MY MATCHMAKER
LIVERWOUNDS
"Why don't you ever want to play or say hello to us?" Aruna's plain question to her nadia made her feel very sad.
Nadia overhears Aruna who is preparing to ask mba marni about the treatment of the grandmother who never once thought they existed. Aruna kenzo and Hansel never got attention or just a greeting from the marini. The age of Aruna who is already eight years old certainly has begun to understand. Plus grandma who is the mother of nadia is so fond of aruna and her sisters are very different from the middle-aged woman they call oma.
"Non ayank, there are some questions you can't answer not because there is no answer but because it will be too difficult for non ayank to understand. But mba mar can only ask, non ayank must continue to pray to god so that oma quickly want to open the door of her heart to love non ayank also kenzo and hansel. Okay?"
"Hmm" aruna steady nodded her head, although he was not satisfied with the answer he got but Aruna could not force his will to get a definite answer because the pride and nadia also could never give a definite answer.
Behind, Nadia wiped her flowing tears. Hiding behind the closet door quietly nadia cried. For the umpteenth time, Aruna questioned the difference in attitudes she had obtained. Sonya is so fond of the three children nadia and Pride is very inversely proportional to the marini who always shows a hostile look every time her grandson comes to visit.
"I'm sorry you've put you in a situation that makes you feel unregarded. My mom tried but it never worked. Long before ayank understood mama had tried all means so that oma could accept us but in fact it was as difficult as that son."
Nadia blamed herself for involving her three children. To feel foreign feelings, is not considered to be real evidence that someone does not like us very much. For years Nadia struggled even to establish herself economically does not also make herself considered worthy to be with pride.
I don't know how many tears have come out, how many wounds have been scratched. But when his parents are insulted and his son who complains is not considered the pain he feels so a thousand times his heart is hurt. Being a mother, Nadia felt that she would not be strong if her children were to get hurt.
"I'm sorry mba nad."
"I don't know how to mba, mba marni know already ten years I struggle to solidify myself just looking for recognition to be considered exist and accepted."
"Nad MBA"
"If only I was hurt no longer feel mba, but when my parents and children who complain do not consider my feelings of destruction become a child and mother many times it feels."
"Patiently mba nad."
"I'm tired of trying everything out, I don't know what else I should wear. It feels embarrassed to complain the same mas angga, even as a child can never succeed."
Already at the lowest point, finally Nadia complained all to her babysitters who always accompanied the celebration of nadia married with the mango while the aruna was still in the womb. Lucky Nadia met with mba marni who indeed has a sincere and honest heart.
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