
“No brother, I don't want to, I don't want to.byurrr,.” Sheana woke up from her sleep with sweat pouring out even her breath gasping for breath. He just had a dream that happened when he was a child dragged by Sean and pushed into the pool when his body had been plunged that he only realized that it was all just a dream about his past.
“Why do I even dream of it again, it's the past let's forget Sheana,” muttered Sheana while grabbing a glass of water that was on the nightstand of her desk. He saw that the clock on the wall was still eight in the evening and Zidan was not home yet.
The Flashback
“Kak, I don't want to swim sister, I said no sister, I don't want” Little Sheana tried to release Sean's hand that gripped her while pulling her firmly into the pool. He could not swim so he was so scared when his brother got angry at him and dragged him into the pool.
It was triggered because he accidentally spilled water on Selina's body, so Sean who knew was immediately angry with her like this.
“You cheated son dare to make my sister cry, because of you and your mother who teased my papa mama so often cry. Why do you have to be in my family now” Sean said as he dragged Sheana towards the pool.
Sean used to be when he was little, he was so happy to get a little brother who was five years away from him. five years old he wanted a sister finally all that materialized but unfortunately when he was ten knew the reality that made him so unexpected that the sister he loved so far was not a sister born from the same womb with him but the baby he was waiting for first was the child of his papa affair.
A painful reality for Sean at that time, and a thing that became the answer to him why the mother always cried when fighting with her father. And the answer is also why his mother used to hate Sheana so much.
“Sister, I can't swim sis. I. I'm sorry, Brother Sean I'm sorry” Sheana cried when dragged Sean.
“a bastard like you free say sorry because everything you did was a cynical wrong” Sean caught a glimpse of Sheana crying begging to be released.
“You muffled in the pool until I told you to come out, because you're my sister so fever” Sean pushed Sheana tampa pardon into the pool.
Byurrr,
The small body immediately sank, but it rose to the surface by raising its hand for help.
“Kak please, please sis. I. I can't swim kak” said Sheana who asked Sean for help.
Sean just silently looked at it, but his gaze seemed to have no heart. But the shadow of her mother crying and the shadow of her sister Selina not getting attention from her papa made her dark-eyed, she did not care about Sheana at this time.
“Sheana,..” shouted a boy of Sheana's age with dark brown hair running a little closer to Sean and seeing Sheana anxious.
“San, why are you quiet. Sheana asked for help it” said the boy who began to worry when Sheana's body was already invisible.
“Leave it, there James entered the house instead of you want to visit Indonesia.” Sean replied, pushing James back into the house.
“No, I want to help Sheana. Brother Sean is evil,” James will get into the pool but is blocked by Sean.
“James in I said,” snapped Sean at the boy.
James is though five years younger than Sean and he is still twelve years old, but his body is strong enough and high from Sean makes him able to get away and go into the pool to help his cousin.
Since then Sheana has been trying to become a stronger person by learning swimming, martial arts, and everything even she avoids people who make her weak and helpless. He became a hateful and arrogant man because to make himself a strong footprint so that no one dared to touch him again
Flashback Off
“Stop Sheana, the past.” Sheana's head stops the shadow in her head about her past. “But can I forget all that and be okay with them” Sheana muttered worriedly. This is the reason why he has not fully forgiven Sean, because the wounds inflicted by his brother were so painful and terrible in his life.
But Satria asks him to forget the past and try to make peace with the pain he experienced first. His sister also said that Sean now sincerely loves him as a brother. Remembering, and what he saw when they were today was as sincere as he was.
“Not to think about Sheana, now you better sleep. Not that tomorrow you want to learn to be a good wife to your husband” Sheana said in her heart. He immediately threw himself up again to raise his blanket and tried to sleep again.
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“Toni wait a minute,” said Zidan stopped the steps of Toni who had passed him and now turned to look at him.
“What is Bripka Zidan?” ask Toni back while watching the senior.
“Why now you keep your distance from me, am I wrong?” ask Zidan who still does not understand why Toni behaves differently with him.
“No bang” replied Toni.
“If there is no to... or lest you still have not accepted that Sheana married me?” guess Zidan his eyes instantly widened as he said that.
“still trying to accept, but bang Zidan rest easy I will not take Sheana from you” Toni said and immediately passed from before Zidan.
“good if you will not seize mine, may you soon accept that your friend has married me” Excited Zidan no matter where he is now, the office is also quiet no one
Toni who heard that was just silent, he continued to walk away from the senior who was getting here more and more children according to him. His senior was authoritative and seemed cold but why now his senior like a new child kasmaran.
Zidan himself immediately walked out of the police station, it was already quite late for him to go home how else he was on duty until night.
“Let's gas, nanda, my caliph goes home first” Zidan said to his colleagues outside.
“Iya let” sahut them together.
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Sheana woke up from her sleep when it felt like the morning had greeted her, when she woke up she had found Zidan who was sleeping next to her currently hugging her.
“When she gets home, why don't you wake me up last night” Sheana says while waking up from her sleep. He slowly released Zidan's hand that was on his waist at the moment.
Sheana immediately got out of bed and allowed Zidan's blanket, gently rubbing her husband's hair. He woke up first because he wanted to make breakfast for them, he wanted to show his love for her husband. And he will try to play the role of a devoted wife.
But just as she was about to walk, her stomach felt nauseous making her run straight to the bathroom.
Hoeekkk, hoeekk
Many times Sheana spewed out liquid from inside her mouth, her stomach was completely nauseous at this moment.
“Damn why I want to throw up” upset make his mood disappear to go to the kitchen.
Hoek, though,
Again Sheana stuffed her stomach into the bathroom sink, she was really nauseous at the moment.
“What is the effect of pregnancy or my stomach is problematic, the feeling of yesterday-yesterday is not nausea like this. stop do not vomit anymore.” annoyed Sheana she immediately wiped her mouth with water. he held his boat while praying that he would not vomit or get sick again.
“Please, if this is indeed because of you.please help mama do not fuss in the stomach” Sheana said softly as she rubbed her stomach pleading with her future baby not to fuss or make her nauseous.
After feeling she was not nauseous anymore, Sheana immediately walked out of the bathroom while looking at her husband who was still in the blanket. Zidan must have been so tired and he came home last night too, his husband really is a man who enjoys work so much, inner Sheana.
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