
I went to college, even when I was in college it felt so long, why I was thinking about papah, not my mother
I don't understand the thought of mother, who doesn't want to have any more children, I don't really want to go along with mom and dad's business, but if you see papah's words about mothers who do not want to have children anymore make me feel kasian on papah, indeed whose name is building a household will be very happy when you have children,, maybe because papah age is very enough to have a child makes it too pushy mother, but that's also natural, and not wrong if papah wants a child from the mother, but it's natural,
Indeed, ever since I lived with my mother, I saw a mother who was very busy, rarely at home and always worked out of town, sometimes I can't see papah who often daydream like to feel lonely, like feeling lonely,maybe that's the cause of papah evaporation of emotions, because papah wants to have children while the mother is always busy with her work and always out of town, how to get pregnant if the mother is always cape and always rarely at homeh,,
"Din,, lo from earlier why the hell, I see daydreaming, there is a problem story to me if you need to confide, "said Sisi who immediately made me realize from daydream..
"With papa ko Si, I'm good2, "take me drink my ice, because now Sisi and I are in the canteen
The second hour has started, I feel very anxious to run away from class now, because it feels a long time, even though the remaining 30 minutes are finished, but the taste is very long...
Finally the hour home had arrived, I immediately say goodbye to Sisi to go home, I immediately ordered ojek onlain, after I could immediately ask quickly to get home..
After reaching home, I immediately entered and saw mba Iis who was carrying a tray filled with food and drink..
"What is it for papah mba, "my question as I approach mba
"Yes non, this is for the father, from earlier the father did not go down so he wanted to go to his room, "
"Let Dinda aja mba deliver it, Dinda want you all up, and mba Iis also give the tray ka to me
I knocked on the door, but there was no final answer I entered, because the door was not in the key, I put food on the table and I saw papah who was asleep, when I saw papah like papah was reminiscing, I approached and I held my hand and then to my forehead, and it looked like I had a fever, because it was hot, too, sweating, and,,
I compress the forehead papah, and I see the wound, it is not severe and not torn just scratches scratches on his finger, but indeed such a wound can also make us cold hot pain, too,
I take care of papah very tlaten, I apply ointment after the bandage I open, and berahan papah wake up..
"Bah, Dinda help sit well, papah eat first after eating papah take medicine so as not to fever, "my words while helping him sit, and after papah sitting position comfortable I take his food
"Dinda bribe aja pah, "my words that sit on the edge of the mattress and very close
Papah just nods his head, I start to feed him, a few times our eyes meet each other just make me gnarly,,
Papah's eyes made me feel the bigness in the chest is very strange, it feels like I want to wipe his face and I kiss his lips, crazyaaa. otaku why so dirty thisiii,,,,
After I finished eating, I took the medicine and drank, I told papah to drink it, after drinking it I would go out, but papah held me back
"Where to go, hemm. "my hand is in my hand.
"You put on a dirty plate, "I replied
"Later, now accompany papah first, "I sat down again and accompanied papah, I turned on the tv in papah's room and we just watched tv...