
Ramira seemed to be leaning against the door of his room, as his tears spilled, slowly slumping down.
his words were so horrible.
"I even slept with Murat and Farhan, do you think our relationship is based on love? no Eden, no, we're just used to hanging ourselves from each other, we're both used to being together, so think if we fall in love"
The reality is she never slept with Murat, not even Farhan let her fuck, kiss her never.
The only person who touched his body from the tip of the foot to the tip of the head was only Eden, no one else.
You know, honey? How hard is it to control my feelings? There's a promise I made with Valentine about you that I can't keep.
And you know the last reason why I'm forced to avoid you more and more?.
Mommy Asha came to me once.
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Yesterday's time.
Mommy Asha, the middle-aged woman invited her to meet at a cafe in downtown Jakarta, waiting for Ramira with a gaze that is difficult to explain.
The deathly pale face looked at Ramira's face so deeply, her eyeballs looked teary, she clasped tightly onto Ramira's palm.
"You know son? my daughter is not the type of child who demands a lot of things, every time she wants something she just holds it in her heart, when she does not like something she will also be silent and hold it in her heart"
Mommy Asha said with a trembling voice.
"She didn't like the engagement that Daddy gave her, even though she said well, as a mother I knew what she really wanted"
"He never loved anyone more than his love for Eden, almost 10 years in love with that man and waiting for Eden was definitely not an easy time for him"
"Since her engagement with her chosen male papa occurred, I lost the smile on her face, as a mother I felt a failure to make her happy"
Said the woman again as she continued to hold tightly onto Ramira's hand.
"When you become a mother, you will know how I feel, it hurts to see your children crying in silence and you fail to make them happy"
Ramira looked silent, she bit her lower lip.
"The only person Eden keeps staring at is you, I can see how those eyeballs are staring at you, Every time Eden with Asha the only woman he talks about is you"
Ramira did not budge, he tried to hold back his trembling body.
Suddenly Mommy Asha stood up and sat in front of Ramira.
"Please let me beg and beg you, Ramira"
Said the woman while crying sobbing, she clasped tightly onto the tip of Ramira's foot.
"Please let Eden go and let her go with Asha, I beg you son, if you ask me to pay then I will do it, I will pay whatever we ask"
"Unty.."
Ramira's voice was clearly choked, he swallowed his coarse Saliva, his body seemed to tremble violently.
"I beg you to release Eden to Asha"
The girl's chest shook, she kept trying to hold back her cries.
"Don't be like this untie.."
Said Ramira while trying to lift the middle-aged woman's body over it.
"I beg you son, just release Eden once for Asha, even if you ask me to pay for it with my life then I will, as long as you want to let go of Eden for Asha".
Instantly Ramira's tears spilled, she held back her sobbing without a sound.
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Back to the present.
Eden kept trying to knock on his door, apologizing since then many times.
"Darling.open the door, I beg you"
"Mira"
"I'm begging you to open the door"
Ramira curled up behind her door, she cried silently without a sound, holding her mouth with her palms.
You will understand when you become a mother.
If Mommy was alive, Mommy would cry and beg for my happiness, right?.