Pursuing the Love of the Woman Arogan
38. I want to meet both my parents

One week passed. Bella is still in hospital in the hospital. The girl has lost some of her life.Hair is the crown for some women, long hair colored golden brown was a strand was no longer on his head. his hair loss caused cancer treatments and treatment that makes hair brittle. drugs comotherapy aims to kill cancer cells, cancer cells, and cancer treatment, but it can also damage the roots of the hair, so the doctor advised him to just blot his head, it will make it easier for him to treat

out there the news about bella being hospitalized for blood cancer has become a hot topic, especially on social media. Outside the hospital the reporters are waiting for the truth of this news, he said, they hope to be able to get the actual news, especially Bella is a very popular model must be a lot of people who want to know about the truth of this news

so also with friends Bella.they were all really shocked when they saw the news circulating on the internet.Just directly Jessica and the others asked Belna about it, after Belna confirmed the news was true, this morning all Bella's friends went to the hospital to visit her.

Jessica who just returned yesterday from the next country to finish her fashion show immediately ran here, as well as Yasmine who had just finished filming her latest film, Yasmine, not to forget Lian also visited her only Yuna who was not present, because she was preparing for labor

in his ward Bella lay weak, when Jhon entered the room brought her breakfast she was still trying to smile even though at the end of her eyes were swollen from constant crying, but when in front of everyone he will try to look strong.

Jhon sat in the chair. “no need to hide it anymore from me, if you want to cry, cry. I know all this time you have been trying to hold it”

Bella smiled a little.“ I am fine jhon, if anything later something that is not wanted to happen to me I am ready”

“what are you talking about Bell? I'm sure someday you'll be able to recover”

“it is impossible jhon.” he turned his face towards the window. “aku is the final stage” he said. Bella had tried to hold back her tears, but in fact her tears managed to survive

Jhon can see that. he touched Bella's wrist. “bell, look at me!”

before turning his face he was still trying to wipe his scars with his other hand

“bell I know, all this time you've been trying to hold everything back, right, and you've been covering this up, too. Why? is it not that rich as you are to me, to not say a problem of this magnitude to me. instead I have told you that I am always there for you bell” voice Jhon sounded very soft. his heart also ached to see the person he loved lying weakly in front of him

“why Bell? should you tell me?”

“Forvige me, Jhon (excuse me, Jhon) I just don't want to make you more burdened. let alone all this time, I've owed you a lot of gratitude.”

“bell, I've never felt burdened by you, I've even considered you more than just a friend I've considered you like my own sister.”

maybe even now more than that Bella.ucap Jhon in his heart

“all has passed Jhon, and now you know kan”

“I didn't expect you to be able to withstand all this, a model's job isn't Bell's easy, then why don't you want to tell your sister? at least you told him, even if not with ku”

“what else should I do Jhon? I've lost everything, even since I was a little girl, just a big brother I have, even sister Belna is not only a big sister to me but she is a father and mother to me, you also know how strong it used to be, sister Belna worked a bone slam for me, even she was willing to work odd jobs day and night just for me.” her tears have flooded her smooth cheeks, she was crying in front of John.

“and you know Jhon, when kak belna slumped into depression and got into the hospital.at that time I did have time to say this to him, all this, but on the other hand I did not want to add to his problems. let alone at that time he had just been in a marriage residence by your brother, the man he had loved for years, he said, then what do you think I need until Setega tells me about my situation with my sister?”

“why Jhon? why should I? when the Lord sent this to me, I felt that my life had been ruined, I was eager to meet my parents once, even if only once in my life, I just wanted to see them once before I actually went” he said very softly even in the cry

“bell, god is just testing you now, I'm sure you'll be cured.Just like the rainbow it'll appear after the rain.everything will look beautiful right, I'm sure one day you'll be cured too, and I'm sorry Bell, I should be the one who can understand you even more, Tampa you told me. I'm sorry that I haven't been able to really protect you, but other times I will try to always be there for you and I will always accompany you to where you feel happy, and to the point where you no longer need to cry because of your suffering, I promise Bella!!”

Jhon let go of his embrace, he sat back down on the chair.His hands were raised wiping away Bella's tears

“promise me, never hide anything about you to me, for I will always accompany you” Jhon to remove the hat from his head, revealing that his bald head had his hair cut out

instantly Bella was surprised to see that, she covered her mouth with her hands

“why did you trim your hair Jhon?”

“have I said I won't let you through this all by yourself bell, I'll do whatever it is”

Bella smiled thinly.“ thanks, Jhon.but you don't have to do that either, it's so much Jhon!”

“if it can make you feel not alone, I will continue to do excessive things for you, even if the body can be exchanged with you, he said, I will exchange it for my healthy body for you, and let me just lie in this gurney and feel your pain ”

Bella was silent, but her tears flowed back, overwhelmed by Jhon's words.

my God, even though I don't have a father in my life, thank you for bringing a man like Jhon to me, and loving me as much as a father to his son

“why cry again Bell?” John wiped Bella's tears with his hand

“now I really feel that not alone it can make us calmer with the people who give support.thank you for everything Jhon”

“I said also what, rest assured you will be cured later.” Bella smiled in response

“oh, yes I forgot, I brought you the porridge earlier but it looks like it's cold”

“mana porridge, although cold I will still eat it” he said with a smiling face, making Jhon not so disappointed to see

“ alright, I bribe ya?”

Bella nodded her head

“Hmm, delicious even though it's cold” Bella chews her porridge. it turns out to have a passion for life that makes her more lustful to eat, ordinary good food bella he was reluctant to eat it, he said, but now the porridge feels good for him