
"what's wrong?" Ask me on the phone, Sherly called me the other night.
"You still angry?" Ask her.
"A little bit" I replied briefly.
"A little or a lot of anger, right?" Ask.
"Hemhem" I just muttered.
"You want to be alone again? Or want to be won?" He asked, I honestly don't want to be bothered by anyone.
"You want me to go back?" Ask me.
"Are we asking back?" Ask.
"Hmm. It's up to you, I follow" I replied.
"Hmm.. You don't want to be bothered anymore?" Ask.
"Lumayan" I replied.
"Yaudah I turn off first yes, if it's better call me yes" he said then turn off the phone.
I stretched out my body on the bed, so strong jealousy and mixed emotions.
"Ka, said mama eat first" my sister's voice from outside the door.
"yes" he answered and followed to the dining table in the kitchen.
"Daniel tomorrow afternoon mommy picked up papa at the airport ya" said mother when I was just sitting at the dining table.
"Ka Charlie didn't come home, bun?" Ask.
"He still has business, if papa said he misses you as well as elina" replied the mother.
"Yes bun, tomorrow daniel temenin" said I then take rice.
"You why? Not usually so moody? Where are your usually cheerful children?" Ask my mother while smiling at me, I smile too.
"Father bun" I replied.
"You don't want to tell the mother gapapa, but don't be so sad, unfortunately mother" said my mother again, I just smile at her hearing that, I just smile at her, then I ate together with mother and elina.
"Bun" call me done I eat.
"Why is the prince mother?" Ask my mother.
"Daniel's jealous" I finally told her what I felt. Mother smiled at me.
"Ohh... Jealousy is natural baby, if jealousy sign you really love, but. It is better you immediately forgive yes" said my mother.
"For someone to be upset" said Elina.
"Whispering you've been leaked" I replied.
"Know to me dong ka" said Elina again.
"Son, I've been thanking you, Daniel went to the room first" said I then say goodbye to my mother and returned to the room.
"Yehh it's so bad" said elina, me and care about it.
"Nil, participate in night riding is not the same as the cave motorcycle gang? Invite zayeen as well" the message that reaches my phone when I open chat.
I thought it might be good to reflect on myself by going around the city at night, enjoying the silence.
I finally invited Zayeen to join the silent night tonight. I do sometimes go with them, even if I'm not a member of them. I went out with a motorbike to pick up zayeen and then to the tikum place.
"Zay, it's hard to believe in the cave" I said on the bike to zayeen.
"Huh? The cave believes the same" replied zayeen.
"No, I mean sherly's cave, it's that hard for him to believe in the same cave" I replied again.
"Proposy, it may still take time" said zayeen.
"Why did he get to that guy nile?" Ask zayeen.
"Yes cave help other girls who want to fall, it happens to be a former cave zay, but the cave has nothing to do, he also helped explain to the sherly, he also, but he doesn't have to go to another guy, does he? Especially the newly known, the cave still does not accept zay" I explained.
"Lo still loves him?" Ask zayeen.
"Yes still" I replied.
"He's apologizing to you?" Ask zayeen again.
"Once" I answered.
"Yes if you are so, you have to lose your ego lo nil, gua tau lo is still small, jealous, but for the sake of your relationship, you have to forgive him and start a new day" replied zayeen, there is a point also said zayeen, if it continues this way, me and sherly can be more distant and distant because my ego is still upset with him.
the people who walked in front of me stopped, and I looked ahead again there was a crowd, I went down, and saw what was ahead, there was a wild race.
"nil, zay, a member of the memento squad" wildan patted me on the shoulder and pointed to a few members of the memorial knight on the other side of the road.
the sounds of the crowd started to sound, and also the sound of the motor approaching quickly like at high speed.
one red sport bike came in first with a white jacket, it was a member of the knight squad, it was worth their loud cheering. then followed by a black sports bike with a black jacket that enters the finish line, not far from both of them maybe only a second or two seconds.
all I know is that the red bike is like a Calvin bike, I don't remember the license plate number, but he got off the bike after removing the helmet, he used to use a slayer to cover his face, but from his eyes I was sure that he was calvin, then he approached the man he had run out with who had also dropped off his bike after taking off his helmet.
they turned out to be just bertosan in their way, then Calvin returned to his bike as well as the other members they left just like that. I was with silent night also returned to their respective motorcycles and followed the direction of the knight, before long there was a gathering of members of the knight in other places, they stopped there, they stopped there, me and Silent Night passed them and we came back after that.
Finished touring the city on a motorcycle with silent night, gabriel and I stayed at the zayeen house.
I wanted to talk to the sherly to tell her that I've forgotten everything, but she's offline, it's also late, so I'll decide tomorrow to call her.
*****
the next morning, I called Sherly.
"hi, good morning" I said as my call was lifted.
"morning, how are you?" ask sherly.
"better than ever" I replied.
"alhamdulillah, I think you'll be good for a long time" he replied.
"i can't stay away from you for long" I replied to improve the atmosphere.
"maybe you, I like you cheerful" he replied.
"yes, I like myself too" I replied.
"means to me?" said.
"i like you more than myself" I replied.
"yes, until you are not honest with yourself if you again need time alone yes, fortunately I am sensitive again" he said.
"ehehe, I can't refuse you" I said.
"it's better if you're honest with yourself" he said.
"yes, I try" I replied.
"okay, btw daniel I want breakfast first yes, later continue again" he said.
"okay baby, see u" I said.
"see u" he said, then turned off the phone.
"ciee. something's better" said gabriel.
"what the hell lo, dah yuk breakfast" said I then out of the room zayeen, while zayeen had come out first from earlier.
it is true that if the ego is not supposed to be maintained, sometimes we must be able to let go of everything to get better.