My Girlfriend Is Not My Match
3. Influence

time goes on, it feels like the clock is very difficult to turn.my days are filled with different colors.problem after problem keep rolling like a spinning wheel, the, one has not finished yet come the other 'well God it feels like swallowing drinking water just the taste turns bitter' wiping his face with roughness.

piling up office work waiting to be completed, not even the preparation of my post-graduate session has not been completed.in addition to the problem of the project that has not been resolved as well. the image of massaging his forehead which was so painful. rested his body roughly on his chair.

Drreet

Drreet

Drreet

the sound of the flat object, which is not so far from the front of the image is ringing indicates there is an incoming call, seen on the video call screen in the green cellphone application, written Roy's name. it didn't take me long to shift and pick up the call from Roy.

" Hello, image "greet the young man from the end of the video call phone

" Yes, what is Roy at this hour you call me "greet me questioningly.

" No, just want to talk to you "

" Yes, talk "

" may I tell you a little "

" Yes, can dong? " full of tenderness

" Well I'll tell you, I beg you to patiently listen to my story "

" Ok, I must be patient to hear your story "I am understanding there is a problem that is abounding Roy at this time, from the look of his face so sour, occasionally he lowered his head and bent his face.

" I don't know who I want to tell the same story, and where the story comes from, the point is I'm sad Citra, I need a friend of the story for now. I really need you " suddenly stopped when delivering the last sentence 'I need you'

" You're why Roy, if there's a problem with your work "I'm trying to get Roy to open up

" Not the image, my work is smooth, no problem, that troubled my heart Citra. "

" So, you're heartbroken, aren't you? "

" That's exactly how it is. "

" So what does this have to do with me? "

" It has something to do with you, because you have not answered my question. about the expression of my feelings to you. You promised to answer it today right Citra, Citra, I've been waiting for him since, but you didn't call me. Did you forget your promise to me." in a voice so soft it pierced to the heart.

' Good God, why should I forget about it. This is all because too many problems are happening to me.'

silence ensued, so that makes Roy confused, he again saw the image on the screen of his phone.All of a sudden only the darkness was not there the call was not cut off.

" Hallo citra. "the pangil goes back "Are you still there, you're fine."

there has been no answer from the image, still silence ensued.

" Do I disturb your work activities, am I in a hurry to ask for the answer now, are you disappointed in me. whether my sincere love will clap one hand. whatever your decision I'll be ready to accept it's image."

so many questions for the image as if being at the helm with a question from Roy.

" So-sorry Roy, I'm doing a lot of work, so don't focus on hearing what you're saying." - Brickly reply.

" Okay Citra, later tonight we continue chatting, I wait for an answer from you."

" Yes, I've done a lot of work."

without waiting for an answer from Roy I immediately turned off the video call phone connection.

' How is this, I can't hurt him, he's too kind and actually I'm comfortable in the moment nearby, the gentleness of his heart, but I haven't felt in love with Roy, yet, I can't bear to hurt a man as good as him, God how is this. There's no way I'm in a relationship without love.' the image even wiped his face rough

tonight both me and papa came home early from the office, so we could have dinner together at home, after finishing dinner we were back sitting in the living room, he said, just to tell each other before the break.

" Dear, you see often sleep late at night, why love you again a lot of burden of problems or how dear." questions Mama break the silence that occurs.

"Yes Mah, these late-end imagery of being unable to sleep fast." I replied flatly

" Why do you love how it can be like that." asked Papa who felt that there was something in the hidden daughter only wayangnya.

"Don't know Pa, the image is confused how to kek gini." I replied briefly so that papa and mama did not extend again to pry all my changes in attitude for the last three months.

" Yes already, if you don't want to tell Mama and Papa is fine." replied the mother in a soft voice understand that her daughter is no longer small.

" Ma, the image of a break to the room first yes, tired nih ma, all day work."

" Okay baby, you rest first Papa and Mama are still at home here." reply papa with a smile.

I hurried up to my room on the Second floor, immediately grabbed the pitu hendel, entered and closed the door to lock it, my main goal was the mattress, I want to sleep for a while.

Drreet

Drreet

Drreet

my phone rang, the sign was calling, I lazily grabbed the flat object from the table.See faintly - the same who called in my green app.

" Roy." I muttered full of annoyance

but it didn't take long for me to shift the flat object and pick up a call from Roy.

" Yes Roy, what's happening at this hour call me." I immediately forgot my appointment to Roy

" Have you fallen asleep Image." she replied in such a gentle tone

" Eeemmm." Just short

" You forgot again by your promise Citra to me, do you want to play me an image."

Duuaarrr

it was like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, after I remembered my promise to Roy, a fraction of a second I got out of my bed.

" Sorry Roy I completely forgot, due to the large number of jobs in the office." trying to tell the truth

" No matter the image, I understand how busy you are in the office." so sad voice

" Well, thank you for understanding me, I know you're a good man, and a gentle man.If I can be honest I like your maturity, the way you talk. the way you treat women, it made me want to know you more deeply, so I have decided to accept your love." I also gave my answer so that no one is hurt even though I have not loved him. maybe over time the love will arise by itself, I believe it.

" Well, you received my love." with a happy auara

" Thank you for accepting me."

" Same - same Roy." I replied gently

" Oh yes, may I rest first, may we continue tomorrow again.I am too exhausted and lack of rest." whine me with spoiled.

" Okay, baby, rest, I love you."

" Yes, I know it. Good night."

I ended the call unilaterally, because my eyes could no longer open.