
one morning in July 2017
"tututuuuttt" at 05:00 I heard an alarm from my phone.
"hoaammm.(vaporized) noisily.this has started school holidays." My hand grabbed the phone that was not far from my sleeping position.My eyes were still half open. I turned off the alarm that woke me earlier.
today is Monday, the first day of the semester break before I actually sit in the eleventh grade.
I continued my sleep until the time showed at 09:00 wib.
"drrttt drrttt drrttt drrttt." I heard my phone vibrate repeatedly. "who the hell early in the morning already nelfon aja." I muttered while rubbing my eyes.
I saw a WhatsApp call from azzam, I picked up the WhatsApp call .
"hello dear?" I said in a lethargic tone.
"just woke up?." Azzam asked me.
"yes, it's a holiday" I replied briefly.
"you took a shower" said Azzam, telling me to take a shower.
"yes, then again." I turned off the WhatsApp call and walked to the bathroom.
"today just clean the house first time yes, holiday gini even make me confused what to want." I said while taking a towel to take a bath.
in the afternoon, Azzam suddenly took me out for a walk.
"assalamualaikum" came the sound of greetings from the door.
I was washing dishes in the kitchen was shocked to hear it. "cock like Azzam's voice anyway." I said, frowning. I stopped my work and walked towards the front door.
"walaikumsalam, you don't want to come here to say it first." I replied surprised.
"you from noon in the chat not in bales. yaudah I'm here, the streets yok dear." take Azzam.
"i've been cleaning up the house since this afternoon baby, sorry yes.yaudah enter first yuk. I'll be ready." I took Azzam into the living room.
"wait a moment baby." I said as I walked into the kitchen. I finished my dishwashing and I rushed to my room.
I wear black leggings, maroon-colored oversized Hoodie and do not forget the elegant black sling bag to match the color of the leggings I wear, I tied up my long hair and I saw my chubby cheeks.
I walked to the living room where Azzam was waiting for me.
"sorry, baby wait a long time" I told Azzam.
"so pretty my dear." Azzam smiled in praise of me.
azzam's praise made me misbehave and I just befell him with a shy smile.
"sook the road." Azzam stood up from his seat.
as usual, Azzam always put on my helmet.This simple treatment from Azzam is what makes me more comfortable to be near him.
"where are we going, baby." I asked on the street.
"to the beach see the sunset" said Azzam whose voice was not too clear I heard because it was carried by the wind.
this afternoon, we arrived at a beach that has a hill on the left side of the beach.This hill is often used by young people to hang out while looking at the sunset and the beauty of the beach is very beautiful.
azzam and I walked towards the hill.the distance is not too far, but this fairly high hill makes me tired when walking.
"huft, I'm tired, baby." I told Azzam when we got to the top of the hill.
Azzam reached into his bag and took out a can containing 300 milliliters of jasmine-flavored tea.
"it's a drink, baby." Azzam gave it to me who looked very tired, maybe because I rarely exercise, up the hill that is not too high I feel very tired.
we sat among the many young people who were alone or who were hanging out with their friends.
I leaned my head on the shoulder of Azzam. Tiredness that I had thought when climbing the hill, now lost already.pay it has been with the beautiful sunset and sea waves that dance in the afternoon today.
I closed my eyes for a moment, enjoying the fresh breeze this afternoon.
"beautiful isn't it?" said Azzam, who turned to me
I opened my eyes and looked into his eyes.
"it's beautiful, thank you for bringing me here." I said with a smile to Azzam.
this is the ninth month in my relationship and Azzam. there are no significant obstacles as long as we live the relationship.it's just that Azzam's attitude that likes to truant scares me if later Azzam can not go to class.
azzam and I exchanged stories on this hill, because I know, someday this will be a memory for both of us.
perhaps it is true, love will grow over time, like my love for Azzam.
"i will do anything to make you feel comfortable with me" Azzam said, embracing my shoulder.
"thank you, baby." I replied.
I used to love Anggie so much, in fact Anggie only brought wounds to me. While Azzam, the person I used to ignore a lot. is now the person who always makes me comfortable, always pay attention to me, always pay attention to me, and always do whatever it takes to keep me happy.
not felt, the beautiful sunset has now turned into a cold night.me and Azzam decided to come down from the hill.I saw his hands clasping my hands tightly.show how much I mean in his life.
I walked side by side with Azzam, Azzam occasionally helped me down because the road down the hill was quite steep.
"what do you eat, dear?." Azzam asked me.
"i follow you." I replied with a smile.
Azzam invited me to stop by a cafe not far from the beach.We enjoyed the atmosphere of the night here, very cool and a little cold.
on the way home, I unceasingly hugged Azzam on the motorcycle.The story of my love and Azzam is indeed arguably romantic. Azzam is a person who prioritizes his partner.
"want to go home or want to go for a walk first, baby?." Azzam asked me.
"the streets can be yes, who?" I said a little loudly, so that my voice was heard by Azzam who was riding a motorcycle.
azzam and I went around enjoying the sound of the city at night. It feels very happy this year's holiday accompanied by the lover of heart.
but on the other hand, the fia who also liked Azzam a long time ago.is currently at war with his mind in order to forget Azzam.and give Azzam to his own best friend, which is me.
"sialll!!. why should Amel be Azzam's lover.the one who became my best friend." said Fia in her room while slamming her phone on the table.
fia showed a cheerful face when in front of me. But from the bottom of her heart, she could not forget Azzam. "want to see them together.want to when?. how long will I put a mask in front of them.would I cover my grief." murmured fia who sat in her study chair while staring at the ceiling of her quiet room.
"why the hell, Amel was not so aja aja the same Anggie. why should there be nisa. indeed on the other hand Amel disappointed with Anggie. but I??. I was more disappointed to see Amel became Azzam's lover." fia spoke with her eyes closed which now let out tears.