New Town on Doomsday
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The existence of old friend li, at least make a ripple on aya.She wants to reminisce about old memories with li but also open bad memories about pan minan.

Aya originally wanted to linger in this garden at least she wanted to sit down until lunch time but after Li left in the end the father could not stay silent and he forced himself to come back more quick one.

the first love is a form of attachment between a man and a woman for the first time with pure desire.

first love also greatly affects the love relationship that everyone will establish in the future.

that's what people say but for first love fathers is an imprinting feeling that can hardly be forgotten.

it's easy to say but doing it is a different thing.

as soon as he returned to his house he immediately immersed himself in the bed.

despite having given birth to a son, she is still a girl who is not yet 20 years old, still a little girl who can not manage her emotions at all.

father turned his body and looked at the ceiling of the room considering how the first love was sending him into a dilemma that resulted in a son.

the first time I saw the lure of my father felt a positive feeling filled with love and affection.

the game is a young man who has just been met just because he has a relative relationship with his compatriot.

it was in November that I remembered how a man in formal attire stood at the gate.

father's heart immediately fell and said that it was the figure he had been looking for all this time a figure that would fill his days in the future.

only with that one-time vision did the father think of forming have his own memories with him.

Pan Minan is such a love

father feels justified if this first love is difficult to forget even though his condition has given birth to a son from an unknown man but he still can not forget the minan

after this incident even my father realized that love was still there even though only the rubble was left.

regardless of the experience of giving birth and some time that has passed this first love will always be a moment that has deep meaning for the life of the father as a person.

"why can't I forget him when he has absolutely no idea of where I have been all along. whether I've gone crazy thought father at the time.

at this time my father realized that he was not the figure of a little girl who could be fooled with sweet love like candy.

on his shoulders were the lives of hundreds of life-dependent humans, but he as a small figure could still be weakened with just the words of first love.

"pan minan, why can't I still forget . Do I have to carry these memories for the rest of my life. Pan minan, you have to take responsibility for some psychological burden on me personally" he told himself.

This is his fault, why pan minan makes aya fall in love.Why he should spread such charm in his school first.

"i am a mayor now if pan minan does not follow my words then he can get out of my city" he said in his heart.

He had the most powerful person in the magical city and pan minan was a passer-by. Aya could suppress him over anything he wanted at the moment.

It can even force pan minan to stand next to him for life.If you don't want to then just make a Blacklist on his behalf.

Who told you to spread the charm.

But..

But actually aya do not need to blame others because pan minan himself does not know his existence let alone about the love he feels unilaterally.

"no I can't be as stupid as I used to be. Love can't be eaten love can't make people" I thought many times.

He used to think so emotionally and the results can be known now.He will harm himself

This is no good.

Aya tries to get rid of such thoughts but somehow she is difficult to forget her first love for the figure pan minan.Otak aya suddenly remember the neurochemical "high" associated with pan minan

Aya recalled that feeling and somehow still wanted the experience back.

Every time I saw his firm figure and stood up straight.

Aya would immediately fantasize as if this figure was able to protect herself from the water and rain at once.

Just by looking at it I became hysterical and went crazy at the same time.

Just like a fan following a great artist. He loved her very much but could never have her figure, that's what aya feels right now.

In a daze I looked towards his son who was now awake. Although this little baby boy woke up did not bother him at all. Thanks to the babysitter robot little Han can play alone without worrying about it by others.

Her face was now increasingly similar to Wen ji which made aya feel even more guilty every time she saw him.

Who can be blamed in terms of making this child born into the world. pan minan can not be blamed at all because he did not know about aya who fell in love with him .Wen ji was also not to blame for already sowing seeds without excuse.

All that can be blamed in this case is aya himself.Just because of love she was unfair to herself and as a result she gave birth to a child without a father.

"i'm an adult now that even being a mother doesn't need to remember how love is anymore"

"again he has his own love and pan minan only thinks of me as a passer-by" murmured Aya softly.

"Ma.mk...

The voice of the little one made aya avert her gaze.She had forgotten him earlier.

The relationship between aya and this baby is very strange. It is said that aya is not even too close but it is said that hate is also impossible.

If little Han cries his heart out like in verses with a knife.

Aya is a young mother who has not really accepted her new identity. However, he was forced to accept it due to circumstances.

The feeling of pleasure when having children cannot happen overnight. And that's what I've felt to this day.

She had indeed given birth but had yet to truly become a true Mother to Little Han.

I used to think about getting rid of it because of embarrassment. Only because a boy is important to mankind does he keep it.

But now another feeling arises in his heart every time he sees the little one, he who was born unwanted but actually very useful.

Not having the affection of a mother let alone a father when he grew up what he thought at that time.

Aya stared fixedly at the little boy who was staring at her excitedly, her little mouth was already filled with saliva.

Actually this baby is very smart only 1 year old but he can already release a few words at once.

Surprisingly again he could even read the situation of his own mother's heart. Maybe that's why Little Han didn't reach out even just staring aya from earlier.

"I'm sorry mommy ya baby, but mama dear little han kok" said aya pulled her to hug him.

"Ma.ma.ayang muah.." said with a wet mouth.

Aya looked at little Han with an erratic feeling.She didn't know whether to cry or laugh right now.

After giving birth to the baby, she actually needs a companion. But everyone at the time was focused on the baby. So that aya who needs this attention experiences his own psychological condition .Aya's emotions at that time were unstable and aya also did not understand until the system explained it.

Aya has many things including the range of emotions that are too close.

Sometimes I feel happy with him but then disappointed in the next second.

The grim Aya was soon happy again.

If there is what is called true love, this is only the love of both parents.

Little Han deserves to be happy because he was born without his own wishes.Said people, one cannot choose his birth family but they can still choose his own way of life

Aya releases little Han to be carried away.

"There is no pan minan, no wen ji there is only little Han and Aya" said aya by kissing her son's chubby cheeks so little han giggled cackly.

Everyone will experience first love like aya .But they don't have the stupid attitude they do.

Aya sighed to herself and felt the burden on her shoulders so heavy.She only asked someone who could share this burden.But who she was .

Hatchet...

Someone who was struggling with oil suddenly sneezed without cause.

I was having the flu..