Mahligai Love Zeda Humaira Emerson
MC Zeda Humaira #81 - Behind Everything That Happens
What's wrong with Javeed so Aira has to avoid him? It was a good question and Aira couldn't possibly ignore it either. All this time he has been in a good relationship with Javeed and it is impossible suddenly he acted as hostile towards Javeed even though he wanted to stay away from Javeed for his good.
Therefore, Aira invited Javeed to speak at her home, not forgetting that Aira invited Nida and her mother Javeed so that no slander would occur. Moreover, Aira knew about Javeed's feelings from Nida, of course the source of the information must be included.
Tonight, Aira invited them to dinner. That made Javeed anxious, though, he was curious about what Aira would say but in his heart he hoped it was not something that could make him stay away from Aira especially Via considering Aira's attitude that changed lately.
One month with Via has succeeded in growing affection and even love in Javeed's heart for the little girl. And of course, for Aira as well. Javeed likes Aira since the first time he met Aira, even he fell in love with Aira over time which made the two closer thanks to the presence of Via.
"What do you want to talk about?" Javeed asked after sipping water from his glass.
"About you" said Aira. He glanced at Nida then he glanced at Javeed's mother.
"About me? Do you want to express your feelings to me?" Javeed asked with a chuckle, when in fact he was very nervous and this is how to cover his nervousness. Aira only smiled faintly to hear Javeed's words, whether it was a joke or serious, but Aira must admit, Javeed was always able to melt the atmosphere, always able to make him smile, that is why he is not aware of their closeness.
"Do you have the same feelings as me?" Aira asked which instantly made Javeed stiffen. The smile that had puffed up on his lips was now gone.
Javeed looked at his mother, who was now smiling, because the mother knew exactly what Javeed answered. "Sorry I was presumptuous because I asked like that" said Aira while confirming his sitting position that somehow suddenly felt uncomfortable.
"Why do you ask that?" Tanya Javeed.
"I just asked, because.." once again Aira glanced at Nida. "Nida once told me, it's likely you..."
"Have the same taste as you?" Javeed's question cut off Aira's conversation. Aira was only able to nod slowly. "That's right," replied Javeed who made both of Aira's eyeballs glare perfectly.
"I've really liked you, ever since I first saw you. I've liked you, and the more our days get closer, and I'm subconsciously in love with you."
"You..."
"I'm not done talking yet." again Javeed cut out Aira's words. "I know, maybe you still love your ex-husband. Maybe you just want to focus on your kids, or maybe you still have a thousand possibilities to deny the existence of others and I have no problem with that because whether I love you or not is my personal business." Aira could only be silent to hear Javeed's long speech, he also did not expect, behind his silly and annoying attitude turned out Javeed was quite mature and wise.
"So now you know how I feel. Then what are you gonna do?" Javeed asked as if challenging Aira.
"I feel like we're subconsciously overstepping the line" Aira replied in a low voice.
"I guess...." Javeed stared at Aira while Aira just stared at the plate before him. "We're not overstepping the line, have I ever stayed at your house or have you stayed at my house?" Aira immediately looked up at Javeed's words, she looked at the man with a frown. "Have we ever dated together? No, right? So I guess we're still on our limits."
Nida and her mother Javeed are just good listeners without even wanting to interrupt Javeed and Aira's conversation, while the clueless Via is focused on enjoying his dinner.
"I know we've never done that, it's just..."
" Yes, Om his best friend Via, Via dear to Om Javeed," said Via with a big smile, his eyes seemed sparkling while staring at Javeed and vice versa, now the two people seem to need each other.
"Yes dong, always," Javeed replied as he glanced at Aira meaningfully.
"I'm in love with you, Aira. I managed to steal Via's heart and I'll do anything to steal yours."
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Bandung, Indonesia's.
"I'm sorry, God. I am guilty of destroying everyone around me. I accept all the punishments you have given me, but please take care of my son. He's innocent, his presence I'd hoped for."
Gracefully do it so softly, with tears that have not stopped since. From her deepest heart, Grace now deeply regrets what she has done. Especially when he remembered how good Aira had been to everyone. But in the blink of an eye, Anggun crushed the woman mercilessly. Not only Aira, but also Arsyad, the man she had loved in silence for many years.
Grace feels life is unfair to her, because she never got what she dreamed of. But now he understood, fate gave not what he wanted but what he needed. All this time he only focused on how much he wanted Arsyad without him knowing actually he did not need Arsyad. Yet Graceful forced her will and this was the end.
Now, let alone wanting Arsyad, to face him Anggun dare not.
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... Djakarta, Indonesia. ...
Although he could not stand, Arsyad still performed night prayers on his bed because the only thing on which he now rests is God. The only one who understands his heart is only the owner of the heart itself.
"God, give me the opportunity to once again knit love with the woman I love. Give me one chance to build love with the woman I love. God, I know I have failed to be a good husband and son. But please, give me a chance to be a good father to my children."
"Just one chance, O God...."
After he finished praying, Arshad laid down his weak body. He closed his eyes and a shadow of Aira's face danced in his mind. Arsyad immediately opened his eyes, he glanced at the wall clock which now shows at half 3.
In the past, at a time like this, Aira and Arsyad would pray together, together seducing God to give them what they wanted. Never tired of both of them doing that for years. And when God has given them what they hope for, unfortunately they must be separated.
"What are you planning, God?"
TBC...