My Captain

My Captain
31.Dilemmas


Stella enters and sits in her room, stella's mind has spread to where, stella seems to have not focused on all her work.


tok tok tok tok


"Excuse me doc, may I come in?" ask a nun standing in the doorway of Stella's room.


stella did not hear the call of sister Ana. Sister Ana has called the name of stella several times but still stella in her daydreams. Sister Ana stepped in and approached the stella.


"Doc, Doctor stella, is the doctor okay?" sister Ana tries to resuscitate stella from her reverie.


"Ah i-iya sister ana, what's up?"


"I'm sorry doc, I tried knocking on the door of the doctor's room but it looks like the doctor is not focusing, so I decided to just enter doc."


"mmmm yeah sorry am I sister ana, I'm not feeling well anymore, oh yes what is sister ana?"


"i wanted to give this to the doctor, Sherlly's mother sent me an email, Sherrly's mother told me to show the doctor."


stella smiled and took the Tablet that was in the hands of Sister Ana.


"Thank you, sister ana can come out."


after stella checks the email sent by her in-laws, Stella immediately grabs her cell phone.


"Hello Ma." said Stella from behind the phone.


"Where, dear gi, have you received an email from my mom?


"Yes mah stella has studied it, stella knows what mama means but mah, stella is sorry, stella has to join the volunteer medical team, no matter how it is the obligation of stella mah."


"But are you sure, baby? mama can put out your name if indeed you remember not to participate in the volunteer team, mama is afraid if later there you why why love"


said mama sherrly who was very worried about her daughter-in-law, who will join the volunteer medical team in a remote area.mama sherrly as the owner of the hospital could have issued the name of her daughter-in-law, who will not be able to be named, but because stella was determined to join the medical team at the end of her mama sherlly couldn't prevent it.


"Ma, you don't have to worry that Stella will be fine, and there will be ma"


"Well baby klo it's your decision, mama will provide the best facilities for you as long as you are there."


"Don't you" said mam sherlly then turned off her phone call.


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stella is still confused by herself, what is the feeling she is feeling right now.is not that she does not love me? even though I am not her I do not love her, we also married on the basis of arranged marriage, then the feeling of what I feel at this time, if indeed she wants to have another woman, then the feeling of what I feel at this time, if indeed she wants to have another woman, I don't deserve to be angry with him.


stella kept asking questions in her own mind.


stella picks up the phone from the office in front of her.


"Suster ana, do I still have patients anymore?'' ask stella to sister ana.


"Doctors no longer have patients, oh yes doc, I want to convey that tomorrow the replacement doctor to replace the stella doctor has come, and tomorrow the doctor can wait for the doctor"


"thank you sister ana for the information."


"that's why I'm so sorry to leave the doctor"


stella saw the clock curled around her wrist, already at 16:30, Stella grabbed her bag and car keys and left the hospital. the road is quite crowded with vehicles that pass by Stella drove her car to the house of mama sherly, because she had promised her mother-in-law to come to the house.


mama Sherly who already knows that her daughter-in-law to her baby will come has prepared all the food to the tribe of Stella.


"What's all the cooking done?" ask mama sherly to Bi narty.


"Yes, the mistress is all set"


"You so aunty serve now yes at the dinner table, because soon it must be stella until."


"Good mistress"


Stella's car was in front of the house mama sherly seen a large gate towering, sir ahmad housekeeper mama sherly swiftly opened the fence stella saw the stell car outside the gate.


"Please young mistress" said Mr. Ahmad and greeted with a friendly smile by stella.


"It's true that God's creatures are perfect, so lucky Mr. yogi has a wife like mistress stella."