My Husband My Hero
29. Love Letter On Wallpaper

I don't know how many cigarettes have been smoked, until the ashes seemed to fill the ashtray. Normally, Alisa would nag to ask herself to cut back on cigarettes. His memory was now fixed on the sweet smile of the woman who was now moving away from him.

"I'm sorry, Al!" she shriveled with glassy eyes as she remembered that she had slapped Alisa.

Dika re-shifted his Macbook crusor. Staring at some photos of Alisa while smiling sweetly that she deliberately collected.

"I love you, Al. If you can't forgive me, please don't leave me!" he muttered as he looked at the photo of Alisa smiling with narrowed eyes covering her black eye bead.

"God... Brother!" nungky shouted as he looked at his brother's chaotic apartment. In fact, he was a little astonished when he saw his brother sitting in the living room on a weekday.

"Don't work?" asked Nungky a little sniffling when he saw the condition of his brother who was concerned.

"Take leave!" dika answered still staring at a photo of Alisa on her Macbook.

"Bang, don't tell me! The woman did not just look at her picture. Not only silence by spending hundreds of rounds of cigarettes." said Nungky annoyed, when he saw the chaos in his brother.

"Beautiful, meet him, make amends. You think that woman can read your heart from afar!" nungky Suggestion.

"Says IQ 163 turn left by wife alone, fizzle! It turns out that love can fool someone, huh?" cebik Nungky with a glance at his brother staring at the photo of his wife.

"Bang, get me the laptop Ma'am Al! He asked me to take it." continued Nungky who was the main purpose of taking the laptop.

Lazily Dika moved from her seat and went to the room to pick up Alisa's laptop.

"Ky, can't you help your brother persuade Alisa?" pinta Dika by handing over Alisa's laptop.

"Can't bang, it's not my domain. Anyway, I was just angry to see the outrageous attitude of brother. Especially if I were, Ms. Al." This time all cornered him, not to mention if he had met Mama Lucy.

"Pray, Bang! An angel came to save your relationship. Maam Al. Determined to ask for a divorce, he even told his intentions to mama!"

"What ? Mama?" Dika was shocked.

"Yes mama, later tonight mama will stay at Mbak Al's apartment. Ah come on, Bang. I go to college!" said Nungky who then left his brother.

Dika thought back to what his sister said. It is true that all must be fought not only in lamentation. If it's not God's business.

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Mama Lucy combed Alisa's hair painstakingly, she split Alisa's hair to give her vitamins.

"Mom, will you love me like this, no matter what?" alisa's sitting on the carpet. Lucy sits on the couch and enjoys spending time together in front of the TV.

"Of course, Al. You're Mama's daughter. But, Mama hope you think about it again, Al." replied Lucy who really already loved Alisa like her own child. If she had to be honest, she hoped that Alisa would not do what she already thought.

Lucy stops her activities while Alisa lazily moves away from her seat due to the bell that continues to be squeezed impatiently.

"Al. "the baritone's voice made Alisa spontaneously close the door again, but Dika's burly hand nimbly held it first.

Unwelcome to enter, Dika follows Alisa.

"ag ... I'm sorry!" he said by pulling Alisa's arm slowly. Made the woman rebel.

"Al, I beg you. Don't stay away from me!" the door with a pleading look.

"Bang ... go home! Let Alisa alone first." that syacral voice made Dika silenced. Lucy walked up to him and asked him to leave.

"But.., Ma. Al, I missed you!" dika shouted as Mama Lucy pushed him out. Alisa was shedding tears, her mixed heart feeling made her more sensitive.

After Lucy made Dika come out, the middle-aged woman closed the door again.

Lucy looks for Alisa who is already in the room. At the end of this feeling Alisa is more sensitive than usual. Seeing Alisa curled up under the blanket, Lucy approached her and sat on the edge of the bed by stroking Alisa's shoulder.

"I can't forgive him, Ma!" answer Alisa later.

"Mama knows. But, think again about your decision. You can make decisions that you think are good with a calm mind."

The man who was always seen with cool charm and his firm face now his body decays like powerless in front of Alisa's apartment unit. His eyes stared at the door hoping Alisa would ask him to come in.

"Al, how should I beg!" he muttered by rubbing his face. Crazy, maybe right now he looks crazy for people who are going through it. But what a fear of Alisa asking for a divorce made her stop being sane.

Dika missed a few hours by sitting in front of Alisa's apartment until from a distance saw Nungky walking towards her.

"Lohs. Bang... why sit on the floor?" the real nungky tease knows that her sister-in-law has kicked her out. Dika did not answer. He only saw Nungky squeeze the bell hoping he could see Alisa's face back.

Sure enough, Alisa opened the door for Nungky. For a moment, their eyes intertwined before Alisa closed the door again.

It felt like his heart was sad, when he saw Dika who looked chaotic. He did not see any more of Dika's usual figures. But it is hard to forgive him. If it's just physical pain, it might be easier. But, here her aching heart, was slapped in front of Najwa. The woman who clearly put feelings on her husband.

"Daddy, is the laptop?"

"Yes" replied Nungky by handing the laptop in his hand to Alisa.

"Bang Dika badly, kayak appartment duck cage, Ma. Her job is just to see the photo of Mbak Al on her macbook." Nungky babble makes Alisa silent silent feel sad.

"l. Mama makes fruit pudding. You want?" Lucy switched the conversation when she saw Alisa looking sad.

"Yes, Ma seems delicious." Alisa brought her laptop to the dining table. Meanwhile, Lucy still looked at him in wonder. Why all her favorite food Dika makes her excited.

"Al, tomorrow Mama's home! You okay what's left?"

"Not what, Ma . Al. it's commonplace." said Alisa while bribing the pudding with ravenous fruit.

"Al, mama to the room first if you don't end up putting it in the refrigerator again" said Lucy who then walked to the room.

While scooping her food Alisa opens the laptop and will turn it on. Alisa put her pudding when she saw her picture on the beach when Ajeng's wedding reception became her wallpaper.

Dear: my wife

Before I say many things I want to say.

'I love you'

'I miss you'

I purposely wrote it because to express it directly maybe I will have trouble.

My wife's...

I'm sorry, you have every right to be angry and hate me but I'm going to beg you.

My wife

I know it's not easy to forgive my mistakes. But please don't leave me! Maybe you can live without me. But, I can't!

Once again forgive me

The husband who always hurt you

Seriate...

Don't forget to leave a trail