Perfect Love
4. Flasbacks

This morning before the show started I was in the hotel lobby waiting for my group of friends to discuss the art performance that will be displayed later tonight. Quite suddenly, we were only given a day to prepare for our performance. The glasses that told me last night, he came to my room angry - angry and sneered at me with harsh words because last night I was not in the room when the committee instructed for the group leader to gather in the meeting room. As a result, the glasses represent my group replace. I had repeatedly apologized to her but still at the end of the conversation she sneered at me with her scathing mouth. Not long before the agreed time, one by one my friends came in their casual clothes because indeed this meeting was held outside the training activities. I myself this morning wore a white hoodie from one of the world's leading brands with maroon red training pants. When the clock shows the agreed time all my group of friends have gathered except for the glasses,

" Have gathered all these, there is only Nathan who does not exist, "Dimas said after listing one by one group member, according to the statement,

" Well, it's time, " said Nicky, my other groupmate folds both hands leaning on the sofa with a whiff, he said,

" Dim, where's Nathan going ?" I ask then,

" Well, I don't know, I was picked up when I was told first, and then he said, "I heard it roll my eyeballs.

It's always been that he came late, very unprofessional for the size of an OSIS vice-chairman. I can't imagine how difficult Rafael has to be to have a vice like the glasses. I finally decided to start a discussion first about what we were going to show. After careful discussion we decided to perform dances that were collaborated with traditional dances and interspersed with songs. In the last seconds of the meeting the glasses casually just showed the trunk of his nose, he said,

" Well, how are you gonna finish ?" Ask without feeling guilty,

" Yaiyalah we have gathered, you are the one who has been anywhere, not very disciplined!" I said with sacratis to him,

" I just had the same business as the committee, "He took a seat opposite me folding one of his legs casually,

" What are our looks like tonight?" He continued, I asked Dimas who explained the details of our appearance to her because I was lazy to talk to her,

" Ih ..... What's that look like ?" He put on an irritating face making some of the group's friends even more upset,

" Jaudah stay follow me, who told me to come late, "Nicky's voice looked at the glasses,

" No, I don't want to go along so, so disgusted, anyways our group is dapet part nampilin drama not dance as singing, "Contact all my group friends widened their eyes especially me, especially me,

" Why don't you tell me if it's decided and we get the drama part ?" Dimas immediately snatched his statement just now in a slightly raised tone,

" Who told you to start first before I came, just now I got the latest info from the committee, so I'm late for this, after all the leader of this group has no responsibility, " Her chirps purposely cornered me,

" Heh who you say is not responsible, indeed you are the one who deliberately did not tell me, want to be pretentious so that is better! " I looked at him very angrily, though,

" Accept your mouth, the fact that you have no responsibility, wonder I why people like you can be chosen as chairman, so the chairman do not just look capital!" He stood around his waist as if defiant, I who did not accept hearing his humiliation immediately stood up to look at him fiercely. Seeing the tense situation Dimas took the initiative directly to prevent us from fighting, he said,

" Have not been like your little boy, mending now we just renegotiate, when we have also mepet this half an hour more event will begin, " Putting aside the ego, the time we also want to start, we began to renegotiate the drama we were going to show.

During the day, in between breaks we took the time to practice the drama. Later in the night we will be performing a drama of sleeping princess and seven dwarves with me as the lead. If you think the glasses are the prince you are wrong, because the glasses did not take part in this drama, he who acts as a director and musical accompanist at the end of the drama and it was enough to make me sigh in relief because the glasses were chosen as princes, he said, but we both refused raw - raw. We train really - really to show maximum performance with only one exercise, my friends also turned out to be reliable with very good improvisation. Even so, the glasses still some times feel dissatisfied with our acting which I think our acting is very good, we have been very good,

" Stop..stop...you that's how the hell, you should put on a sad face of heavy disappointment that if you need to cry see the princess die !" His reprimand to Miko who plays the prince,

" Keep that you kissed his daughter !" He added it made me instantly widen my eyes,

" Well, really, I don't want to be kissed - kiss it !" My heart was allowed by Miko with a nod,

" You should want dong, let our drama be better, let's be professional !" He insisted on his opinion, though,

" Yaudah deh, but later just fit on the stage even his smile on the cheek and can not hit the cheek, so his smile in Miko's own hand that holds my cheek !" Lazily arguing with me he agreed with me by force and I cheered happily in my heart.

Our training continued until we thought it was enough on the third homecoming, when we were about to disband I just realized that we had not yet decided on the costume,

" Eh wait don't disperse !" My friends stopped and turned to look at me,

" What's up, vin?" Dimas asked confusedly,

" We forgot the costume wasn't set yet" All my friends patted him on the forehead at once,

" Oh.iya almost forgot, how this drama can not use costumes haphazardly, " Said Nicky confused as well as other friends, friends,

" Are we changing the drama ?" Advice Miko,

" Yes can not be so, how the exercise is almost the time of the event again, "Defuse Dimas , because it is a bad idea for us at this time who only have a little time, because it is a bad idea,

" E.g., you guys don't need to be confused let me try, I ask for the size of your clothes, deh, " I remembered that I could ask my papa to look for our costumes before the stage started, it was not a difficult thing for my papa,

" Definitely, don't be shy, I can't believe your bullshit !" Nathan looked at me coldly, though,

Seeing the earnestness of the words - I say friends - my friends want to believe so inevitably the glasses also come to believe in the frills - the threat of the mouth berbisanya, I've been getting used to it lately.

Today was a busy day for me. In addition to making sure the costumes were available, I also asked papa to equip with some appearance supporting properties. I can imagine the drama of my group would be amazing. Indeed, this is what I am, I am a perfectionist in doing all things do not want to be responsible, all must be Perfect according to my wishes at all costs. Because of my busy life, I also did not have time to communicate with Rafael all day. It seems he was also busy preparing his group appearance, sometimes we just smile when passing by, it was enough for me even more after passing a memorable night with him. Today all events are completed faster to give participants the opportunity to prepare for the art stage. When the sun began to reddish in the western horizon, exactly at half-six I received the items I ordered to papa last afternoon. With Nicky's help in my room, we took all the stuff out of the wrapper to make sure everything was appropriate, it turned out that everything was appropriate, my papa was indeed a very reliable person. In the midst of his busy life, he always prioritizes everything related to me, and never once disappointed me because he is also a very perfectionist like me, his nature is indeed much passed down to me including a nature that does not like things that do not fit our minds. As I was busy talking and arranging things, my room bell rang, I immediately opened the door to my room to reveal Dimas who looked anxious,

" Vingir, seriously vin !" He said with a slightly stingy breath,

" What's wrong, what's wrong ?" I asked to feel anxious to see Dimas,

" That's Miko vin, falling down the stairs while I was chasing again - chasing after me when we came here, "Hearing that I reflexively covered my mouth with both hands,

" What , continues how it is now, where Miko is now, has been handled not the same medical team ?" Flocked me with a lot of questions,

" Miko had just been taken to the hospital with the committee, and I had been to take part too, his condition was badly sprained, his hands sprained, so he can not nerusin this activity which means he also can not join our drama later malem, continue this how vin? " Without answering Dimas's question I led him into my room, giving him a glass of water to calm him who was still a little shocked.

" Our tree is calm, there or without Miko we will continue the drama, you better be here just as Nicky helps nyiapin property, and we will continue the drama, I'll call the other teams to come here and tell Nathan about this matter, "I'm hurrying to leave because we're only a few hours away.

I walked down the hallway - the hallway of a quiet hotel room, focusing on looking for a room belonging to the glasses, he said, I have to be hard like this because she never wants to see my message and will always be late if I don't see her myself soon. It didn't take long, I was able to find the glasses room based on the information I got from the committee. I knocked on the door a few times, but there was no answer. Three minutes I was standing in front of her room knocking on the door repeatedly and then it opened,

" Ih.....what the hell is boncel, disturb people to sleep, "He stood with a messy appearance, just wearing a t-shirt, just wearing a t-shirt, and so on, shorts and random hair - scrambling with a heavy voice that raspy looking at me unfocused, unfocused,

" What did you call me boncel, blind eyes yes I am tall slim like this boncel, you are like a rice flea, the other one is pan..emppp !" His brash hands clenched my mouth just like that,

" Ah ...diem why so noisy, my head dizzy hear your babbling !" There was also the sound of people in her room calling her glasses.

At first glance I could see Rafael standing facing the door just wrapped around a towel around his waist with water still dripping from the ends of his hair and cheeks. I could see clearly his stomach and the muscles of his body that were still wet were sculpted beautifully, for a while I did not blink at all at the sight of that amazing rare sight, while Rafael who realized there was me at the door immediately entered the room urung called the glasses, he said,

" Heh...malah bengong, woy...conscious why you bengong here, go there if only for bengong doang !" The sound of the glasses immediately broke my daydream,

" I'm not dumb, I'm here to tell you that Miko was in an accident, her hands were sprained and she couldn't get into the drama !" My exclamation made him also quite surprised to see from the look of his face that changed,

" Did Miko crash continue to not be able to participate in the drama, and who became the prince ?"

" Yes I don't know, so I'm here to tell you that's why if the message is seen, don't wait - mentang people don't use their cellphones are also useless!"

" Yaudah - I want to take a bath first, we will meet in the ballroom, already gone !" He slammed the door on my face after finishing his last words. True - indeed a brash man, while on the way to my room I was incessantly throwing out sentences - Magic sentences for the glasses annoying.

Half an hour before the art starts, my friends and I are in the ballroom ready because we're going to be the first performers tonight. Although without the presence of Miko drama we can still continue with Nathan who replaced the role of Miko to be a prince. Inevitably we have to be professional, only Nathan in this group does not take part in the drama so he is the only person who can replace Miko. I was done preparing with the dress that was perfectly attached to my body as well as the thin makeup that looked natural. I looked at myself in the mirror smiling satisfied to see the amazing results of my own makeup made me look even more beautiful. As I was admiring myself, Nathan's reflection in the same mirror standing behind me made me reflect. I can't believe what I saw, with the prince's clothes attached to his body he looks more dashing. Especially now that Nathan took off his cup glasses and tidied his jet black hair, making him look like a prince - a prince in a fairyland,

" Wow..handsome, "My damn mouth involuntarily released that sentence which thankfully was not clearly heard by Nathan, he said,

" What, what did you just say?" I immediately act as normal as possible to close my shame has thrown the damn word, that,

" I said it made you look less embarrassing than usual, "I left before anything worse happened.

The art scene began at exactly seven p.m. I started doing the scene as per the rehearsal this afternoon. I had stage fright at first, but when I was on stage all my anxiety disappeared just like being replaced by confidence and enthusiasm especially after seeing Rafael who was on the front bench smiling sweetly at me and before he also sent me messages of support. Me and my group did a very good show including Nathan, he improvised very well even better than Miko. So far I also feel comfortable because Nathan on stage seems to turn into a real prince and his annoying image all this time seems to disappear. In the final scene when the princess sleeps unconscious after eating an apple from a witch, Nathan enters in very dramatically. He knelt down revealing a face of deep sadness and loss, even I could hear him sobbing in tears. Nathan is really totality in acting, the only good thing from Nathan that sucks all this time. When the kiss scene arrived, she started stroking my face as if I was her lover making me a little uncomfortable, then the thing that surprised me the most when he really kissed me on the cheek made me gasp in shock and open my eyes and everyone present immediately cheered at the scene. My face was already flushed red after she held herself back as strongly as she finished the show. When the show finished I immediately ran backstage crying. I was so shocked to receive Nathan's treatment that was overstepped, he shouldn't have done something that harassed me, I've never been kissed by any man and now Nathan is the first man to kiss me.

My friends came to me one by one asking me why I was crying, but there was no answer from me, they should know, no need to ask again why I was crying.

Nathan came up to me trying to explain,

" Don't cry, it's just acting so it looks better, I have no purpose at all to be insolent, "

Plaques

I did not say a word, it was my hand that floated right on his cheek made him instantly speechless. I ran away from the stage and Nathan was still silent. I kept running towards my room not caring around, as I entered the new elevator I realized Rafael was following behind me. Now he came into the elevator with me, when the elevator door was covered with the sound of my sobbing was heard filling the quiet elevator room because it was just me and Rafael in it. Rafael pulled my hand and immediately hugged me making me cry even more.