LOVE IS WHAT
It's Time to Make a Decision

Today is Sunday, it's time for me to take a break from all the fatigue that came yesterday and then again. I was still in school, I was 15 years old in 2007, but the weight of my life was heavy. I do not imagine the next 10 years in 2017 or more the burden of life is likely to be heavier, just a lot of news that is in suicide because it is not strong to live. I still go to school and have to think about a lot of problems. Today I really do not want to be disturbed at all, I want to relax watching tv all day. Even if I want to clean up I am determined later when my mood has been to gather, whether that's when ha-ha-ha.Tv almost half a day of flame continues, continued, cartoons from morning to noon I've seen them all. Eh.. the day turn of my eyes has started to sepet sepet, a sign that my eyes must rest. Do not have to be long to bring the eyes mah, 3 hours is enough until this energy is recovered, ha-ha-ha. True, I even women with the most good sleep problems. In words, I would rather not eat than not sleep. My head immediately dizzy if sleepy nahan-nahan, but if the laper nahan at most just embarrassed the sound of the stomach abis it was the sound of its own, he-he-he.

At 3 pm I wake up by myself without being built as nyokap me, nyokap me if the holiday gini always free me to sleep until any hour. After being fully aware, I immediately cleaned up, mopping. I want to rub the clothes turned out to have been the same nyokap me, even though the heart of Yes Reduced Work I. At 4 pm finished cleaning up I immediately took a shower, although not going anywhere too but if you have been lying down and watching tv again I have been hunted males anyway. Which is there until my magrib bedug hasn't taken a shower. After running all his intentions I just want to sit in front of my house, before sitting I look to the end of the alley. At the end of the alley there is Teteh Laras house, he also includes my upperclassman at school. He was one of my senior Paskibra forces, and included Moses as well. Even the rich Teteh Laras including his classmate Musa deh, because Teteh Laras IPS children as well. At first glance I see in front of his house Teteh Laras there is a figure who is not foreign to me. Although the difference is now he does not wear a uniform, but from his posture, and the way he walked I have memorized it. Yups really that guy from yesterday I avoided, yes really that's Moses. Anjrit. Maybe he went to Teteh Laras' house because there are group tasks that must be done together. But if the task of the group is really quiet house there is only Moses doang, really mampus I this time reached satronin until home. Dare also this guy to the whole thing, plus make me ilfeel. Before he realized I was standing in front of the fence, I immediately ran into the house. I was in a hurry to think about how this is, how should I be? should I pretend I'm not home? Do I have to let it all go? Well, I need input. At first glance I immediately took my phone for nelvon Via. Not yet sebet telvon I lifted Via, there is a sound Teteh Laras from the outside.

"Assalamualaikum" said Teteh Laras.

"Walaikumsalam," nyokap I went straight out.

"Mom, is Ryanti home?" teteh Laras.

"There's inside, why Tea?" I also asked.

"Here's a friend of Laras to see Ryanti, okay?" teteh Laras.

"Oh can. Yes, I'm in" said nyokap I offer.

"No, ma'am, outside. Just want to talk to Ryanti for a while," Moses' voice politely sounded.

"Oh that, yes you have called Ryantian first yes," nyokap I also went straight in and right he went straight into my room and called me. I pretended not to know immediately pretended to be shocked.

"Why mah?" i said.

"There's a friend Laras wants to see you, your guy?" the word that guesses right away.

"Ry's oath hasn't got a guy yet" I said.

"Keep, how dare he play at home?" I said more and more questions.

"Yes, Ry knows. Real people are just friends. I swear Ry also does not know if anyone wants to play here," I said. I went straight out than I had to face a lot of questions. Outside there was Tea Baras and Moses, they were talking. After I came they stopped talking and suddenly Teh Laras came home.

"Udah yes Mus, I continue again. The important thing is to meet Ryanti, right?" said Tea Barrel.

"Oh yes, thank you Ras. My motorbike is still in place so it's okay, yes I used to nitip," said Musa.

"Yes, later you will knock again at the gate of my house if you want to take a motor lo," said Teh Laras.

"You continue to clean up, I've stayed first," Teh Laras went straight away. And once the atmosphere was quiet, neither of us tried to start the conversation first. After almost 5 minutes we were just in the company not clear, Moses also lost finally he who tried to start a conversation.

"Where is the holiday today?" moses said to start a conversation.

"So, just at home" I said.

"You going out?" moses said he was offering to go out.

"So, I really don't go anywhere anymore. If the holiday gini really only want to be at home," said I who immediately refused.

"Why didn't I know when I got home?"said Moses.

"Why-why. It's not important to me to do such things" said I who directly to the point.

"But I am really waiting for you" Moses continued to ask questions.

"I'm sorry but I don't like to do rich things" I said.

"Whose son is it who you are?" said Moses.

"Cowok?" I forgot who Moses meant.

"That's what you just came to school yesterday, and you turned out to come with the same guy. And I was more unexpected that he would dare to hold you, all you can hold is me" said Moses. I was shocked and glanced at Moses.

"meaning?" I said that I don't understand the same talk about this guy just now.

"Yes we have often SMS, have often chatted, even you have never met me band practice. That means we're compatible with each other, right?" said Moses.

"Oh gini yes Bang, you may discuss this problem. I want to explain to Abang, I was ngizinin Abang for my acquaintance, ngizinin Abang for frequent SMS q, it had no other purpose and no meaning. More clear yes Bang, I ngizinin all that yes just for the introduction of a friend no more. And all this time you never talk about the contents of your heart to me, so yes all this time I just consider rich brother my other friend, here I take offense to the words of Brother if all I can hold is Brother? While we have nothing to do Bang other than friends. And I'm so sorry to you if I can't get along with you other than being friends. Feelings can not be lied to Bang, and my feelings for the same brother yesterday-yesterday, yes ordinary, rich I am the same as my other friends," said I who explained in detail. Moses who had been silent listening to my explanation seemed to have understood what I had just said to him.

"Oh so it is. Yes, thank you, I said, "Moses immediately stood up and left without any more talk. Actually for the umpteenth time I feel guilty already hurt people again, but yes want how I really feel can not follow the flow.