MY FORMER DARK LOVER
Enjoy the beach both

A strong gust of wind began to hit all over the body, and it was enough to make the bristles crumble all over. The atmosphere I wanted so much. Calm but can spoil the eyes.

"Thank you for bringing me here, Satria!" say him.

"Together, Jihan. I know that you've been caused by a lot of problems that have happened to you lately, and maybe bringing you here can ease that tangled mind," he replied with a friendly smile towards me.

"Yes, thank you."

We both have both looked straight ahead, seeing the waves that continue to surge running the water. I kept my body with both hands, as the cold began to pierce the body. A lifetime never felt the beach, so tarasa just strange to be here. Poor conditions make the family must save money for the sake of eating, rather than waste and wasted for streets like this.

"Are you hungry?" ask Satria.

"Little."

"A little while, you wait here. I'll buy you some food to prop up our stomachs. Surely you have not eaten at all 'kan from teaching earlier," he said.

"But--? It's better not to" I'm trying to prevent Satria from bothering.

"Look easy. Just a second, wait here."

To prevent it again can not, because Satria has sauntered to run fast to fulfill his purpose earlier. The eyes returned to look carefully at the waves, which continued to fight each other racing around the water.

Because I was tired, I tried to sit on the sand that was a little wet. This kind of comfort and calmness is what I need.

A few seconds later, Satria returned with a bag of white crackles, which may contain food and drink.

"It's take 'lah," Satria thrust it at me.

"Thank you!" I opened the bag and took a packet of bread and tea bottles.

Satria followed my stance sitting on the sand. Our faces were again focused towards the sea water.

"Are you going to last the same way Bayu did?" ask Satria.

"Hhhh, I don't know."

"You should be a woman should be strong and brave with her, otherwise she will forever bully you because she knows you are a weak woman" Satria spoke as she continued to gulp soda water in a can.

"I know that. Still confused what to do with Bayu. I used to think he was the best man for me, but now it's all coming out for wrongly agreeing to this marriage. Every day I kept praying that he could change and would love me, but in reality it was all just a dream. I don't know why he hates me so much and it's just like his enemy. What is clear is that he seems so content to continue to torture. I'm hurting because there's a family I need to think about too. The debt that has accumulated has not been paid off, if we separate, surely the parents and family will be affected," I said spilling all the tightness of the chest.

"Don't know what happened to you exactly, which I obviously can't bear to see a woman as weak as you being treated so badly."

"I know in myself the side of the Bayu mas there is a little goodness, but I don't know until when will wait for the day of its nature to come. For me, if I can marry only once in a lifetime, and there can be no divorce because God hates it so much, but do I have to last this long until it is completely destroyed?" Tears suddenly shed, when telling of an old household is difficult to arrange again.

"Come, Satria. I feel also confused, survive the pain if it does not survive there is my family to be saved, when you know ourselves from the family does not have. Just eat sometimes have to find the remnants of rice harvest in the rice field," I reply that continues to drain tears.

"It is already ... already, we do not need to discuss this issue anymore. 'And you cried like this, '" His big hand had wiped away the tears on his cheeks that kept flowing.

So comfortable at the touch of Satria's hand, so that the dew droplets are increasingly unstoppable again. The sound continued as a hiccup spilled all the stifling taste of the chest.

Perhaps due to the lack of heart, Satria hugged me with her hands stroking her head slowly. It feels so good and plong what he did and gave.

"Shed out all that is claustrophobic in you now" His words won the soul.

"Astagfirullah, what am I doing?" a heart murmur that was aware of my attitude, as Satria let out a voice.

"I'm sorry, who's been presumptuous to hug you," I said unkindly, as I let go of the embrace he gave.

"I should be the one who should apologize, because it was presumptuous and dared to just hug earlier," he said turned around unpleasantly, while stroking the back of his bend.

"It's okay, maybe we were both unconscious earlier."

"Yes." Yeah."

It feels so shameful to Satria now. Hugging someone who is not a believer.

"Already, let's just say we were both khilaf. Now wipe away your tears, the face looks so ugly like an angel when crying," Satria smiled sweetly at me.

"Yes, sorry."

What Satria told me to do immediately, to remove the remaining dewwater.

"If you could keep all your water. For me to abstain for you to cry for the man who hurt you. You cry all day long while Bayu will not care, so you must be strong and not be a weak woman again" Satria advised.

"God, I will be stronger from now on. Thank you for all the advice and everything you've done for me."

"Either. Don't thank me, because I'm willing to help you. As the closest family and who only know about your problems, then I can only help to this extent, because I want to act more still thinking about your feelings and all parties of the family," Satria explained.

"Yes. Still thank you, though."

"Yes, you're welcome."

The conversation continues between us. What became a strange heart I told everything to Satria. Fortunately Satria is a patient and kind man, willing to listen to all the complaints of this poignant.

"If Bayu mas has a nature like you, surely you are a lucky and happy woman in this world. Thank you Satria, you were there for me when all this fragility began to tear at my soul and heart. You are a good man, may what you do be reciprocated more by God who created this universe, amen!" the heart was amazed at Satria's attitude.