
Long enough Dimas cried alone in front of the door kamtra that he was supposed to occupy and Kezia occupied, he got up and headed to his room.
He opened the door of the room with a chest that was again tight. He saw a big figura on the wall. A photo of her and Kezia at the wedding reception of Rayyan and Love.
Dimas smiled softly at the figura. "I'm sorry Brother, Key. Brother had to do this. Brother doesn't want you to leave. Brother wants you to stay here. Let us live as if we are not married. All this for the sake of keeping your heart that you have hurt. Forgive Brother, Key.. Brother loves you very much. My brother is willing to do anything as long as you stay by my side. You're everything to me. Enough of you, dear, there is nothing else.." wirily Dimas increasingly felt the unparalleled claustrophobic.
The clock has shown at three in the morning which will soon enter at dawn. Dimas rushed into the bathroom and cleaned himself up.
After that he took ablution and established two rakaat night prayers before he slept for one hour.
Dimas was very solemn in his evening prayer service. And Kezia as well. He is also very serious at this time.
The two prayed weeping for forgiveness for the mistakes of the two who had hurt each other. Especially Dimas who also made too many mistakes until the wife chose to leave him.
"The servant will not say anything to You, O Allah, because the servant knows You know everything. But I cannot be silent if I do not complain to you.. You're the place where I beg Robb for help.. Open the door to apologize for both of us. Soften my sitri's heart. So that he will forgive my mistakes. Servant was very sinful to him Robb.. Not that I want to shy away from responsibility. It's just that I want to give him time to be willing to forgive me, this useless husband."
"O Allah, my Lord, is merciful and merciful.. Protect my wife wherever she is. Always give her happiness. Because happiness is my happiness. I'll apologize to him in my own way. I'm not gonna force it. Don't be mad at him Robb.. I'm sincere. I was ridho to him. Because by seeing him not go and also being able to stay on the roof with me even though different rooms are enough for me, I don't want him to be more disappointed in me. Forgive my sins, O God.. Forgive my sins. Astagfirullahal.. Astaghfirullahal'adhim." said Dimas ended his long prayer.
Dimas rolled up his alphabet and began to lay his body that felt very tired, but before that he turned on the alarm to wake up at dawn which would enter soon.
"I have to be strong. All this for my wife. My kezia.." - She looked with her eyes tightly closed.
So was Kezia in the next room. He began to fall asleep and always called Dimas on his lips.
Two people who are adrift and bonded to each other are now separated again because of their first marriage test.
May they face all the tests of marriage.
Everyone is different when they get an exam in their marriage. Some are because of the third person, economic problems, debt problems and also strange problems that seem difficult to solve.
But back to what is called the marriage test. Is not marriage the longest path of the field of reward for those who are already bound in it?
The exam is one of the two reinforcement to be stronger and more mature in dealing with the problems they face.
The key to the test is patience.
Without patience, all of this cannot be missed.