My Sexy Life's
01. Jessica's anger

I am Passionette. This is not a trick or a trick. Indeed, Passion is the name given to all living things that are in the phase of wanting to be satisfied. But I told him about myself, the passion on earth, not just a lie.

The name is the beginning of prayer and the name of Passion is also the beginning of the things I love about myself, because in my eyes everything is Passion. That's why being Passion means everything.

My name is Passionette Dayanira.

I combed my hair and looked at myself in the mirror. I styled my wavy long hair by letting it unravel. I looked at my twin with a smile as the door opened at that moment. “So what do you think?” my sister is a very well-groomed girl, in her room even a lot of piles of face masks or other treatments.

And, for now we will change the color of our hair along with the same color as well. As usual it would be his idea, but I wouldn't have the chance to refuse. This time we dyed our hair black.

Jessica looked at me sparkling with admiration there.

”Nira, you are crazy. Never think of choosing blondes or anything. Because black is definitely your color. See this is perfect!” I pursed my lips and looked at my reflection in the mirror. The pink lipstick I always wear. While my white skin shines thanks to my black hair. Last night we both agreed that blondes were no match for me.

“See, this is the end. Don't make mama cry because of your weird hair color again!” Jessica shook her head looking at me.

I rolled my eyes and looked at him. Jessica looks beautiful, but I like her more when she dyes with blond color. “Lighted light is more suitable for you. Because you have short hair.” Jessica stood right beside me and looked at our reflection in the mirror. We both see ourselves now who look different to her hair than last night.

“I have a new person in my life” Jessica blinked one eye. “and again there is someone who looks different from before” I put on a disapproving expression, and widened my eyes.

“Do you style your style just for a man?”

Jessica pointed at her hair with raised eyebrows. “You also helped arrange it for me.”

“But you're a girl.” I grinned. “Board right?”

“Serah.” Jessica said snorting.

 He closed the subject. I went to pick up my college bag when Jessica sighed and still checked herself in front of the mirror once again. 

“I still don't understand how they're not mad at you. Your morning class has turned into a nightclub?, given the absence of reprimand when you used that red lipstick” We left my room and went downstairs.

“This is private not negri. No one does with discipline of course there will be violations in every rule.”

We are on the same campus, so it makes us go together more often when our courses are similar. Given some of the lecturers forbid to look striking, for example minimal clothes, thick makeup, and red lipstick. Of course, it was done by Jessica every day when the girl had received reprimands and even punishment many times, but there was no sense of regret or deterrence in Jessica's mind.

Papa had gone to the office while mom was preparing breakfast. None of us interjected at breakfast. Stubbornness enveloped this morning. Papa left first because he said there was an important meeting with clients.

“I went ma” said I got up from sitting. Jessica moved in after finishing her breakfast. “Jessica, also ma”.

“Be careful darling. Diligent learning yes.” My mother welcomed our greetings.

Jessica and I left the house together, and we got into my car. Jessica doesn't want to drive she says she eats it she'd rather come with me. 

“There's a girl in your class. Her name is Casya, I don't like her. You know that?” I frowned.

“No, why did you ask?” Jessica breathed in her anger.

 “She approached the man I like”

I glanced at Jessica nervously, her twin sister, if she got angry, wouldn't know a place. “Jess, don't be silly. Whatever is on your mind, forget it and do nothing.” 

I don't want Jessica to get involved with a fight that doesn't even make sense just because of a man she doesn't know very well, maybe.

Jessica always does this, with attachments to men she doesn't even know for too long. He is very possessive of the person he wants. I always warned her many times not to do anything with anyone but Jessica always said “It's a satisfaction for myself, if you want to try it, I will introduce what is called a silly pleasure”, yes Jessica is very silly. 

Jessica turned her face away without answering my words, in the car full of silence.

Arriving at the campus parking lot, Jessica quickly opened the car door and exited, she walked quickly into the park area near my department building. I rolled my eyes irritated when Jessica casually left me, on campus the girl earned the nickname Demon Queen while I was the Devil Dayang, she said, I don't know who first made that name and again oh come on.

I ran after Jessica, because as long as we were in the campus area all eyes were on us. I pulled Jessica's hand. “Can't you not do this?” Comeon! It's Monday after the holidays of course, yes he's done it again.

“Certainly can't, dear.” When Jessica said that, I wanted to hit her head hard but was afraid of sin she was brother.

“Jessica!” Shouted as his hands were free of my hands he continued his path. Really, he ignored me.

“Jeez, I could go crazy if he troublemakers again.” If asked what crime I committed, I said out loud that the only crime I committed was coming to college with Jessica, because he'll make trouble with other women and I'm ashamed!

My eyes widened when I remembered the Casya girl he had just mentioned earlier on the trip. I've never seen Jessica this angry.

Although Jessica was stupid because in her brain only men kept but I loved her, maybe because she was my twin sister. When he constantly makes trouble, when he tries to change me according to what he wants and all his endless behavior that I don't like. 

People say that Jessica's wild girl is very wild, wild in the sense of the night world while I people say I'm a plain girl who doesn't fit my name and they always will never miss saying that one day I will be just like Jessica who enter the world of night.

A glimpse of what would happen when Jessica entered the courtyard of my campus garden flashed through my mind. Goddamnit! He will definitely cause trouble, what is he doing there?! I tried to catch up with Jessica, but she already didn't look possible because I was daydreaming too much. 

When I entered the garden area at a quick pace and turned right, I was shocked by the sight I saw.

There Jessica grabbed the hand of a brown-haired girl, Jessica started talking and spitting. He pushed her back hard. What's problem? When did Jessica become the enemy of the girl. As I recall her name is Casya, she's the girl who a few days ago passed me and I think she's a good girl then why she got into trouble with Jessica.

“Jessica, what are you doing?” I walked closer to them. I saw behind Casya there were four other girls looking at me and Jessica was no less sharp, crazy playing her crackle.

Roughly I grabbed Jessica's hand to be away with the five of them. “now we're done, let's go” but something I never expected happened.

For some reason the current area of the park was so quiet there were only the seven of us, Jessica stared intently at Casya and took a step forward. 

BUCK

A voice diverted me when I only looked the other way for a moment, While a group gathered behind my sister, it had already surpassed the number of girls in front of us. Don't forget they just watched without separating. Free viewing!

While the others waited for the fight to break out, the blonde girl held her bloody nose and Jessica spoke, "You're done ..."  I could have sworn I saw flames shining in my brother's eyes. "Your time has passed, Casya! And I'm not gonna let you go!"

Is Jessica going to hurt Casya? Whahuh?  What is this girl planning? I feel like I'm going crazy, I can't control my own sister. 

I know Jessica's jealous. But, is his jealousy that can not be spoken, is it okay? What does it mean to fight with no end. On the one hand even I can't believe that there's a guy who can really make Jessica jealous, and make Jessica fight just because of a guy?

As a good sister, I pulled Jessica's hand away from the crowd. But, as long as I dragged Jessica along, my brother's eyes stared intently at Casya as a sign of flying the war flag? 

We walked back to the parking lot. And at that moment, a very luxurious car in black entered the parking lot. At that very moment, everyone stopped their activities and focused on one place.Jessica and I also looked at who was in the car, my curiosity was answered.

The car door opened, and whoever came out of it with his first step made the atmosphere very quiet.

A man with sharp eyes came out from there his stature looked perfect with a flat face looking straight, accidentally our eyes met unexpectedly.

Everyone there was speechless looking at the man, and the only thing that wasn't silent was my heartbeat beating rapidly as I looked at the man.