
Her night.
00.13
If now Nathan seems to sleep peacefully, another case with his subconscious who is feeling something strange.
"Where is this?" nathan asked standing in a flower garden. He continued to pay attention to the surrounding which was very beautiful but seemed silent.
Nathan looked for his gun, which was usually in his pants pocket, but he didn't get anything there. Not before bedtime Nathan had prepared a weapon, then where his weapon. Dan, where is this? Why he who had fallen asleep was already in a garden.
There was the sound of a child's laughter that made Nathan walk closer to the direction of the sound, seen under a tree there a 10-year-old boy was chasing with his mother and also his father.
"Mother, father." Nathan called out with a trembling voice, his eyes already reddened. Slowly he approached the three men.
"Mother! Daddy!" nathan shouted trying to get closer. However, Nathan had not been able to get close, the three people suddenly disappeared.
"Where are they? Mommy, daddy! Where's you!" nathan shouted looking around but he found no one around.
"Why did you leave me? Why don't you take me with you?" lirih Nathan is still trying to find the whereabouts of his loved ones.
"I-i miss. Why do you only come occasionally in my dreams? Don't you love me!" nathan cried out with tears.
As Nathan knelt on his knees filled with sadness, he heard the laughter of a woman. Nathan looked for the source of the voice, and it turned out that there was a woman who was walking with a little girl in a flower bed.
"Why is he there?" nathan looked at the woman.
As Nathan focused on the woman playing with his daughter, Nathan's shoulder was patted, leaving the man shocked and turning his back.
"Mother" Nathan looked longingly at the woman before him now.
Nathan hugged his mother tightly, describing her already unbearable longing.
"I miss you" Nathan said.
"You crying?" ask the woman.
Nathan seemed to nod, although he was notoriously cruel and cold, but if it concerned his mother and father then he would be easily weak.
"Don't you say, don't cry my son, you're a boy, son." The woman wiped Nathan's tears.
"I miss you" Nathan looked into the eyes of his beloved woman.
"Then?"
"Why didn't you come to my dream? Why is mom coming now?" nathan asked, touching the mother's face.
"Come on" said his mother, leading Nathan to sit down.
"Look there" pointed the mother at the woman and her child.
"If you want me to always come into your dreams, then be happy with her" Nathan's mother continued.
"What does mother mean? Does coming to my dream have to use terms?"
"Yes" replied Nathan's mother with a small smile.
"You see there, they're so happy. You'd be happy to join them too, that woman is so nice, son. You should know that, let alone her cute child, surely you would love it if she was born into the world" explained the mother.
"I'm not getting married, Mom. Women will be my weakness, I don't like children anyway" Nathan said, staring at the two humans before him.
"Oh yeah? Your father used to be so, he said he would not marry, but he married his mother and even crazy about his mother, then he said he did not want to have children because it was troublesome, because it was difficult, but when you were born he wouldn't even drop you on the floor. Everywhere taken," Nathan's mother said with a small laugh.
"Marry him and make him happy, you will also be happy later even though mother is not present in your dreams," continued Nathan's mother made the man silent for a moment.
"But my happiness is with my mother, not with other women."
"Indeed, the happiness of all children is with the master, but it doesn't matter if you also look for other happiness, it won't change your feelings for mom and dad, either," sahut Nathan's mother.
"Try thinking about it, son. You deserve to be happy" he whispered and disappeared with the wind blowing.
Nathan was still silent staring at the two men who were chasing, slowly curling his lips to form a smile that had once disappeared.
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04.11
Nathan woke up at four o'clock in the morning, a strange and beautiful dream. He had just dreamed of his mother and what was it, the foreign woman entered also in his dream.
Nathan now appears to be sitting on the balcony enjoying a cup of green tea, he can not sleep anymore, his sleepiness suddenly disappeared.
"Sir Hans" call Nathan.
Mr. Hans, who was standing by the door, went straight to his master.
"I, sir."
"Didn't the gynecologist come yesterday?"
"True sir."
"Then what they said."
"Miss Diana's condolences are fine, sir. The gender is female" replied Mr. Hans briefly explaining.
Nathan took a deep breath and moved his hand to get Mr. Hans to leave him alone.
After Mr. Hans left, Nathan stood up and walked towards the balcony fence, he stared at the still dark and silent scenery.
It was true that he had to marry Diana while he had no feelings for her. How a marriage would be happy if there was no feeling there, he never imagined it.
"I just need to marry her, not love her let alone be loved by her. That way, mom will always come to my dreams," muttered Nathan smilingly.
"I think I should be hunting today."
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This story is fiction.
tbc.