MY SECRET CEO
Frustrations

And in the end that solitude I must accept as my destiny. Vi who accompanied me had to leave forever from my side. Because of my pride, because of my arrogance. I also try to accept this fact. Which I made myself. I went back into the house and brought what he gave me. And it turns out he really gave me all my money back.

"Five million? Where did he get this kind of money in just one night?"

I was surprised by him too. But it is only a wonder that cannot be asked. I tried to accept our farewell. Hopefully there will be a better alternative.

One week later...

Tonight is the twenty-eighth night for me since I met Vi. But tonight was exactly one week I didn't see him again. I don't know what he's doing right now, but clearly that longing is starting to hold me back. I feel like I lost her. And now I'm sitting alone at this table. Where Vi usually gets me food. But not anymore.

"What is he doing?"

I'm lonely. Yeah, started feeling lonely after a week of not seeing her. Home from work feels lonely, going to work also feels empty. The figure of the man who used to comfort me no longer existed. I also started to feel made. I just wanted to call her to ask her the news. But the shame is so great. I have no power to start first.

"Elen what are you doing? Want to not leave with me tomorrow morning?"

Saras, you can't regret it. It's all been happening. Nothing has happened to you yet. Even touching hands only once. Then what should you be dizzy about?

That was how my heart said as the dilemma entered my mind. I also tried to neutralize the situation by breathing deeply. As much as possible forget Vi and all the memories that have been created between us. Because in fact we just pretend to be in this relationship. It's not really like going up to the beach. Then what to mess around with? Life is going on.

Then I went into the room and broke down. Trying to close her eyes to not remember Vi again. Tomorrow is Monday and I have to come in the morning. Because every Monday is held a weekly meeting by our manager. So yes, I close with prayer tonight may tomorrow be better for you. Existing or without Vi.

Tomorrow...

The cloudy weather blanketed the capital as the day grew more and more late in the afternoon. I saw the clock showing almost five o'clock. Today I went through so hard. Back and forth to and fro to support the anniversary of this company. And yes, now we are tired. I could sit quietly while waiting for the time to come home.

"Ras, it's raining. Come with me and go home. It just so happened to stop by the brother's house near there." Stefany came with her latent coffee.