
Edy returned to his desk not finding Nella in his seat, he immediately followed to the parking lot after putting some money on the table. When in the parking lot, no barbarian girl found in his car. Edy began to panic where Nella was going, question after question stuck in Edy's head. He tries to call Luna's phone, if Nella is in the office.
“Halo, Luna... Is Nella with you?” Edy asked across the phone.
“......”
“So, no, I'm just making sure,” said Edy did not want to make Luna worry about her sister at this time.
The phone call ended, Edy's expression changed, hoping that Nella would be there. It turned out that Nihil did not exist at all, then where did it go. If he's not in the office, is he going home alone? Question spin – rotate by Edy himself.
He got into the car pressing the number two button, the contact name popped out of his Barbarians screen. As the phone rang out in her car, Nella left the phone in her car. Edy is getting frustrated right losing the barbarian chick, rather than panicking, he better get to the easy house – I hope his feeling says he's there.
Arriving at Kusuma's residence, Edy immediately went down. Then enter the house directly go upstairs to his room. Edy took a deep breath, may this barbarian chick be in the room, she prayed. In the open of the doorknob push a little door leaf peek a little, no who – who. Nella wasn't in her room, so where did she go.
•••••
The sound of rain on the tile sounded very loud, just as Nella mused over the world of sheer emptiness. Sitting on a tile that has been wetted all over the body by rainwater. Let him be like this, he hates the rain. Rain always brings suffering will not return intact still there are scars.
The whole body was shivering the presence of rain enveloping her, lips were shaking, the hunting breath was holding the temperature on her cold body, both hands were not feeling any pain, right like being in the North Pole was cold as the ice hardened. Red eyes did not see tears drenching his face, his face pale like tissue paper.
In a moment, maybe soon he will leave after the two parents wait all his life. His gaze began to dim, the more it blinked, the more the view of the light nature disappeared into complete darkness.
BRUK!
Nella is like hearing someone call her name, but both eyes cannot open to see who the middle person is calling her. He knew the voice, the warm touch he had once held.
..... Ag .... Ag .... Ag ....
Edy, Luna, Alex, are still waiting for Nella's state to wake up from her criticism. Edy feels guilty for Luna for making her sister's condition worse.
Luna couldn't turn on anyone, she just expected her sister to get well soon and regroup. Hearing from the doctor, the state of Nella is less likely to live 50℅. Koma is not the desire of Luna, she loves her sister.
A letter was found by Edy while in his room.
"There is no happy marriage, giving false hope is an empty beauty. Salahkah Lala married Om Edy, but he only pity Lala. Does love hurt? Lala loves him, but he doesn't love me, his love is only for Aunt Jessica. Can you, right, Lala took it? Selfish, is that? Luna is happy because of love with Alex, why can't Lala? Lala also wants to be like Kak Luna can be in love, praised. Lala is a silly and barbaric girl, because Lala wants to be noticed. Funny yeah. Lala is a weak girl, weak so papa and mama also go live Lala. Lala will also catch up, overtaking them. Gather around."
Edy read all the diaries from Nella. He also did not know why so guilty, from the beginning Edy did not have a heart in this barbarian girl.
She knew Nella was trying to get attention so Edy could get hurt on her. It's always sticky, words aren't thought of first. Edy remembers everything the whole life of Nella.
"Darling, you have to eat. Poor womb. Nella would be sad if she saw her skinny brother not taken care of" Alex persuaded.
Luna is pregnant, yes, just got pregnant. Luna had no appetite for chewing food in her mouth. Nausea is the influence of hormones of a pregnant woman.
Edy's own eyes see Luna must be more hit if Nella is lying weak. He got up, and came out of the nursery. Alex looked up at Edy leaving without speaking a word.
When he got out of the hospital, he accidentally saw a little boy pull his mother's hand to give Ice Cream that passed by.
"It's delicious, loh!"
He went to the Ice Cream seller and Edy took the ice in the form of corn. The feeling was first felt by her when Nella thrust into her mouth.
All the memories about Nella revolved back on Edy himself. Regret, opportunity, disappointment, ending.