi." Emi's nervous.

"Why should I be angry?"

Emi lowered her head."Yes Emi was afraid that after this Emi asked Kak Reina would go again!"

I smile. I pointed my hand at her chin. So he'll stick me up." Reina promised not to be angry."

"Really Brother?" I replied with a nod.

"Sister Reina has forgotten Brother Hiko?" Ask Emi carefully.

I was instantly silent. The smile that was earlier faded away instantly. I'd be lying if I forgot about that guy. Lying if I'm sincere about his death. I'd be lying if I hadn't suffered all this time. All the life I went through after her departure really made me suffer. The happiness that always radiates on my face is also a lie.

This time, I am quite aware of everything I do. I also realized that all wrong must be ended immediately. Like the rain that teaches there will be light when he stops. He also teaches sincerity when the rain is not present every day.

You taught me what it means to go and what it means to be involved in things back. Go forever and go back to the past.

< "rain I know your descent isn't all about wounds. But there's happiness on every side." >

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