Not Struggled (R4)

Not Struggled (R4)
BDJ 105: MAKING PEACE WITH DESTINY


The simplest thing, but can bring blessings in life is to make peace with what God has outlined. All of that certainly requires a sense of sincerity that sometimes cannot be easily obtained. There are those who can easily explain what has happened, some who find it difficult to be sincere.


As the meaning of the word sincere itself, sincere can mean sincerity, honesty, or willingness. Ikhlas itself can be defined as an act that is deliberately done as a form of obedience to Allah Subhanahu wata’ala and expect His ridho and remove all forms of evil that exist.


“Can I know how old he is?”


Two women whose age was not so far away were looking at each other. One was sitting leaning on the headboard, while the other was sitting on a chair located beside the bed.


“According to the doctor's prediction, if counting from the first day of the last menstruation I get, now the age is entering into week eleven.”


The woman with the niqob nodded while commenting on the smile behind the covering cloth. “You should take good care of it. Soon my brother who happens to be an obstetrician will come. Do you want to check with him?”


“Actologist?”


“Iya. Last checked you were Mother Aurra, her mother.”


Lea who looked still feeling awkward was one room with Alea appearing to nod her head.


“You just calm down, in this house there are some health equipment that is quite adequate. One of them is an ultrasound tool.”


Lea looked surprised for a moment. The information just presented by one of Radityan is like really reflecting the ease of the family buying goods that are not cheap. The proof, diagnostic aids are commonly used in the field of obstetrics to see the condition of the fetus in the uterus, and other organs in the abdomen is here.


“You can stay here for a while. We will provide protection for guests who have come to this residence.”


When Alea used the word “kami” it meant if not just one Radityan was willing to help protect Lea and her baby. However, there are other Radityans who are ready to help.


“We don't have any problems, so don't feel shy. Whatever happens because of Sir Louis's love has nothing to do with you. The one who lied to me, treated me like an ignorant fool is them, not you.”


“….”


“We can be friends if you want,” Lea said in a friendly tone. It is not intimidating at all.


However, it was precisely because of that that that Lea felt guilty for what the father of her baby had done. Love is never wrong. But sometimes love goes to the wrong place.


“I can't represent the father of this baby to apologize,” Lea said. One of his hands seemed to wipe the outer surface of the cloth covering his slender belly. “However, there is one thing you need to know.”


“What is it?”


“You are the first woman to successfully make Louis fall in love.”


Alea was silent hearing it.


“While we have been together for a long time, it is no guarantee for Louis to fall for me. In fact, on the contrary, I too easily fall in love with him who is so insensitive to love.” There was a bitter feeling from Lea's sentence. Alea was unable to comment either.


“The reason why I left him is because of this baby. I ... am not ready to reveal his presence to him and the world. I'm just afraid she won't accept the presence of this baby.”


As a mother who has never been loved, or considered special by men who have put seeds in her womb, Lea feels she has done the right thing. She wanted to stay away for the safety of her baby. If someday he was forced to meet the man again, at least he had prepared himself well.


“Maybe because of my sudden departure, now he is aggressively looking for my existence.”


“Or maybe sir Louis is looking for you because he is worried.”


“Possibly it could have happened because I was the most loyal bed partner accompanying him,” Lea said bluntly. The bitterness was so felt from his words. “But, just relax. He can get hundreds of women like me out there.”


“Don't be so bad to think first. Anyway there is a baby in your womb.”


“Dia ...don't know,” sahut Lea hesitate. “Entahlah. Maybe now he knows. But, he definitely won't easily believe.”


“Give someone a chance to change. Because, someone who has hurt you in the past, could be the person who makes you most happy in the future,” Alea said.


Alea actually learned these words from the story of Sayyidina Umar bin Khattab. Related words so it sounds, “give a chance for someone to change. For, the man who almost killed the Prophet is now lying next to his tomb.”


Sayyidina Umar bin Khattab was a friend who had intended to kill the Prophet. However, he gained guidance and eventually entered into Islam. Since entering Islam, Sayyidina Umar bin Khattab has always accompanied and defended the Prophet.he also did not hesitate to risk his life to defend the religion of Allah. Sayyidina Umar bin Khattab later died from being killed by Abu Lu’luah, and his body was buried next to the final resting place of the Prophet.


“At least you should give a second chance if sir Louis finds out the whereabouts of the baby. However, both sir Louis and your baby both have rights.”


“I ...will look ahead. Does he deserve to get that second chance, or not.”


Alea nodded. All decisions go back to Lea. He just gave input. Leah knows what's best for her and her baby.


“For dinner, I cooked a good menu for pregnant women. Would you like to try it?”


Lea looked silent. “No need to bother,” reject Lea, please. Alea and the Radityans were right, so kind.


“Do not like that. In this house, our guests are very respectful. It is an honor for us if the guest who stayed wanted to taste the food we made.”


“But...”.


Alea shook her head quickly. “I cook Nuts that contain folic acid, fiber, protein, iron, and calcium needed during pregnancy. These nutrients are very important for the health of the mother and fetus, especially in the first trimester.”


“….”


“There is also lean meat, one type of food rich in protein content. There is also iron content as an important mineral that is useful in the formation of red blood cells. Red blood cells themselves play an important role in delivering oxygen to all cells in the body,” said Alea. “So you want to try it?”


Lea finally gave up. He nodded with an awkward looking smile. “You have a lot of insight about pregnancy.”


Alea nodded. “I learned a lot about pregnancy since marriage, because my husband and I have no plans to delay having momongan.”


“May God immediately leave a little angel among you,” do’a Sincere Lea.


“Amin yes Rabb,” Alea replied in earnest. “Thanks for the prayer.”


“Sama-sama.”


The two women then both smiled, although Alea's smile was protected by the niqob she was using, Lea could still tell the difference. The clear eyes will form a hollow like a crescent moon if you are smiling. Well-favoured. Is beautiful. And also cool the eyes that see it. That was the definition of Alea's charm in Lea's equally female eyes.


“Zaujati (my wife),” called out a familiar voice in Alea's ear, moments after the knock and greetings behind the door sounded.


“Iya, Mas,” Alea replied after greeting, he then moved from where he was sitting. “Awhile, yes. Looks like my husband needs something.”


Lea smiled as she nodded.


Alea moved to open the door. When he managed to open the door, the husband's beautiful face immediately welcomed him. “What's up, Mas?”


“Nothing,” Nathan said. Pulling a squeak on the wife's forehead.


“Then?”


“Fetch Zaujati (my wife),” Nathan added. “Kata Mamah you haven't eaten yet. So, I came to pick you up.”


Alea gasped for a few seconds.


“Let's eat together, Zaujati (my wife). I want to give a living to you as usual, right out of my hands,” Nathan said with a sweet smile on his lips.


God, husband. Inner, Alea.


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