
But anyway, he's still my father. I still need a father figure in my life and now I'm trying to treat me well, but my trauma will still be difficult to get rid of. Even so, I still appreciate my father's efforts to protect me and do good to me. Suddenly it flashed through my mind about some bad incident that made my trauma recur, I grabbed my own hair.
"Argh! Shit, I hate you! He is the one who made me like this! I suffer because of it!!" - Shouted me
I immediately got off the bed and ran towards the door of the room, Carel who saw me moving suddenly immediately held me back. But he didn't and I managed to get out of the room
"DEAD! DIE!! He must die!! Kill it!! Kill her!!"
I arrived in a hallway and there was no one here, except me and a man standing not far from you. His body was behind me, and he seemed to be busy calling someone. The figure of the man was my father, slowly I took out a cutter that never escaped me. My desire to kill this man before you is getting stronger, he must be killed!! I pointed the cutter blade forward and ran towards the jerk. Jem! Both my eyes were wide, my heart was beating fast after successfully piercing my cutter blade on a human body.
But why is the figure of Alvaro in front of me?!
Blood started to flow from his stomach, I reflexively pulled out my cutter blade and threw it in any direction. Both of my hands were shaking, I screamed in fear. I'm afraid! I sat down in front of Alvaro, I cried hysterically. Alvaro's face seemed to be holding back the pain in the part of his stomach that I accidentally stabbed, Alvaro tried to sit and hug my body that was trembling in fear.
"I was not intentionally! I was not intentionally! I'm sorry!" - Shouted me
"That's okay, Lyra" - Alvaro said
The bodyguards started approaching us, the noise from around me made me even more frightened. A hug slipped from my body, Alvaro's body being carried further away from me. Suddenly both my eyes were covered with a black cloth, both my legs and hands were restrained by the bodyguards. My mouth was opened and I could feel some medicine being put in my mouth.
"Rubble, Lyra! Swallowed!" - Shouted Someone
I can still recognize that person's voice, it came from Brother Carel. I immediately took a sip of drugs that I did not know what medicine I had just swallowed, the drowsiness began to strike and I fell asleep. On the other hand, Mr. Andrian was shocked by what he had just seen and he was immediately taken to his room. After escorting him to his room, the bodyguards began to die Mr. Andrian's room when Carel came after taking Lyra to his room. Now Mr. Andrian and Carel are left in that room. He had been sitting on the edge of the bed, occasionally shuffling his hair, frustrated with his own life.
"What if Lyra really meant to kill me?! I'm not ready to die! I don't want to die, please save me! Protect me, Carel!" - Shouted Mr. Andrian
"Of course, as much as possible we will protect you" - Carel said
"Argh! I had to kill that kid to make my life quieter! " - Shouted Mr. Andrian
"Quiet, Sir! Please do not do such crazy things!" - Sergeh Carel
"Hehehe, at least I'll get richer, right?! And you see for yourself, Lyra is getting wilder and wilder! I think that meeting Lyra with Alvaro will make her the person she used to be! As long as Andra is in Lyra's body, I won't be able to kill her!" - complained Mr. Andrian
"Sir, awake! Don't kill your own sons!" - Sergeh Carel
"Hey, motherfucker! Realize yourself! Whose side are you on?! I could've killed your family, if I wanted to! Take it, Carel!" - Threaten Mr. Andrian
"Alvaro, I'm waiting for your past story with Lyra" - murmured Carel
Then Carel stepped out of the health room and went to the terrace of the building to breathe air, several times he sighed because he was tired of his work.
Back then, I was on an endless long bridge. In front of me was a teenage boy looking at me with an annoyed look, I knew why he was looking at me like that.
"Tck! You failed! Can't you strengthen your resolve to kill him?! You just have to kill him, you have to do it more seriously!" - Impacts
"You think that's an easy thing to do?! No, I'm not like you! And he is still my father, I cannot kill my own father!" - Shouted
"You still think he's your father?! Don't joke, Lyra! After what he has done to you, you still mention him as your father?! Awake, Lyra! It is impossible for a father to do such a cruel thing to his own son!" - Impression
Have you forgotten what happened to your mother?!
I woke up from my nightmare, my breathing was irregular and cold sweat was pouring out of my entire body. My body trembled, I massaged my legs and pulled the blanket over my entire body. I drowned my head between my legs, the number of times he came into my dreams. His last question scared me, I don't want to remember that.
"I miss my mother" - I muttered
The sound of the door opening, I removed the blanket from my body and turned to the door. Brother Carel stepped into my room, I immediately hugged him as he stood beside my bed. Brother Carel returned my embrace and occasionally gently stroked the tip of my head.
"Are you having nightmares?" - asked Carel
"Yes, he came to me again. He reminds me of mom, can we visit mom?" - I asked
"Sure, when are we going there?" - asked Carel
"I want to go right now!" - I replied
"But what about your situation? You just had a nightmare" - Carel
"I'm fine and I'm fine. If there's Brother Carel with me, I feel better" - I said
I let go of my embrace, Brother Carel smiled at me and it made me feel calm. I immediately prepared and went to my destination using the car driven by Brother Carel.