My Name Is Amel
27

I thought about where my mistake was with Vishnu, still not finding it. Why could he change so drastically, even though before this incident, our relationship was very good.

For almost a year, my relationship hung, there was no clarity at all.

"I miss.." said I who unknowingly shed all the tears I held so far.

"Would I try to go to his house again" I muttered while pacing back and forth in the room,"okay deh. I'll try to go home tomorrow to school" I said.

I don't care if I have to be rejected in the end, I will fight for this relationship.

The next morning in class, I told Fia and Pandu about this plan.

"Udahlah Mel, you are not already ngarepin guy who is not clear of his existence" angry Fia to me,"obviously almost a year you are hanged" Fia continued her scolding.

"Yes Mel, you want to know when to hurt yourself" said Pandu also," I also never reply to the message again, after knowing your relationship there is no clarity" Pandu's story.

"Yes Mel, why love the opportunity Vishnu is not clear that" said Fia.

I smiled wryly at them, "I just want clarity..Pan..." answered me slowly which turned out to be heard by them, "kalo indeed he did not have clarity yes I asked to break up" I said.

"Against Mel, break up with him. Let niesel later" support Fia.

"Mel, I'm the same Fia can only support you for the best" support Pandu as well.

"Thank you guys." I said with a smile.

"Let's go back to school to yuk comic rentals" Fia asked me and Pandu.

Me and Pandu nodded simultaneously.

"Well yes, it's not been there for a long time" I said enthusiastically.

Pandu laughed, "Amel spirit because maybe the inceran novel has been published Fi" led Pandu while sticking his tongue towards me.

"Panduuu.." I grunted but laughed.

I momentarily forgot my unclear relationship with Vishnu.

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Arriving there, I saw Vishnu outside the house who had just returned from school as well.

"When do you want to hang up our relationship?" my question immediately made Vishnu look at me.

"You did this!!" vishnu's response with a sharp tone.

I was surprised when Vishnu said to me, I endured my heartache"I want to ask about the status of our relationship. Do you continue or just disperse?" ask again.

"Have it, I don't want to see you again Amel" Vishnu said with a cold look.

I hold back my tears, "Please explain where my mistake is? I'll fix it" I asked.

Vishnu immediately turned the eyeball lazily,"Especially? I'm busy Mel!! Don't bother me" angry Vishnu while slamming the door of his house tight.

I was very surprised to see Vishnu change this time, like I saw a stranger. My crying spilled and I felt tightness in my chest.

"Okay Vishnu, if you want that. I will move on from you!!!!" my resolve while leaving the house of Vishnu.

Luckily the distance from our house was not too far away, I decided to walk until home.

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The words of Vishnu a few weeks ago when I visited his house for the last time always ring in my mind.

"That's it, I don't want to see you again Amel!!!"

Well, if that's what you want, Vishnu. Immediately I typed a message to send to her. Last time.

'Thank you, you've been coloring my days all this time. Sorry if I ever hurt your heart. Sorry if I have to end our relationship. I hope you are happier after this. Ttd Amelia #🙂'

I typed a message for Vishnu by crying, even my phone keyboard was wet with tears. "I must give you up Wisnutama." muttered I who still felt my tears spilled on the cheeks.

Immediately all messages from Vishnu I deleted at once his contact.

My feelings are much more relieved, "I must be happy." said I who tried to smile even though the tears were still flowing in my cheeks.

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