ME AND SOUTHEAST
Seeking Yourself

Life is full of sadness, disappointment, and revenge mixed into one. Unforgettable moments when I meet her. His hands were clasped, with a smile and his spoken words made me understand that revenge was not the only way to solve the problem. I didn't pay attention to what he said, because I think revenge is one way to forget the problem, but I was wrong. It turned out that the problem was growing and growing which started to ruin my life. And the only person who cares most about my behavior is the great boss Anggara. I regretted doing that but he didn't seem angry and tried to help me. I wish I had the energy to help him, but fate has other plans and God takes everything away from me. Now that I realized my mistake, he used to say, "If you want revenge, go ahead. But wait when you are strong and can face yourself!" that was how he said, I was happy then and he also accepted me as part of his membership. I promise to do what he says. You are the only family that believes in me. I hope you have peace there, Satria Anggara.

Three months before the war with the Northern gang. STT (Southeast Tarung School) is a gathering place for people with problems. The school was instrumental to the company founded by Anggara's father. Therefore Anggara is one of the special students at the school. This school is also a school that has the best predicate beat other schools. Behind it all, there is a dark side to the school that all students are naughty, even though there are some mediocre students. And these ordinary students who were always on duty, were harassed and became errand boyfriends everywhere.

The headmaster did know, but he covered it under the pretext of maintaining the good image of the school. Unlike his father who could do anything with money, Anggara refused, he tried to create a school without violence. He jumped into the problem at hand. Every time he saw violence, he would intervene to solve the problem. And the result Anggara never lost to the bad guys and in the end was able to make the school atmosphere become serene even though there are still some troublemakers. Anggara is like a hungry lion when he fights and scares everyone, therefore the school decides that Anggara is a big boss that cannot be defeated in this school.

Behind the school was a group of 3 students shouting at the weak students. He confessed from Anggara's subordinate. "Where's your money!"

"I don't have any money." It was obviously the students who were threatened. Obviously the students were cheated by his seniors and claimed to be members of Anggara.

"Don't lie, you know Anggara right? I'm his subordinate, you want me to fight?"

"I really don't have any money, if you don't believe me, just check it out." One of his friends searched from head to toe, and there was nothing.

"Hey, try opening your bag!"

"In the bag there's nothing, just books and alata- stationery." It was said by the students who were beaten to convince them.

"Hey! Be careful!" After searching the bag and nearly unpacking it, he found a suspicious pencil case. The students' faces looked worried. He opened it and there were indeed some sheets of money there wrapped in food plastic. "What the hell, wow! He said there isn't? Huh! Lied!? Want me to report it to Anggara?!"

"Please don't take it for a meal. I haven't eaten this morning. I beg!" The student begged in tears hoping to be pitied but instead the slurs and violence he received.

"I don't care about you. Hit him!"

Anggara came towards the commotion, they stopped immediately when they heard heavy footsteps approaching. Anggara has seen what happened. They don't even know who Anggara is. Why would they claim to be subordinates, even if it was true, there was no way he would have told his subordinates to shout at another disciple, let alone an ordinary and weak disciple like him.

"Who are you?" With a cynical face like a thug, Anggara stands out.

"Hey, who just spoke?" The three students were surprised because suddenly Anggara came from behind them.

"What are you talking about?" Anggara raised next to his eyebrows, the muscles in his arms visible as his uniform folded.

"Hey! We're just kidding." His face began to sweat coldly and he felt uncomfortable.

"My answer when asked! If not, I'll beat you up now." Anggara's voice was loud and frightening. His face began to show fear.

"You're my subordinate? Have I ever asked you to make a fuss and beat up a student?" Anggara's questions make them confused and do not know what to answer. It was also the first time they had met Anggara after seeing him from his junior's phone. When viewed from the front, Anggara is very scary and will be dangerous if they are not honest. They fell and returned the stolen money. Anggara passed them after the situation subsided. His face was buried until Anggara was not seen at all in a half-sitting position.

"Wait!" The student who was hit earlier tried to stop Anggara who was about to leave, he thanked him, but Anggara ignored him, he just walked quickly like he was swallowed by a fog.

"It's so lazy."

"Why lazy? Your face really looks like PMS, hahaa."

"I'll beat you up if I hurt me again."

"OK, I'll stop, but let me know if you have a problem. Hey, what's up?"

"I won't tell you, I'm too lazy to serve someone like you."

Anggara stood up and got up from his place and left the class just like that.

"Hey, what's wrong with me? do I have a problem with you? "

"That's Vin, you're like a gray woman, it's mulu!."

All the students laughed at Vino after hearing Anggara ridicule Vino. "Well, b*dick here! I'm after ya! ." Vino chases the escaped Anggara.

It was a very hot night at home, Anggara tried to breathe fresh air and take a walk around the city filled with light knick-knacks on the street. Until it stops in a small alley, a drunk man is harassing a woman who just came home from work.

"Fuck! aren't you ashamed of men who harass women?"

"Hey! What's your business? Judging from your uniform, you look like a schoolboy."

"It doesn't matter if I'm still in school uniform, I hate people like you the most."

"Your lips are wet too?!"

"Oh, ask for a fight, I'll serve you."

The two fought without anyone mediating, their hands nudged each other and their feet kicked here and there. But the man lost because Anggara kicked his ass. "Bad!" The man was in pain and sprawled.

"Let's challenge me again, did you give up on challenging me? !"

The woman thanked Anggara and continued her journey in the life of this city. Bad night, why should there be so many depraved people like him in the city. Aggara thinks the world is no longer okay. He left because he wanted to find peace but what he got was just the opposite. Anggara does not want to go out on a motorcycle at night. Because he wanted so much to feel the lives of the villagers that he could walk tens of kilometers, and he could feel very tired. The simple life he saw on the road fascinated him. Although his life was simple, he was full of happiness. But he, rich and full of luxuries, could not even find happiness. It turns out that happiness is not from wealth or rank but from gratitude for what God has given. That night, Anggara went straight home and took food and money to share with those in need.