My husband's first love
43.The Love of the Mother

At first Barrack hesitates to touch Jenny's stomach, but Barrack is also curious. Jenny held Barrack's hand gently.

"This is our baby-to-be, baby, try to come closer and talk to her, I think she wants to hear her papa's voice" Jenny smiled gently.

While behind them, Shafa's tears could not stop. His heart felt very sick, crumpled and shattered into pieces. It felt like he couldn't, just like this the pain was incredible. Then it's like if you imagine Barrack and Jenny will sleep together. Can his heart be stronger than this? He's survived for his Papa Jason, Papa Barrack has been so kind to his family, and Myra and Jessie love him so much.

"Yes Allah.. Am I capable of getting through this? Can my heart accept this situation? I just want to have my own husband, am I so selfish? O Allah.. Please strengthen the heart of the servant," Shafa prayed in his heart and wept even more.

Barrack did not heed Jenny's words, he pulled his hand back. Her heart felt nothing as it held onto Jenny's stomach, no vibrations, no happy feelings. He thought if he was normal, from what he heard, a man would be very happy when interacting with his future baby, but Barrack did not feel that.

"Let's get inside Jenny, the night air's not good for you" Barrack invites and walks away from Jenny.

Although Barrack did not comply with his wishes, but he was happy Barrack was a little worried about him.

***

After discussing for a while, they agreed that Barrack and Jenny's marriage would be simple and closed in the Hansel Mansion. Then Jenny and her family left the Hansel Family Mansion with happy hearts.

Unlike the three people in the guest room, they looked sad and agitated.

They walked to the dining room, and it turned out that Shafa was already there looking down and playing with his phone.

"Honey, I'm sorry we made you wait so long, you should have eaten first" Myra said with regret. Myra walked towards Shafa hugging and kissing his daughter-in-law's head.

"Ahh no problem mama, after all I'm not too hungry," Shafa tried to smile even though his eyes looked puffy.

Myra, Jessica and Barrack felt very guilty to Shafa, even in a bad state he was still being gentle and smiling at them. The gazes of the four of them were empty, they dissolved in their respective minds.

It was not that the three of them did not know Shafa had finished crying, but right now they just wanted to make Shafa smile again. Jessie tries to break the awkwardness between them, approaches Shafa and gets food for her sister-in-law.

"Sister, did you know that all this is Barra's sister cooking?" jessie and Shafa nodded.

"I thought that Barra had hit the wall to forget his identity, and I saw that this food was not so appetizing, just look at the shape of the mess!" jessie said mockingly.

"Continue.. Just keep insulting my cooking! Not even trying to mock! If you know what it's like, you'll be begging for more food and it looks like I'm interested in Master Chef" Barrack said confidently as he stroked his chin.

"Ya Ampuunn's sister! If you participate in the master chef event, you can judge it at the hospital all because of the food gosong have a sister! Ahaha!"

"Basic brash sister!"

Myra and Shafa just chuckled to see the sister's brother fighting.

"Ehhh already, if you fight constantly when your mother and sister-in-law will eat! Uh for a moment let me taste first so that my mother's favorite daughter-in-law does not lose her appetite" said Myra.

"Ck, man,"

Barrack just clucked at the veiled taunts from his mother.

"Hmmmm.. It's good for Barra's cooking, just try it, baby" Myra fed her daughter-in-law with Barrack's fried rice. Shafa chewed it slowly and felt it. She smiled and praised her husband's cooking.

"Waaah.. It turns out that my husband can cook too yes, I didn't think you could do it" Shafa smiled at her husband.

"Do you really like baby?" Barrack made sure with a happy twinkle in his eyes and Shafa nodded.

"Thank you for cooking for me Barra" Shafa said as if nothing had happened.

He just wants to look good in front of Myra and Jessie. So that they do not worry and do not share their sorrow.

"Together baby, if necessary every day I will cook food for you dear," Barrack kissed the head of his wife and Shafa smiled nodding.

"Have worked just looking for a lot of money so that we are smooth shopping and to the salon, cooking business so that Chef and us the women who handle,"

"In addition, if the brother who cooks can we faint first because it is too long to hold the hunger!" Jessie is still teasing her sister.

"Delight.. You little mongrel!" Jessie rolled her eyes lazily and Barrack stuck his tongue out at Jessica.

After finishing dinner, Shafa went up to his room, he was eager to lie down and rest his heart and mind. She was so tired after a whole day of crying. And this is the first time, she hasn't regurgitated her food during her pregnancy.

"Hallo baby, do you like your daddy's cooking? Looks like we have to ask daddy to cook every day for us yes," Shafa said in his heart while stroking his stomach.

***

Myra's work room was seen calling her husband. Barrack and Jessica sat to the right and left of her mother while listening to her mother and father.

At first Myra was a little pleasantry asking her husband news and paying attention to her husband. Barrack continued to nudge his mother's shoulders, so that his mother told him all the circumstances that occurred. Barrack was too afraid to tell his papa the truth, he knew he made a fatal mistake. Even if his papa kicked him out he wouldn't mind leaving the Mansion.

"Father, tomorrow after Barrack and Jenny are getting married" Myra said hesitantly.

"What!! Barrack married Jenny?! What did your son do to dare marry Jenny without my consent?!" Jason was shocked and raised his voice.

The three people from across the phone became very tense and felt an aura of anger from a Jason.

"I thought Barrack and Jenny were over, but it turns out that my only threat is the wind, Barra!" Jason shouted loudly.

He knew Barrack was there.

"Je.. Jenny's pregnant Barrack's son pa!" said Myra stammeredly.

"Is Jenny Pregnant? Basic B******n! Brash kid! Give your phone to Barrack!" Jason continued to scream in anger.

"Papa.. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for my mistake pa. " said Barrack with great regret.

"Who taught you to be a child****** Barra's! What kind of man are you! Tega hurts your wife constantly and instead sleeps with other women! Do you still not see the kindness of your wife Barra! Everything he sacrificed for our family! Open eyes! Where's your conscience Barra!"

Jason was furious and rubbed his face violently.

"Though I was papa, it happened so fast, I didn't realize we had done it myself, but Jenny had a photo of us together,"

Jason felt something was wrong.

"You know the consequences of Barra! I will not give you a penny and all my inheritance from you I will give to Shafa! Don't expect you and Jenny to stay in the main Mansion! I won't mess with my words anymore! I've had enough patience with all your behavior!" jason said and hung up. The three people across the phone were feeling weak and sad.

Suddenly Jason's condition deteriorated and his body weakened, as Assistant Samuel swept over his great Master and took his Master slowly. Sam helped Jason take his medicine.

"Please don't think too much about the big master's weight! Do I need to tell the big lady about your condition?" Assistant Sam looks worried.

"Don't sam! I'm fine, later after resting definitely improved again, don't burden my wife's mind even more! Right now maybe he's very sad about the state of his son and daughter-in-law, I want to quickly go home and hug him tightly,"

"Okay, big sir, I'd better take you to your room to rest" Sam and Jason nodded.

In the Mansion Myra is seen hugging her son and Jessie hugging her brother from behind. They simply fell silent and did not speak, nor did they cry because perhaps their tears had dried up and they strengthened each other in silence.

"Barre.. Go into your room and accompany your wife! It's a pity that the fate of my son-in-law, even I'm like a useless person at the moment, can't do anything to help her," Myra said regretfully.

Barrack just nodded his head and walked to see his wife, but it turned out that his wife was asleep in her sleep. Barrack lay down beside his wife, he was eager to hold her tightly, but he did not want to disturb her sleep.

***

The next morning Shafa had arrived at her mother's house but she had already asked her husband for permission and prepared her husband's needs before he left for work.

Ms. Farida was astonished to see her daughter who had come to her house early in the morning again. He asked softly to his beloved daughter.

"What's the problem, baby? Tumben two days in a row you came to mom's house? Tell me to mother child, share with mother if not able to bear it yourself, mother will always be strong beside you," said Bu Farida looking at her daughter affectionately while holding her daughter's hand.

As Shafa cried at her mother's words, Farida hugged her and cried. Shafa could not hide his sadness in front of his mother. While Zain who was still in his room listened to the cries of his brother and mother with a sad and furious feeling.