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Visiting Bianca

Victor drove his car with you at medium speed. The more days he felt a void in his heart. Her feelings of love for Bianca are getting lost more and more slowly. And at this point the feeling is completely gone, gone without leaving even a speck of nothing, even a grain of dust. That betrayal Victor always saw in Bianca's eyes. Every time he looked at her, Victor was disgusted. Victor has always held well the advice of his parents so that he can take care of himself and look for women who can also take care of themselves, in the sense that the woman still keeps her crown well. Victor always tries to refrain from doing anything out of bounds. It was indeed very difficult, moreover he lived in a free country like this.

When he first came into contact with Bianca, Victor had already said that and Bianca understood and said she would take good care of herself. But in the middle of the road it turns out Bianca betrayed him. Victor is very disappointed, and now his love for Bianca is completely gone. Although he always tried to re-grow that feeling but his heart was completely dead. And now he's stuck with his promise to Bianca.

Victor is always in the shadow of the reality he will face later. He will marry Bianca, living with his unloved woman. I don't know what kind of marriage he's going to have. Just imagining it always makes his chest feel tight. Victor could never accept such betrayal because he had never betrayed anyone. He keeps himself from hurting anyone's heart let alone hurting the heart of the person he loves so much. All that Victor avoid.

And actually his twin brother Vicky has often reminded him to release the chain that binds him with Bianca. Because women like Bianca do not need to be pityed and trusted. A person who had dared to betray his future could definitely do such a thing again. Once betrayed will always look for opportunities to betray again. So the best thing Victor has to do is end his relationship with Bianca. But Victor could never betray the promise he made. He has spoken of marrying Bianca as his responsibility for the fate of Bianca, who is currently paralysed. Then he should do that even if his heart refuses.

Sometimes Victor also imagined that he could escape from the shackles, and then meet other women who could divert his world. A person who is gentle, has a kind personality, sweet, intelligent, insightful, and is able to make her fall in love. But for Victor it was highly unlikely as he certainly would not be able to betray his promise to Bianca.

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The woman sat looking at the window of her room, which showed a view of the front yard of her house. Her face was beautiful, her skin was white and her black hair was smeared straight. He was sitting in a wheelchair, looking like he was waiting for someone to come to visit him.

Bianca Tsabitha's. That's his name. She is 25 years old, and lives with her sister. Bianca's sister is married to an American man, and Bianca's family is from Indonesia. Her parents live there. Previously Bianca attended college and worked in the office of her sister-in-law. But stop when he has an accident with Victor and is declared paralyzed. Currently Bianca only enjoys her day at home in the occasional masakk class. Bianca wants to be able to cook so that when she marries Victor, she does not disappoint the man.

When diagnosed paralyzed by a doctor, Bianca was certainly disappointed and sad, her dreams seemed to be dashed. He was afraid that those closest to him were staying away from him including Victor, let alone Victor already he was disappointed by betraying him. The accident happened also because his mistake told Victor at the wrong time that is when driving. Bianca was afraid, but luckily Victor was willing to take responsibility, forgiving her also still wanted to marry her.

Bianca still bears the burden of her guilt and betrayal on Victor. That's why right now he wants to make amends by being a better person. Wish Victor really wanted to forget about the mass and again try to start all of it from scratch even though Bianca admitted that it was very difficult. There was always a guilty feeling in her heart when she was with Victor.

Bianca's daydreams were blown away when a car entered the front yard. It was Victor's car. She rushes around her wheelchair to get out and greet her lover. She's already cooking something for Victor, hoping the guy likes her.

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Bianca smiled as she served the food on the table, helped by some servants she put the food to Victor. Yep. Bianca's cooking special for Victor tonight, she takes a cooking class to fill her busy schedule and decides to invite Victor to taste the results.

Bianca chuckled, pulled her wheelchair over and sat across from Victor.

"You sure you're not lying to please me?" Tanya Bianca looked.

"No." Victor chewed excitedly, "Taste this is indeed really delicious."

"Later after we get married, I'll cook you dinner every night." Bianca laughs. "I'll choose a different menu so you don't get bored."

Victor immediately swallowed with difficulty, the food he chewed suddenly felt like sand when Bianca offended the marriage. He had to drink water to help her swallow her food.

She tried to keep her face full of smiles so that Bianca would not notice the change in her mood. And apparently Bianca did not realize it, the woman was looking at imagining their wedding preparations.

"Mama and papa will be here next week, and hopefully we can talk about the wedding preparations in more detail huh." Bianca's eyes glazed over as she looked at Victor. "Thank you, for your sorry love, I'm grateful to have you."

Bianca tried to smile but what appeared was an irresistible bitter smile.

About an hour later.

As Victor's car passed, Bianca stared from the terrace in a stifling silence.

The longer Victor gets different and feels so far away, he realizes it. Bianca knew her fatal betrayal made Victor further and further away from her. But the man was willing to accompany her for the next, committed to taking care of her. And Bianca is so afraid of losing Victor, she can't live without him.

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