Me, You And The Marriage Contract
Shouting In The Heart

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The morning was bright, the air was warm, the power of the Creator was immense. Obviously last night a rainstorm accompanied Kayana to sleep among the restlessness of her heart, closing her eyes with a drifting mind to find a solution to her life, her love, and most importantly, the fate of her family.

And this morning, Kayana was running a small, casual sport that she always did at dawn and showed off the cool air and the dew started to go away. Two rounds surrounded the small, beautiful village where his residence, Kayana was finished, returned home.

“What time is in today nak ?” Mother came to Kayana who just arrived on the porch of the house, sitting sweetly while opening her running shoes and sports jacket.

“Jam ten Bu, but Ana may be a bit quick to leave for the Clinic ya Bu. Ana there is little work to be done “. Kayana answered with her hands focused on the buttons of her jacket.

“Many patients “. Waiting for Kayana and finally walking hand in hand into the house.

“Not really Bu, just some routine work only “. Embracing the Mother.

“Bu, Where's Dad ?” Take a drink from a water kettle and bring it to the dining table. Sit there with Mom standing next to him.

“Father to the back garden, harvest yams for cake ingredients Mom tomorrow “.

“There's an order huh Bu ?”

“There is a small order from the Statistics Office, they order a cake for what event is rowdy. I don't understand “.

“When is the cook mom ?”

“Later afternoon plan Mother son, why ?” Surprised by Kayana's attitude that asked a lot. Not usually.

“Ana can't help Mom, Ana will probably make it tonight at Clinic “. Turn the glass on the table, in front of him.

“Ana, what's up ?” Brushed the hair of his eldest daughter.

Kayana exhaled deeply, just staring at the empty glass in front of her.

Ma'am, what should Ana do ? Trying to hold back the tears that began to bathe her eyes. It hurts my Lord, moaning in my heart

“Ana ?” Such a soothing soft voice. Kayana held tightly to the fingers of the mother on her right shoulder.

Kayana shook her head slowly. Truly he is unable to make a sound at this time, once his mouth is open, can be sure the sound of sobs will come out. Will sound.

“Son, you can cover whatever you feel for everyone on this earth, but, that is not the case for Mother “. Smiling while continuing to caress Kayana's long hair.

“Bu “. The sound shook, Kayana's right hand moved into the hand of the mother who was stroking her hair. Pull that hand down his left cheek, sitting there. Enjoy the warmth of the affection of my beloved mother.

“Tell me son, there's Mom here ! Ana please feel free “. Kiss Kayana's head.

“Bu “, the Mother can feel tears falling on the cheek of the child. “Ana, got an offer to work at a well-known Hospital. They desperately need Ana, so the Hospital dares to give Ana a house of service, along with a service car if Ana accepts their offer “. Lying with tears of guilt is incredibly hurtful.

“Lantas, what are you doubting. That's good isn't it?” Smiling behind Kayana's head.

Because of all the lies, ma'am, I lied for the good of our family, because that cruel mistress has put me this hard. Crying is becoming. Tears full of pain, unmatched sadness.

“Ana “. Mom hugs Kayana from behind, “Mom and Dad will support whatever your decision is. Because, we know your decision must have you think carefully “.

“But, it's far Bu, and long, hiksssss “. Lost Kayana's self-defense. The tears that had fallen, were finally accompanied by the sound of his sobbing.

“Nak, sometimes for the sake of a good. There must be a sacrifice. There should be a priority scale to put forward. Whatever your decision, believe me ! Father and Mother will agree “. Once again kissed Kayana's head. “Toh as far as you go, one day you will come back too. Here your house, here your family, and here too you will go home ! In the arms of Father and Mother “.

Right, madam has promised, this time only six months ! And after that, you'll be able to come back here. Recalling all the sequences of the words of Lady Ratna Bram Kurnia, the mother of her beloved.

“Now get ready !” Mom took off her hug from Kayana. Making Kayana shift her seat so they can face each other. “Solve whatever it is preparation go there ! Later tonight, after the new Clinic same story Dad !”

“Thank you Bu “. Removing her tears, and hugging Mom tightly.

I'm sorry Mom, I had to lie about all this. But Mother was right, choosing to fulfill the wishes of the madam was my current priority scale.

The little heart spoke with its hands still hugging the mother.

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Kayana's work is done, her last patient has gone home almost an hour ago. Now that Kayana is sitting in the Head of Clinic's office, there is a bit of debate between her and the woman who may be the same age as her beloved mother at home.

“So, what's the reason you want to get out of this Clinic ?” Ask doctor Meri, Head of Clinic where Kayana has devoted herself as a pediatrician for one year. Since the beginning of Kayana completed all levels of her specialist, Meri's doctor has indeed openly expressed her desire to ask Kayana to work at the Clinic with hers. A fairly well-known Clinic in the City where Kayana lives. And a Clinic that gives itself pleasure and satisfaction in devoting itself as a pediatrician.

“Private reason Bu “. Cowering full of regrets. Unable to tell her complicated love problems and just make herself sick. “Excuse Kayana, Bu “.

“Kayana “. Take a deep breath and breathe it out slowly. “You know why I was so excited to recruit you first ?” Kayana chose silence, not answering Meri's questions.

“That's because I know, you have the sincerity of a true doctor. It is not easy to be a pediatrician. Your patients are children who, sometimes to tell you how they feel just can't. And that, you should know what and should help give a solution to what they feel “. Kayana's still down.

“I see sincerity in you, the soul of your doctor does appear in the radiance of your face. Just like your name means kindness. And it does stick to you. Therefore, I really want you to join here “.

“Excuse Kayana, Bu “. Kayana really didn't know what to say.

“Explain your reasons, and I will consider forgiving you or not !” Doctor Meri spoke firmly.

“This is all due to personal affairs Bu “. Still not willing to be honest.

“What because the salary at this Clinic is too small ?”

Kayana shook her head quickly.

“What because the facilities at this Clinic are not as sophisticated as the big Hospitals ?”

Kayana shook her head.

“Or because you got a job offer at another Hospital ?”

And Kayana still firmly shook her head.

“Lantas because what is it like?” The language that doctors always spoke Meri, when she positioned herself as a parent to Kayana. Not as a senior doctor, what else is a superior.

“I'm sorry Kayana, Mom. Kayana could not explain what the reason was now. But, really not a matter of salary, or whatever it is Mom, it's all purely a personal matter “. Kayana linked her fingers, talking guiltily.

“Then give me this one week to find your intercessor !” He relented, feeling he had no chance to persuade Kayana.

“The problem is.... “, confused to tell the condition of the deadline in his possession to leave this City, on the order of Lady Ratna.

“What ? Don't tell me you want to leave here today too ?” Sound is rather high.

“Bu, really this is not an easy decision for Kayana. Forgive Kayana, Mom “. Increasingly tighten the link fingers.

“Doctor Kayana, you really disappointed me !!!! You know how many parents patients really like you ?” Staring at Kayana was extremely disappointed, a mix of anger and annoyance mixed in. “They entrust their children to you for the restoration of their health. And you, you're just going to leave ? Leaving them all, without even giving me a chance to find your intercessor ?”

Ms. Meri, I really have no other choice. I beg you, forgive me. I'm sorry !!!! Tears drenched Kayana. His work as a pediatrician at the Clinic is very happy. His devotion, all the children he cared for. Kayana wants to shout and curse the rich mistress who could turn her life upside down. Risking her family, destroying the future, aaaaaaaaa..Why are you so cruel mistress Ratna ? Gone was his patience, shouting out as loud as he could in his heart. Composing swear words for a woman who never wanted to accept herself as a daughter-in-law, who always tried to distance herself from her lover, a woman who was very fond of insulting her family. Kayana put both her hands on her work pants, pressing firmly there to reduce the effect of being hurt by the love in her heart.