LOVE THE ORPHAN
GUILT

"I feel very happy now"

"Yes madam, I'm also glad to see you happy"

"May I be selfish Saidah... I want God to keep me happy, I want to be happy and not suffer anymore"

"God must have answered your mistress' prayer because you are a good person"

Silent... Laila was silent for a moment as she looked back pensively at the whistling rain that was pouring down on the earth. For some reason this time Laila felt that there would be something bad going on again, this premonition was the same as when she and Axel were apart.

But what can separate them, so far all looks good, even too good, the family that has united and the blessing of the in-laws Laila has got. I don't know what's going to happen Laila doesn't know hopefully this is just a hunch that's never going to happen. Is it possible that death will separate Laila and her family? the worry that later always haunts Laila even more lately Laila very often dreams about her mother who has died

People say if they dream of meeting a dead person it is likely that the person is a sign that the angel of death is approaching. Wallahualam Laila did not want to believe that, this time she wanted to be selfish again and again Laila prayed that she could always be with her family, raise her children and live happily ever after

"The lady seems like the rain is getting heavier, let's go in later the mistress can catch a cold if it continues to be outside"

Laila looked at Saidah and smiled and Laila obediently stepped back into the car

Not long the car that Laila was riding had arrived at a mini market. Saidah went down first and Saidah opened the door for Laila and one hand held an umbrella

"It's a coincidence"

It was Lula, with a very coincidental Lula was also around there because he was taking shelter in front of the mini market that was stopped by Laila

"Lula"

"Do you remember what he looked like with me?"

"Huuhhff" Laila took a deep breath

Not knowing what mistakes Laila had made, Laila had never understood until now why her sister hated herself so much

Laila tries to be indifferent and re-step her legs to get into the mini market

"I don't think treasure makes you so arrogant"

Laila stopped her steps again but remained silent

"Ciihh don't worry about you having everything you can live in peace"

"What do you mean?"

"Let's see it later"

"Lula let's talk"

Laila does not go to the mini market, she takes Lula to get into her car.

"Sir us to cafe Z"

"Good mistress"

Laila and Lula sat in the passenger seat without talking to each other and staring as they were busy with their respective thoughts

Saidah is now sitting next to the driver and observing the mistress through the rearview mirror. Saidah also tried to tell this to Axel but Axel's phone is not active. But even so, Saidah still sends a message to Axel and hopes that Axel will read it soon

Now this is where Laila and Lula are, sitting face to face in a corner at the cafe table. Saidah waited in the car with the driver according to Laila's orders. Now Saidah was hit by turmoil because of worry about the condition of the mistress

A little more of course Saidah had heard about the story of the ungodly sister of the mistress. Saidah was afraid that Lula would hurt the mistress but Saidah also did not dare to violate the madam's order not to get out of the car because it respected the privacy of the mistress

"Where do you live now Lula, how about your college?"

"Isn't it too late for your question?"

"What really happened to you, why do you hate me so much?"

"You're not wrong, I just don't like to see you happy"

"If you want to be happy, be a good person"

"Whahhaha that's so funny, what you say is so funny whahahha well you make my stomach hurt"

"Change Lula, I'll be sad to see you like this"

"Ciihh precisely because of that damn woman's womb I've been suffering, had I not been born from her womb maybe I wouldn't have become like this"

"So your words, Lula, she's your mother"

"Yes, a very useless mother"

Plaaakkk

A slap landed on Lula's cheek. Laila can accept if her self is insulted but not for her mother. This is the first time Laila did rough on Lula, Lula who since childhood always spoiled Laila now with her hands also Laila gave a five-finger stamp on Lula's face

"Ciihh you think I'll lose if you slap me like this... Just look at my retaliation will be much more poignant"

"What did I just do hyks hyks.... Lula must have suffered greatly from the hyx hyx hyx"

Saidah who saw Lula leave the cafe and immediately rushed to the madam. It is true that Saidah's heart is now very worried that Lula is hurting her beloved mistress

"Mrs, what happened?... Are you okay?"

"Hiikks hyikks hyikks"

Laila ignored Saidah, she still covered her face and cried sobbing

"Nyonyaaaa" call Saidah again

Laila raised her face and wiped the tears that had colored her beautiful face

"We're going home now Saidah"

"Good mistress" Saidah obeyed

All the way home there was no longer a cheerful face from Laila. He just silently remained silent and sculpted, I don't know what Laila was thinking at the moment he just felt like he didn't want to be disturbed right now

"You made me a fruit salad and delivered it to the room"

"Good mistress"

After arriving at Manshion, Laila went straight into the main room and cleaned herself up. Not long after that Saidah also came with a bowl containing fruit salad, milk, vitamins and water

"Let it be on Saidah's table"

"Good mistress"

"What is Saidah?" laila said because she saw that Saidah had not moved from her place

"Anu mistress"

"Tell me"

"Mrs, sorry if I was presumptuous. But I don't think you need to be sad because your ungrateful sister, not blame yourself, Madam. What happens to her life is her own choice and it has nothing to do with you. So stop blaming yourself, madam"

Laila did not answer and only gave a smile to Saidah, Laila also knew that Saidah was a sincere person and for Laila Saidah he had considered as a kaka figure for her

"Sorry once again madam if I'm presumptuous, I'm sorry"

Saidah came out of Laila's room leaving Laila alone with all her heart. Actually, Laila also thought that it was true that what happened to Lula was a life choice that she took herself but why Laila continued to feel guilty

Laila also gave away the food that had been brought by Saidah, he then poured himself. Slowly Laila tried to close her eyes and slowly Laila's land began to dissolve into the dreamland

"Where is my wife?"

Axel has just arrived at Manshion, a beautiful photo of Laila under the drizzling rain capable of being a magnet for Axel to get him back into Laila's arms

"The lady's in the master's room"

Axel rushed to the main room, inexplicably he missed Laila so much and felt he did not want to be far from Laila

"Master" Saidah's call immediately stopped Axel's steps

"What's wrong?"

"Sorry sir, the lady met her sister"

"His sister ?? You mean Lula?"

"True Master"

"Is my wife hurt?"

"No sir, the lady is unharmed, actually I don't know what the lady is talking about either because the madam forbids me to come with her"

Axel immediately widened his steps towards the main room, in his mind now Laila was crying and sad. But when Axel opened the door to the main room, Laila was asleep

Axel began to slow down his steps to approach Laila. Slowly Axel began to sit beside Laila then stroked her face slowly and gave a slight kiss on the forehead

Faintly Axel saw Laila smiling in her sleep then after that there was movement from inside Laila's stomach

"Hey boy, do you miss papa?"

Axel stroked Laila's stomach and not forgetting that some kisses also landed on that stomach

"You, if you grow up, take care of your mom... Papa loves you very much, Cella's sister too, so you have to love your mom too, and we have to make you happy, do you understand?" said Axel quietly in Laila's stomach

Duk duk

Axel can feel a powerful kick from inside there making Axel's smile rise