NATHAN & ZHELIA
sad to ignore

the dark atmosphere of the night and the air was so cold that it pierced into the bones made the body feel shivering palms feel cold but Nathan still faithfully sat on the terrace above their room with a gaze his empty and dabbling mind.

remember that the incident last afternoon made himself aware of how his real mother sipat so evil and could take the life of a person who knows nothing and is guilty, he said,making himself also guilty to his past lovers he has cursed and hated people who are willing to sacrifice for his happiness during his death all this time,nathan's thoughts flashed past memories of hana hugging jhino the instant her tears fell

"forgive me hana" said Nathan with his cry in silence his head ducking both his elbows resting on his two knees

"i didn't expect everything to be like this mama would kill you just to avenge her on your family" Nathan said in tears

~~FLASH BACK~~

"small baba papa again play well, not yet sleeping here" Dirga who just came home from the office saw her son still playing in the living room,dirga said with affection and rubbed the head of his favorite child, while little Nathan just dodged his head

"you've gone upstairs, don't play too late"

"hmm" answered little Nathan, still pushing his car Dirga away

little Nathan was playing a lot of cars in the living room sopa little Nathan leads his gaze up to see his mom and dad fighting, and his dad,with his papa who is still wearing office clothes while his mama is already wearing a white nightgown, little Nathan stood just watching them and was silent while hugging his car toys

"you have to leave that woman and I love you, how much less I am for you that you prefer her than I "yell her angry at her husband

"He's so different from you I've loved him a long time before we got married" Dirga said

"do you not forget her mas, now you have a family and also with her she already has a husband and children, you must realize, you have ruined their happiness, you have ruined their happiness,you can destroy two families just for the sake of your ego and love"

"i've tried to be a good and faithful wife for you to serve you at all my times but why do you still not appreciate me as your wife, why" cried nataya with tears

"i can't forget her, I'm sorry" said Dirga and left

"where are you going ? do you want to see the woman again" Dirga's steps stopped right near the stairs

"if you want to go, don't come back never see me and Nathan go you go"yelled nataya by continuing to hit Dirga nataya's chest did not know if they were now in front of the stairs, with difficult to balance Dirga fell and rolled on the stairs are quite high.

"mas,,," yelled Nataya in shock to see her husband who fell due to her involuntary pushing her husband, she quickly approached her husband

"papa,,,," cried little nathan seeing his papa already lying down below, Nathan threw his car and ran towards his papa and mama

"mas wake up mas,,, wake up I-I didn't mean to hurt you, I beg you to wake up"tangis nataya by holding her husband but Dirga did not respond to anything, the color of her clothes has been changed by the color of her husband's blood

"papa,, wake up papa don't stay nathan" cried little nathan by shaking his papa's arm hoping his papa can hear him and wake up

~~FLASH ON~~

faintly heard the tangus of nathan zhelia standing behind the door her tears had rained upon seeing Nathan's grief and hearing all that Nathan had said,zhelia wiped her tears and passed out of the room

the next day On campus in his usual place if nathan was sad or even a lot of problems nathan felt the painting of a beautiful woman with his smile full on his lips

"i've been thinking badly of you hana" lirih nathan zhelia came in but stopped as nathan felt another woman's painting

"i thought you didn't love me but instead, you loved me so much, you were willing to sacrifice your life for me, if you come back to life I would be happy and" Nathan said stalled,

"it turns out that nathan hasn't forgotten his past love, as happy as his heart still belongs to hana" zhelia's murmur wiped away his tears and immediately left

Zhenlia sat on her pride with still shedding her tears that she could not control her jealous feelings increasingly make her sad what else in addition to her pregnant state and his hormones are very easy to make her cry, zhelia wipe her tears and try to calm herself by taking a breath and exfoliating her until she feels calm

"are you sad too son when mother cries, do you also suffer when mother feels pain, your father has been three days now he is silent mothers feel very sad, very sad,but you don't come sad well because mom is fine"lirih zhelia rubbed her stomach which had started to look at her bulge.

"sandy.kamu make me surprised"

"indeed you again think what until-sampe you are shocked rowdy"

"thinking nothing" denied zhelia by switching her views

"wait,, why is your face frivolous and your eyes red, are you crying" asked sandy by holding zhelia's chin

"no way I don't cry, so my eyes put dust in" zhelia lied again by taking off her sandy hand

"i go first" said zhelia who died alone in the kls

"why with him, what they've been fighting about" thought sandy who noticed the departure of zhelia who had already disappeared from her sight

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"jeez,, thank goodness you locked yourself in here" said the newly-entered sandy who saw Nathan tidying up the tools at the table

"whoever is insolent, do you not see me again bemoaning this, I have not been here for a long time so that dust is scattered everywhere"

"it's not unusual for you to be like this, that you're fighting"

"who has heard" Nathan replied

"you're with your wife la, who else, so I saw her face carelessly and her eyes red as if she was crying"

"crying" Nathan answered quickly and looked at sandy

"he looked like that, did you hurt him"

"geez why I can forget about it, I haven't spoken to her in three days or met her, yesterday's problem"nathan replied with a rage regret to have forgotten the existence of his wife did not even question him even though they were one house but yesterday's problems made Nathan ignore it and had made his wife's heart sad even they not sleeping in one room

"sinful you nat, you have made a cooking mistake can forget your wife who loves you very much even pregnant, usually the person who is pregnant is cared for in pampered, pampered,not to forget what kind of husband you can ignore a pregnant wife,"said sandy firmly nathan can ignore zhelia like that nathan is not angry or reproach sandy this time what he said was right himself has done wrong with neglecting his responsibilities as husband and father.

"now you find your wife to persuade her and apologize to her" said sandy

"all right, I'm looking for my wife first" Nathan came out

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