
"Mom, I'm a little uncomfortable if I have to walk down the stage with minimal clothes like this. Can't this work just be given to another model? Don't we have a lot of money? I think it's enough to buy the house you want?"
Helli was 19 years old. She jumped into the modeling world when she was 16 years old. His tall posture and handsome face made him easily accepted. There was no agency at the time. So she works as a freelance model. Who needs his services, depending on the payment given and during this time, his mother who decides whether the work should be received or not.
Sometimes, his mother set a price large enough, but sometimes even cheap payment will be received if the mother is in urgent circumstances. Helli did not know what the urgent situation her mother meant. The important thing is that he has to work according to his mother's wishes.
Helli couldn't dwell on anything other than following his mother's wishes. There is an agreement between the two. His mother, Lenola Lepisto, would stop working as a pramuniklis if Helli was able to cover their needs. Helli who had no education initially doubted it. But her mother came back to provide a solution.
Either getting money from nowhere, his mother invites him to move out of their shabby contract. They live in a very simple house but at least far from the word slum. The house they occupied was much more comfortable compared to the previous house which was more worthy of being said to be a rickety hut.
No more rats or cockroaches suddenly passed through their legs or bodies that did not have a bed. Helli and her mother slept on a damp floor covered in a shabby carpet that smelled musty. The house was just them sleeping. Don't expect any food or anything in there. The next morning, there would only be a piece of bread that was shared together.
After breakfast, his mother will go to work. Just leave Helli. Many times Helli found work for his neighbors just to be given lunch. Sometimes, Helli refused to be given lunch, preferring to be given money to give to his mother. He did not know what job his mother was doing. His mother always said work and work but never came to bring money. Lucia comes home always tired or drunk.
Intrigued by the work her mother did, Helli followed her mother secretly. How surprised, Helli when he found his mother in a narrow alley that is usually made by thugs or striped men to satisfy their depraved lust.
Helli hid, seeing, exactly what his mother did. You can't misunderstand my mother. However, his expectations turned out to be too high. It turns out that not only peddle themselves, Luciana apparently doubles as a pimp. Helli watched with his own eyes, his mother receiving some money after his mother handed a woman to the man who gave her the money. Then, not long after, Helli saw a much younger man approaching his mother. Both of them kissed wildly.
Helli can't see it, it's too... Too... Ah, he can't explain it. Helli has no power to see. He turned his back on his mother, closed his eyes with both hands, hoping that once he opened his eyes, all he saw was a dream.
Helli bit his deep lip, he grimaced in pain. There he knew that he was indeed dreaming, a nightmare in a real version.
Helli smothered his mouth as his mother and the man flashed in front of him. The two entered a motel that was not far from there. Helli was curious about what happened next, but he did not dare to enter the motel.
The next day, Helli followed his mother. As he saw last night, this time, his mother also had a prostitution trade. This time, the money his mother earned was more. No young man approached his mother yesterday, but a man who was as beautiful as his mother who wanted her services and services.
His mother re-entered the motel with the man. Helli who had brought a mask, hat and face veil immediately followed his mother. The building he thought was a motel was no ordinary motel. As soon as he entered, he was immediately greeted by a loud buzzing music. Hundreds of people dancing wildly. Cigarette smoke, alcohol, sweat, and other nauseating scents blend into one.
Her mother climbed the stairs, past the dance floor and the bar table. On the second floor, it turned out to be full of people who were gambling. The aroma is also no less stinging. Like the aroma of offerings that make nausea and dizziness. It seems like those gamblers are enjoying marijuana.
Her mother and her boyfriend returned to the second floor. And as long as his mother walks, believe me, I don't know how many men greet his mother. Even her mother did not hesitate to land a friendly and wild kiss on the men, and the men happily put a wad of money into her mother's da-da.
Finally, his mother and the man stopped at a room door. The man immediately attacked his mother until her mother's clothes were no longer shaped.
Helli yelled and clawed at the faces of the men who touched his mother. But the joyous laughter from his mother devastated him. Her mother was a high-class prostitute in the lower middle class. Yes, Luciana Lepisto does have extraordinary beauty. Helli inherited her mother's genes almost completely.
"Patience, Joel. You'll get what you want, honey. You pay a lot of money, of course you'll get good service from me."
Both went into the room. Helli approached the door with trembling feet and hands. Disgusting voices begin to sound and dreams, a princess' hopes are shattered against her mother. Helli's cry collided with the sinful groans and sighs of the immoral people in the room.
Where's my dad? Who's father?
For the first time, he questioned it in his mind. Was it born from such a work. That's why her mother didn't love her so much. They never communicate like mother and child. His mother also did not take care of him like the mothers he used to see and see. For nearly two hours, Helli wept for his mother until the voices could no longer be heard.
That disgusting voice changed with the clattering of footsteps. Helli immediately moved away to hide. He watched his mother's steps like a bow. Helli followed his mother, who stopped on the second floor. His mother joined the round table with a very large size. Put out the money he got tonight to bet on the gambling table. Helli concluded that his mother always lost gambling until she came home with nothing but fatigue.