Noda Nirmala
Chapter 15's

With a curious step Nirmala entered into a restaurant that looked lonely. More curious when Randi said if there is someone who wants to meet him four eyes.

"Mbak Nirmala is waiting inside" said one restaurant employee.

"Oh, yes, yes." Nirmala came in when the door opened.

The figure of a tall man facing the wall with both hands in his pants pocket makes Nirmala more curious.

"Sorry, who are you?"Nirmala asked, "why did you ask me to meet four eyes like this?"

The man did not answer but turned his body. Their two eyes met each other, Nirmala's steps backwards upon seeing the face of the man in front of her.

"You,....!" Nirmala was frightened, her face instantly pale.

Gaga was still silent, while Nirmala went straight to the door and was about to get out but unfortunately the door was locked from the outside.

"Take me off. Let me out!"

"Can we talk?" Gaga asked without turning her eyes away from Nirmala.

"Nothing to talk about. I don't know you, get me out of this place."

"I'm sorry" said Gaga softly.

"No, open the door. I'm going out!" Shouted Nirmala.

"We'll talk after that you can get out!"

Nirmala let out a rough breath, staring at Gaga's face filled with hatred.

"Fuck!" Nirmala said, "until I die, I will remember your bastard face."

"I can explain everything" said Gaga.

"Nothing to explain. You bastard, you've ruined my life and my future. Eject me!"

"What is my son Shaka?" Gaga's question made Nirmala surprised.

"No!" Nirmala replied curtly, "Shaka is not your son."

"I'm really sorry for what happened a few years ago. I'm in a trap!" Gaga tried to explain.

"Are you satisfied that you ruined my life?"

Without feeling the tears Nirmala fell down her cheeks.

"I hate you and I'll never forgive you."

"I'm really sorry for you" Gaga said, stepping forward but Nirmala stepped back.

"You have desecrated me, you just left me. I don't know you, but why are you doing all that to me?"

"I'm in a trap. I swear, I'm in a trap!" Gaga told me what happened that night.

Nirmala laughed sinisterly upon hearing such a foolish and absurd explanation for him.

"Who are you really? What is your relationship with Randi? How do you know if that woman was me when you said you couldn't remember my face?" A series of questions in Nirmala. Although he is fed up of not wanting to see Gaga's face, Nirmala is curious how Gaga can find it.

"Shaka, I see myself in Shaka's face. Answer me, is Shaka really my son?"

"Shaka is not your son. Shaka doesn't have a father who's a loser and a bastard like you."

"I'm sorry, Nirmala, I don't mean I didn't want to take responsibility for you at the time but it was circumstances that forced me to" said Gaga, truly sorry, "I understand how you feel. I sincerely apologize to you and want to make amends for all my wrongdoings to you."

"Whatever the reason, I won't forgive you. You think it's easy to be me? My own family doesn't want to accept my situation."

"I'm sorry Nirmala."

"Nir, I'm sorry."

Gaga wants to grab Nirmala's hand.

"Don't touch me!" Nirmala suddenly became hysterical. Gaga panicked, she understood the state of Nirmala who might still be shocked to meet her.

"In order to get information about you, I paid your sister a fortune to talk" Gaga said, leaving Nirmala speechless.

Nirmala lifted her face, looking at Gaga with curious eyes.

"What did you say? You even know my family?"

"I got the information from your brother named Hesti. I want to see who I stained that night. Please answer me, is Shaka really my son?"

Again Gaga asked to be sure.

"Open the door!" Pinta Nirmala with a pleading face, "please open the door."

"Jawab I'm Nir!" Please Gaga.

"There's nothing I need to answer. After tonight's meeting, I hope there won't be another meeting."

Gaga breathed out slowly. He gave the order to open the door. Nirmala stood up, then stepped towards the door.

"I've done a DNA test for Shaka. Even if you don't want to answer, I'll be patient waiting for the results of our son's DNA test." Gaga's words made Nirmala smile cynically.

"Only my son, Shaka is just my son. Not your son!" Nirmala said firmly.

"Hate me Nirmala, you have the right to hate me even I won't fight if you hit me. You have every right to be angry at this bastard."

Nirmala only heard and did not respond. This woman breezed away leaving Gaga who just stood up.

There was relief in Gaga's heart when she met Nirmala and explained everything.

"Is it easy?" Ask Randi who suddenly came in.

"Just a little relieved, but I haven't gotten an apology from him."

"Learn, it all takes time. You can imagine how sick Nirmala is."

"I understand, let's go home!"

Gaga and Randi decide to go home, while Nirmala can only stay quiet while in the taxi. Her tears could not come out, I don't know what she was feeling right now.

"So I cried, why can't I shed tears now?" Inner Nirmala asked in confusion.

Continuing to think about what he had just experienced, unaware it turned out that the taxi he was riding had stopped in front of the rented.

Nirmala rushed down and went inside. Dania who had been waiting worriedly immediately asked a lot of questions for Nirmala.

Nirmala does not want to lie to Dania, she tells of her meeting with Gaga.

"Shaka's face was very similar to Mr. Gaga's. Nir, I never thought that Gaga's sir was Shaka's real father."

"Somehow I feel that the rape I've been through is less painful than what my sister-in-law has done. For the sake of money, sister Hesti could sell my disgrace to someone else."

"Prophe Nir, don't think about your bastard sister-in-law. Now what are you gonna do?" Tanya Dania was also confused by the problem experienced by Nirmala. On the one hand he feels happy if Shaka has found out who his real father is. But, on the other hand, Dania felt sorry for Nirmala for what she had been through all this time.

"It turns out they did a DNA test secretly. Accepting me to work was just their excuse. They're bad men!"

Again hatred came to Nirmala's heart.

"As bad as you have been in the past, you should still be able to accept the fact that Mr. Gaga is Shaka's real father. It is the stain in the past that makes you strong to live this drama-filled life. So, let's thank the past for making us mentally strong. Your stain is dark, but you're a strong and tough woman. The meeting between you and Mr. Gaga could not have happened without the interference of the universe. Nir, I hope you're happy after this."

Nirmala just smiled in response to Dania's words that had a point as well. But, the problem he was facing right now had made Nirmala's hatred ingrained in the man who had already desecrated her first.