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who misses it is heavy. It might be too much when compared to longing.
In fact, a longing for affection from parents is even heavier than
on yearning in another.
Yells
to be upset at the world is useless, for only an echo in the wind is
took her. Sometimes life is that funny, we have to try hard to
achieved everything.
“Bang, <TAG1>,
I miss Mama.”
Regan
looking at Sunny softly, it seemed that the woman was recalling all the memories
a very bitter childhood for a child of that age
it's still very early.
“You
ready to meet Mamah?” regan asked while stroking his chocolate mane
The sunny.
“Burn
Papah to school,” says Sunny flat.
Regan
looking at Sunny surprised. He thinks his papa doesn't remember it at all
has Sunny.
“Continues
Papah said what?” ask Regan curiously.
Sunny
shaking his head slowly, then looking at Regan softly. Actually he was happy
seeing her papa still cares, but she's not ready if Regan finds out the story
his life was always isolated.
“Gue
I don't know what happened in the past because of me
not in yourself when you need it. As a brother I feel unregarded,
Suns. Why am I here if you yourself can not assume I exist,” chatter
Regan is long.
Slewed
regret in Sunny's heart, he could not bear to know the truth. It
afraid that Regan will hate her mother, because after all Regan is
his mother's favorite child, while Sunny is a brother who is not
desired.
Sunny who did not answer, Regan decided to go to her room.
Because tomorrow he must come early, because tomorrow is his schedule to enter
classs. Because he only gave the registration requirements and could not
to enter the class.
“Gue
sleep first. Don't stay up, because I have to leave in the morning.
Good night!” pamit Regan breezes away, leaving Sunny with
the emptiness that always accompanied him.
Drip
Clear crystals fell down Sunny's smooth cheeks. He did not speak, his mouth
tight-lipped. But not with his screaming heart.
***
“Tumbens
leave early in the morning, Sun.”
Early in the morning
this Sunny has been thrust with a speech from Glora who incidentally friend
my share. Looks like the lady was dressed as usual.
“Gue
the morning went wrong, the afternoon was wrong. Lo ngajak gelud emang, yes,” quipped Sunny
with a grumbling face.
“Yeeeh, <TAG1>,
baperan boy.” Glora's left hand shook Sunny's head slowly. “Kan I wonder
aja the same new student who looks naughty but originally good,” taunted Glora while
sweep Sunny's face with a sponge of powder that is always perched in the pocket
his shirt.
“Anjir,
my face is stained. Wicked lo, Glo!” ketus Sunny while rubbing her face.
Glora powder really makes Sunny's face becomes shapeless.
“Lo
funny *****! Like a clown,” joked Glora with an amused laugh.
“Gala
lo I'm slepat!” sela Sunny with clenching the neck of Glora.
Grievances
from Glora did not make Sunny relax his arms, instead he enjoyed
this laugh. Actually fun to also have new friends, but still he
could not forget Maurin's annoyed face that was staring at him flat. Not angry, though,
the woman only warned Sunny not to be missed from the limit.