My Senior My husband
17. His life was too difficult

  "Sense of homor lo kebangetan plummeting!"

  "Gue was wrong what tried?"

  "No Va, you're not wrong. You're right, because if you're wrong don't want to." Lerai Shelly between Wira and Alva debate, today turned upside down seems like the nosy soul of Wira is on a visit to Alva.

  Shelly had intended to be alone, still calming down her and Regan's problems. A month had passed but he had not wanted to meet and chat with Regan. Although outrageous, it seems that Shelly's ego chooses to remain silent until it is completely ready to return. And now in front of Shelly, Wira and Alva are fighting. Whether they know or follow Shelly here, even Nara and the other friends do not know that Shelly went alone.

  "Lo think stupid!"

  "Gue thought asu! Don't make me feel more guilty!"

  "Are you going to eat or make a noise?" Shelly returned with a slightly lower tone. The two then looked at his best friend strangely, really not the usual Shelly.

  Of course, let alone the Hero who already knew Shelly outside and in her attitude. Know how the nature of Shelly, homor, mood, attitude, until a small thing that even the girl is not aware of. Alva too, felt that in front of them this was not Shelly. "Lo why the hell cil?"

  "I'm okay."

  "Not, you're not. Shell's story time, like anyone." Shelly glanced at Wira who as usual was ready to listen to the girl's sigh.

  "No, I have no problem. Just increase the burden of life."

  "Regan?"

  "No, he's not a hot topic to talk about."

  "Continue?"

  "Something I have to finish with a clear mind."

  "This is our big ngusir!" Shelly spread her shoulders, and both of them understood. Good, Shelly is also lazy if you have to talk to them many times.

  "Hm."

  "Got ah! Ntar lo suddenly nyusruk into the gutter is not funny."

  "Well?!"

  "Lo is complicated, right? I'm back." Shelly frowned, not really connecting the Alva talking about it. Yes it is complicated, but Shelly also does not want to die young.

  "It's up to you, tired of me. I need some fresh air, I'm not very friendly with me."

  "Kuy peak!" Wonderful idea.

  "Can, where?"

  "Babuoo?"

  "Too high, you forgot this old temen lo?" The hero tells Shelly to make the girl hit the head of the girl.

  "The slamet." Shelly's Proposal.

  "Well, when do we have a holiday?"

  "Gue's empty tomorrow, gas ngab truant us?" Cross check Shelly to Alva.

  "Yes right, how would Ra want to?"

  "Can! Stroll wkwk! Take the others to rame."

  "Hehe paijo, you forgot that Shelly needs some fresh air? Threesome times, rame even more stress this boy."

  "Yes Ra, all three. Don't tell anyone, including our circle, that they might follow again." Added Shelly.

  "Btw guys, Shelly's next semester is class 3. We're in semester 5***id!"

  "Gue thinks I want to join SBMPTN again." Said Shelly to make Wira and Alva tickle, still want to try. Every new student must be thinking about taking the exam again because they feel wrong majors. But it seems that Shelly doesn't, even the girl really enjoys the Civil major that takes care of that mind, soul, and body.

  "Less srek same majors now?"

  "Pengen moved campus doang anyway, to Jakarta that?"

  "No need to macem-macem deh lo, it's good in our campus."

  I want to escape Ra, my life now feels heavy - It feels like there are a lot of heavy things that the girl is facing. He just wants to go far without being restrained without status even though asking for a divorce is also a crazy thing. Regan has given a lot of little happiness that even Shelly could not think of. The man was already too perfect but Shelly was quite difficult to accept it all. It seems that Regan's attitude lately has passed from the prenuptial agreement. There are many things they agree on, one of which is not leaking anything about status even just dating rumors until Shelly is ready with it.

  But Regan seems to have been unable to hold it, making Shelly more upset and more angry. That's all he wanted, what's wrong?

  "***!"

  "Dissolvent." Silent, it looks like Shelly's not okay.

  "Yoi Va, all of us buy the needs of the summit. How do I leave now?"

  "Are you still eating?" The hero glares to signal to Alva to leave Shelly alone here.

  "O-oh okay, just now."

  "We're Shell first, let's get some more news." Shelly nodded, the two rioted away from Shelly's presence. The girl sighed, her head dizzy from crying last night. Last night he stayed at a hotel, he needed his own place. The house and the house are not suitable places to be alone.

  Regan also continued to send messages that made Shelly lazy to talk to the man. Ever since, Shelly hasn't shown herself in front of Regan. He was afraid of hurting Regan with all her words or her attitude. He simply did not want to hurt the parents who held high hopes. Yes because the beginning of this matchmaking spark is from them, not from the couple who became these victims. Shelly's phone is shaking, there's an incoming call from her father.

  "Hello."

  "Shell, where?"

  "Cafes."

  "You got a problem, huh?"

  "No."

  "Regan was on the phone, ask you at home or not. He said you weren't there either, didn't pay your husband?"

  "No."

  "Sir, Regan has a right to know?"

  "No."

  "Shell, I know you really don't want that wedding. But appreciating Regan isn't hard, is it?"

  "It's hard, yeah."

  "He hasn't hurt you all this time, has he?"

  "Well, I'm getting tired. He's selfish, I'm not asking for anything weird, am I? Just keep this relationship a secret until graduation, what's the trouble?"

  "You've appreciated him yet?"

  "yeah. I as a wife was also self-aware of the place, I always was yes, obedient, but what feedback did she have to me? Is it hard to keep quiet until I'm ready?"

  "Shell, maybe..."

  "There's no reason anymore well, tired of me being the same attitude he was. I want to join SBMPTN again this year, I want to move campus."

  "Sir..."

  "Please understand well, I've obeyed all the wishes of my father. I also have the right to make a decision, if he can be selfish I can too."

  "Think again, for your sake."

  "If I can, I'll close."

  The call is ended, instead of being disobedient to the parents but Shelly has her own way of thinking. Think again first he could refuse the matchmaking and run to Semarang to take a lecture there. But just because for the sake of his parents he gave up the campus there, and he also told Regan that time.

  "Life is uncomfortable, hateful, but for everyone's happiness. Toxic is my life."

  Elsewhere again Regan looked wistfully at her father-in-law, his wife really could not be compromised anymore. Even about to move campus just because Regan wants to go public.

  "Prophey Gan, he's still unstable."

  "I'm also wrong, well, I forced his will when I promised."

  "Meet him yes, speak unwillingly. Don't let him take the exam again, he can recklessly go Gan."

  "Can he be yah?"

  "What can't Shelly do, hm? Even run away to Malang before you get married. You don't know if she's been out of the house a week to Malang for refusing your matchmaking?"

  Regan shook her head, not knowing and indeed Shelly had never told her the matter. "Shelly is too independent Gan, there is no sense of dependence on others. I'm a little worried, afraid you're the one affected."

  "Shelly really does not want to match this matchmaking, huh?"

  "If you can be honest, Shelly strongly opposes this whole Gan."

  "But why did you finally want to?"

  "Dad also confused Gan, father thought he would take the Semarang campus. You have to figure out the reason for him, because you can't help either."

  Regan was silent, the girl was completely impenetrable. Even her own parents don't know how Shelly's mind works. Running away to Malang for a week? After all he could survive this long alone without being watched and without anyone knowing?