My Cousin is My Husband
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POV author

Andi's assistant also took a trip to Paris. Dafa has a plan that he be with Sofia while Ratih will be accompanied by Andi.

"miss, we just chek-in. just sent a message" said Andi's assistant who put his cellphone in his pants pocket.

"mmh, good is Andi. we immediately chek in aja. later we will certainly meet as well." reply Ratih who circulated his views around the airport.

Ratih chose to sit by the window.not long after Dafa came closer.

"Ratih, you're here.mas with Sofia. anyone wants to talk about it." he said while standing without giving the opportunity to Ratih to answer and immediately went to the direction he was aiming.

"aaaah, be patient.patience." said Ratih who kept patting his chest that felt tight.

then Ratih opens his diary book because it is impossible at this time to pray. Ratih took the diary and pen from inside his bag.

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The Patih POV

For me who is struggling to achieve happiness, you must be patient with the attitude of Dafa at this time.

only with this writing is able to unravel the sense of tightness that you can not resist anymore. Train today is when you have to hold a honeymoon with your halal partner.but, in fact, the disappointment you get.he goes to bring his beloved heart along with you.

Ratih, it seems like you really do not have to fight alone to fix this marriage. Forget your wishes and plans to take his heart.really this is very painful and self-esteem as his halal partner. like it's been trampled.

Train you must be strong. No matter what happens, this is the path you have to walk. just live it first. You must not embarrass your family again.be left behind by a prospective husband. and now it's suddenly going to break up. It's not possible.so hold on until there's nothing else to hold you in this marriage.

now take advantage of this vacation to Paris. mumpung free. run out right to please yourself. love self first, then others will love you. apply the knowledge you read so far. now your parents no one is limiting you. Husband? where possible. it is an impossible thing.so, first if you are forbidden to go home at night and now you are free. Train, achieve what you cannot achieve. Train, during this vacation you also have to start making a wish list like what you have not done. while you have not worked and are still free.

you can not be weak. mas Dafa cuek now you can also be more indifferent.

yes..after thinking over and over again.It is very true that I do not want to fight alone to maintain this marriage.after all this marriage is not based on love and mutual respect.what is appreciating? look at Dafa mas who clearly make out with his lover.so there is no word to appreciate anymore.if a soul mate, we will always be together. Otherwise, we will always be together, let Dafa say the word divorce.

Ratih, the proof all this time you remain alone and have never dated. So it's yourself like it has become your habit and destiny. life is not just about love and a partner. indeed you can not deny that there is a desire to have children and build a happy family.but, what is okay to make. circumstances that make you have to give up. you can do charity for other things. fortunately you have become a teacher. consider your students later as your children.life is simple. do not take it to heart. ok.

Hi Ratih, this is for your depressed self.is not now the heart begins to feel a little relieved?? Yup, I'm starting to feel relieved.

passion for the new sheet Ratih!!

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POV Author

Ratih's tears just fell and then rubbed quickly, then immediately put his diary into the bag. Ratih chose to look out the window, without realizing he was asleep, because the trip to Paris will be taken in the next few hours.