My heart's driver
twelve
"hikss..hikss..why the guy is evil that mas, even though the girl has sacrificed a lot to leave her family for her, I think she really hugged her girl by having an affair", I was still crying in the car, maybe even had some tissue given Rizal mas to remove snot mixed with tears mine.
"yes it's hon, it's just a movie, do not take it seriously, it's not there is a script that must be played by the player who is the character in the film, do not mellow it's dong, it's not like,not necessarily that would happen in real life hon" he said as he rubbed a soft tear on my cheek.
"indeed if the guy is not very sensitive, what is it if all the guys think the affair is a natural thing, hurt the girl is considered ordinary, yes?",I who do not accept the words of Rizal, immediately cut his words with passionate emotions, Rizal gawked at me who suddenly got angry and unclear.
"hey.. why are you?, what's wrong?, I'm angry with you, you were just about the movie just now, so I just told you, if the movie already has a screenwriter, the screenwriter, the director, which was designed to successfully bring the audience as if they were in a real situation in the film, for example you, are,meaning their film successfully makes your heart swayed by the male character in the film, so that your emotions overflow, as the role of the female character, you who experience, but just try to give an opinion, as well,do not blame dong, blame the film is already a successful story plot that has been applied perfectly with all the players who act as characters in the film, which has been successful,which can make you and some girl inside was crying Bombay, mixed with the swearing that came out of your mouth, again mas sorry if mas wrong,ok??" he said softly as he continued to stroke my cheek lovingly, I who had not accepted, slowly nodded and said his words, saying, yes, I really feel like I have entered the story in the film directed by one of the famous film directors in Indonesia.
"so now the end of his anger, huh??, you must have laper run out angry earlier, we find food first huh?, let later if you want to be angry again, there is enough energy",he said he chuckled slowly and immediately turned on the car, I hit his arm slowly, embarrassed. oh yes betewe mas Rizal is still a driver and my girlfriend, he had already told me,your girlfriend's time you still make a driver anyway?, love work in the office that?, said my father when we visited two weeks ago to Wonogiri, Wonogiri,oh yes the same father mother was very welcome mas Rizal who impressed very polite, plus his three younger siblings were most able to win the heart of anyone who just knew them, even though Laras was a little different, even if it was a little different,but I understand anyway, he is still Junior High.but I am lazy to find a new driver, where there is a driver who can be embraced all the way to the office hehehe, hehehe,who can give a soothing opinion of the toughest moments of my life, when the company is having problems for example, he will calm me down, help me find solutions to problems without creating new problems, I have to admit, I have to admit,even if she's just a high school graduate, she's smart, and even Layla always says to me, "ask for your opinion on having a boyfriend, I think she's wise about this, I'm sure about this", well that's what makes me more comfortable near him, patient yes.my dear definitely..much soft hmmm..thats right, always give up and apologize even though he is not wrong.that's his advantage, the,sometimes I'm embarrassed about this last thing, if there's a problem about our relationship, I'm basically this jealousy, sometimes it's anger without cause, that's where the succumbing nature will emerge, that's where it's going to be,he would kneel down holding my hand, apologize for making me hurt, and then he would leave all the decisions in my hand, I'm speechless for his gentleman attitude.
be dinner at an angkringan before the city center, legendary cuisine belonging to the archipelago gathered into one in this area, ranging from chickens, all kinds of noodles, drinks of various flavors, and so on,and there are many more.plus entertainment from impromptu artists who are in almost all tents that have visitors, adding a simple but warm impression here, try to compare with the style of eating the rich,who even sit and hold a spoon there is a way, chew food there is a way, even just wiping the tissue into the mouth there is a way, that makes me sometimes dizzy, it makes me dizzy,if there is an invitation to attend a meeting with a business press or meet with a female socialite who the meeting So a show of wealth, be it hers, belong to her husband, or even belong to her father, different from them, this,their smile is a sincere smile, instead of a fake smile belonging to fellow businessmen who can stab us at any time without us knowing, so I like the atmosphere here, feel more family.
two servings of chicken extra chili sauce into our dish for dinner tonight, ice the sweet and my favorite, orange juice is also served in front of us.oh yes since I was dating with mas Rizal, the,he did not force me to keep my body shape to stay thin, he often invited me culinary favorite food from the school era,my weight increased to four kilos from the beginning of our courtship five months ago, but Rizal mas said that my body this time was better, not too thin, because he thought that the girl was too thin,prone to get carried away by the wind when there is a strong wind that comes, indeed he is.
"deck here", call me to the little guard who is carrying an ukulele .
"i brother", he smiled happily, I immediately reached into my bag planning to give him some rupiah, but Rizal mas obstructed him
"why?", I asked, then he whispered,"give him a wage after he worked, do not give it for free that can make him lazy in the future, and you do not forbid to give whatever the nominal, but the mas want, but,he was trying according to his abilities, then he was entitled to what he was trying", I nodded.lalu dalamunlah a song titled father, Rinto Harahap creations from the little mouth of the child, the child,as Rizal said earlier, he had no problem when I handed two hundred thousand pieces to the hand of the child busker, the sparkling face was clearly visible, I also equipped with two servings of beefy chicken for him, he said,it was repeated with repeated thanks that made me shed tears.
"you mean?", he asked, I did not immediately answer because I was still tidying up the package of food we ordered at home, I used to eat outside, he ate himself, he ate himself,where there is a memory at home, they have paid per month, I thought.but since dating Masi Rizal, little by little I began to get used to following the rhythm of Rizal mas, consciously or unconsciously,I have been the commando of Rizal mas through his words, which even if I was arranged by him, I will still accept, because there is nothing bad that he brought, until this moment.
"obviously dong mas well, kalo not good ya certainly mas lying in the hospital was", he replied smiling, I pout, not that good I mean, not sensitive basics.
"yeeeiiiii", cried Daffa when Rizal and I arrived, the habit I knew when dating Rizal mas is, is,all his sisters will take Rizal's hands and kiss their brother's hands when their brother comes home and they have not slept, it is magical to be educated Rizal's mas, then whatever goods are brought, and they are not yet asleep,will be taken by Risty as the oldest sister, after which a cup of warm tea will be served in front of her brother, kalo now two because there is me.
"call mebok Ayu ya ris", my beloved who was adopted by Risty, a few moments later mbok Ayu also came, the package I had prepared for the workers, had already moved into the hands of mbok Ayu, and,being located on the table is the property of the three brothers Rizal.
"thank you non", took Ayu was immediately after.you do not want to know the news Retno?, oh yes since I was in contact with Rizal mas, he still works here, just one month ago, he continued to work here, just one month ago,he resigned because he wanted to get married, which I later knew, he was married because of accident, I shook my head hearing that.now beside the porch of the house I was sitting next to the Rizal mas, Rizal,pay attention to my garden which is grown in a variety of flowers, very beautiful.
"mas", call me soft, Rizal just cleared his throat to answer me.
"i love you", I said, leaning my head against his shoulder, he stroked my hair slowly, he rarely kissed or hugged me, most often stroking my cheeks and smelling my hair, that's all,never exaggerated, I had asked why he rarely touched me, he said he was afraid of khilaf and lost consciousness, even ended up unwanted things, he said,though I did if things happen that are desirable yes nothing,🤣🤣🤣🤣.but that is special he, my driver ..pacarku...so poetic so much you Kirana, kayak not you alone.indeed not heh, not othor nulis ygy hahaha.
TBC.