My Handsome Army
S2 - Thinking Badly

Noah, who was asleep, suddenly woke up to a loud noise from the room and when he opened his eyes, he was shocked to see his wife on the floor and trying to stand up, noah quickly approached Lea.

"Cock can fall?" ask Noah and help Lea to sit in the gurney.

"I want to go to the bathroom" Lea said.

"Why not wake me up?" ask Noah.

"Hem, that's Lea's afraid to disturb Brother Noah, Brother Noah is very good sleep. Brother Noah slept again just let Lea go to the bathroom by herself," said Lea.

"Can I go to the bathroom by myself?" ask Noah.

"You can, sister" said Lea.

Ignoring Lea's response, Noah lifted his wife's body and took her to the bathroom, "I'm waiting outside" Noah said, leaving Lea behind.

Moments later, the shower door opens and reveals the finished Lea, without saying anything Noah lifts Lea's body and puts her back in the gurney.

"Still at 2 o'clock you go to sleep again, yes" said Noah and embraced Lea.

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In the morning the atmosphere of the inpatient room was quite crowded because of the arrival of Lea and Noah's best friend, "Lea, spirit yes. You must be strong" said Tyas and hugged Lea.

Likewise with Sasa and Valey who is the wife of Andrew and Tian Noah's best friend, "You have a lot of rest and can not be soy sauce," said Valey.

There are still many more tips that Lea got not only from them of course, even friends of mother Rea fan father Alan came who else if not aunty Qilla, who would have been, aunty Nina and aunty Sivia and her husband of course.

Aunty Nina and Uncle Nando who are currently settled in C country were willing to come because of the news of Lea having a miscarriage.

Moreover, the arrival of the extended family of Rea and Alan's parents which certainly makes the atmosphere of the nursing room crowded, but calm down the doctor has allowed it because it has begun to improve

What is clear today is so crowded and certainly makes Lea display her smile, but without them knowing behind the smile there is a wound that re-opened.

'Surely Lea is pathetic to the point that everyone comes here and wants to entertain Leah, with you here to make Leah feel even more guilty. You are increasingly reminding Leah of the mistake that wants Lea to escape, ' Lea said in her heart.

But, even so can not be denied Lea denied if the arrival of everyone here makes it calmer.

"Dear to eat?" ask mother Rea.

"Later on Bun, Lea was already eating porridge" said Lea.

"Yaudah, if you need anything you tell your mother yes," said Mother Rea.

"Yes mother" said Lea.

"Sister Noah where's mom?" lea asked, because she realized after eating that she had not seen her husband.

"Noah went to Rayon briefly to hand over his sentence" Emma said.

"Noah's not in the law?" ask Lea.

"Yes, said your father yesterday Noah late so he was punished" said Mother Rea.

Again the guilt came just like that without Lea can hold it, 'Sure brother Noah late because the whining is not clear Lea yesterday deh, jeez Lea what you do anyway, anyway, in a day you make two disasters, ' Lea said in her heart and always blamed herself.

"Dear, what's wrong with you? is anyone sick?" ask mother Rea.

"Let's mommy panggi doctor Karin," said mommy Emma.

"Don't need a mom, Lea's fine" Lea said.

The three of them continued to chat more precisely mommy Emma and mother Rea who tried to divert Lea's mind with a chat that I don't know which is clear they wanted Lea to return to how it was originally to be a chatty Lea for them.

The data was busy chatting suddenly the door opened, there was already Daddy Albert, "Well isn't the same Noah?" ask mommy Emma.

"Well, he's outside" said Daddy Albert who entered the room without closing the door because it was still outside and would enter.

'Sister Noah same sister Laura if seen fit yes, ' said Lea in his heart.

Lea again sad if you have to remember about her who had just miscarried, Lea had heard Dati people if women who had experienced a miscarriage would be difficult to get pregnant again and of course it makes Lea afraid.

What if she can't get pregnant again? did Leah have to split from Noah or what? at least that's the question Lea often gives herself after beating a miscarriage.

'Lea thought after we were together everything would be beautiful and colorful, but it turned out that everything was the same even to be gray, ' Lea said in her heart and spread her body against Rea's mother and Emma's mother.

"Well, baby why?" mommy Emma's.

"Lea drowsiness mom," said Lea.

"Yes, you take a break, yes" said Emma.

Leah rested her body and her brain, thinking badly of herself and everyone.

"Loh Leah's asleep?" asked Noah who had just entered the inpatient room.

"Yes, just now. Why mother?" ask mommy Emma.

"This was Laura sending soup said it was good for Lea," said Noah.

"You put it here only later to be eaten with Lea when it will be noon," said Mother Rea and embraced Noah.

"Oh yeah, Laura's not in?" ask mommy Emma.

"Sir mom, Laura still has business" said Noah.

"Oh, I see," said mommy Emma.

Lea who had not slept felt tightness in her chest again her mind was raging only because Noah received food from Laura.

Lea kept thinking badly about Noah and Laura's relationship, which was obviously not any relationship, maybe this is the effect of the miscarriage that Lea experienced so she is not confident anymore along with Noah at least that's what Lea experienced.

'Lea knew that Lea could not think like a gini, but Lea also did not know why suddenly this thought appeared by itself. Lea thinks Brother Noah fits with sister laura rather than with Lea, if Lea does not accept this matchmaking maybe Brother Noah and sister Laura are happy at this time,' lea said inwardly and endured her cries.

After a long time bad thoughts mastered it suddenly a gentle rub on his arm also made Lea surprised, but he still closed his eyes tightly so that no one knows if at this time he was sad.

"Why baby?" ask mother Rea.

However, Lea kept her eyes closed and pretended to be asleep.

"Here there's only mom, Daddy, mommy and Noah out for a while" said Mother Rea.

Leah opened her eyes and turned her back and looked at Rea and hugged her, "Mafin Leah mother hiks hyks, Lea has been disappointed all of you should be aware that Lea's mistake is very fatal and Lea is ready to accept any decision of Brother Noah," said Lea.

"Noah's decision? meaning?" ask mother Rea.

"Lea is ready if indeed Brother Noah will divorce Lea and look for other women who can give offspring to brother Noah hiks hyks," said Lea.

"Hey, you're a big fan of that anyway. Can't ah say it's not clear like that," said Mother Rea.

"Mother, Lea is ready if that is indeed the decision of Brother Noah," said Lea.

"You don't have to think about it, you better think of positive things just let me get well and obviously throw away your bad thoughts during recovery" said Mother Rea.

Actually, Rea's mother felt that there was something different about Lea, so Rea's mother asked Noah and his family to come out for a while without making a sound and after hearing Lea's words, she said, right not what Mother Rea thinks if at this time Lea is blaming herself and thinking no-no.

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Tbc.