Love Big Boss
Expressions Feelings Dera

The day was so hot that as the sun shone right overhead, all the students had started to show symptoms of hunger and began to sigh long in between hours of study.

They all looked very sharp, looking back and forth at the large wall clock on the board. Expect the clockwork to move at 200km/h and the lunch bell to ring soon.

Some children even began to cover their faces with textbooks, hiding their eyes that were only 5 watts. And a few more busy marathon yawning expel drowsiness that stopped by.

But all those circumstances were inversely proportional to Dylan, he just looked very excited and happy. Seriously listen to every word spoken by the teacher.

All the sources of his spirit and happiness were none other than the burden of guilt in his heart had vanished. Knowing Blair was fine had already left him in a deluge of untold feelings of relief and for him the clock was spinning very fast.

Until finally the time in waiting for the students arrived, the lunch bell sounded loud in the ears of the seekers. With a cheerful screech they packed their things and immediately poured out of the classroom.

Dera who did not want to lose another chance immediately ran out of class without clearing up her textbooks first. He wanted to see Dylan and ask him why he was still ignoring him.

He hurriedly made his way to Dylan's classroom, passing through two rooms in just under a minute. Dera was stunned at the door, she looked at Dylan who was tidying up his books casually.

Suddenly his eyes blurred, covered by a puddle of tears that gathered in his eyes. Slowly walked closer to Dylan who was still struggling with his books.

" Why ? " She was bitter as soon as she got in front of Dylan's bench. As much energy trying to resist his mixed feelings.

Hearing a voice Dylan raised his head and was a little surprised to see Dera already standing there.

" What ? " tanyanya was confused.

" What ? " Dera repeated Dylan's words, no longer knowing how to explain to him.

" What are you asking ? " The sarcasm.

Dylan tilted his head in confusion, in his eyes Dera who was standing sculpted.

" Whether you don't know or pretend you don't know, but your attitude hurt me so much "Dera explained with a choked voice. Dylan let out a breath of air, one problem resolved now came a new problem of unclear origin.

" What do you want to talk about ? " Asking patiently, he didn't want to involve himself again in the pit of guilt or any other sense, it was enough for Blair to torture him to such an extent, Dylan thought.

" Why did you ignore my message ? I saw your whatsup status was online but you didn't read my message "Dera explained. Dylan turned his face away, hiding his sense of shame.

" I really didn't know you were sending me messages, that my whatsup status was online because I had to take care of something else" Dylan explained without further ado.

" Then it's hard to look at my message and reply for a while "Cecar Dera is starting to lose control.

" Why is it so hard to get close to you, I try so hard to always be seen in your eyes, when we meet in the hallway, in the library, or while waiting in line for lunch, even at the ceremony every Monday I keep watch behind your line, you think it's all just a coincidence ? No. gabe. I'm like a crazy person who has lost his pride just to get a little attention, but it's all for nothing. You didn't even smile when I greeted you in the hallway, you didn't even turn your head when my hand came into contact with your hand in the library, and you wouldn't even listen to my voice as I chatted loudly behind you while queuing in the canteen. I ran out of ways, ran out of self-esteem again, to what extent I had to keep chasing you, to what extent I was able to hold on to liking you "Dera expressed all her pent-up feelings all this time, ignoring the deepening frown on Dylan's forehead upon hearing his expression of feelings.

" You... " Reply Dylan hesitated.

" Yes, I like you, I've liked you since we were in Junior High, I liked you since you first raved about your mother and my uncle's phone, I've liked you since 6 years ago you know a master who doesn't care about any "Sheepy is frustrated. He won't be able to hold back any longer.

Dylan just silently stared at Dera's words, shocked and incredulous. He wanted to say something but his brain suddenly stopped working, only the first time he heard the expression of feelings from someone.

" Dera me... " Dylan tried to answer him, but a wave of Dera's hand made him stop.

" Can't you just consider it for a second ? " She's blinking. A circle of tears slid down his cheeks.

" I'm not asking you to marry me, I'm not asking you to spend the rest of your life with me, I'm just asking you to consider my feelings, can't you do it ? " Next among his heavy voice mixed with sobs.

Dylan was silent, dead-end was his mind.

" You can try to start a relationship with me for a few months, and then you can decide later if in that introduction you feel nothing for me, I'll gladly let you go " Dera said.

" You think that feeling is like an intern, which if in the time specified does not meet the standard then will break up by itself ? " Ketus Dylan, was finally able to voice out a few words.

" For me the same, a few months or a few years, for me it will make no difference, because I have liked you for a long time, very long "Sanggah Dera is fierce.

" Let me take you to the treatment room "Dylan got up from his seat and walked over to Dera.

" Is it because of Blair ? " Tanya Dera's.

" Why are you carrying Blair around ? " Tanya Dylan was astonished.

" You like it, right ? " Guess Dera.

" No " answered Dylan.

" If you don't like it why are you rejecting me ? " Pursue Dera.

" I'm just not thinking about any relationship with anyone, my mind's not headed that way "Dylan explained.

" Then give me a chance to make you think about relationships, let me be closer to you "Pursue Dera.

Dylan let out a long breath for the umpteenth time. For him, a relationship between high school children will only be troublesome, jealous, everywhere the two, must continue to send each other news, it does not fit with his introverted personality. For him, his solitude was the most beautiful gift for his youth, and he did not want to risk such a relationship with anyone.

" I'm letting you be my friend, isn't that enough ? " Dylan replied, giving up.

" But it's not close enough to make you believe I like you "Saut Dera bitter.

" Of course, I don't want to talk about personal matters in a non-personal place, this is a school to study at, so I hope you use it according to its function, ok "Said Dylan, he then walked away from Dera who was still quietly pecking in place.

Hearing Dylan's rejection, Dera fell over and cried a mouthful. Making Dylan who was already a few steps away stop and cluck in annoyance.

Aish !! That woman is so troublesome !!

He was in his heart, and he inevitably turned and approached Dera.

" Not crying anymore, let's get up "Dylan extended his hand to Dera.

" Go "Answer Dera softly in between her sobs.

" It's quick to wake up " said Dylan indifferently. Dera who heard Dylan began to impatiently extended his hand hesitantly.

As soon as their hands were together, Dylan pulled him and helped him up.

" I hate to see women cry the most, so don't cry anymore "Dylan tried to be sweet by comforting Dera who was replied with a faint nod.

" What message did you send me ? " Sanya again distracts Dera to stop crying immediately.

" I'd like to have lunch with you " replied Dera.

" Alright, let's have lunch "Take Dylan, the two of them then walk together towards the cafeteria.

If this is what should I do ?

A. Just follow his desire to get closer.

B. Continuing to ignore him even though it might be troublesome just in case he cries again because of me.

C. Get opinions from rangers.

D. All the answers are wrong.

Inner Dylan was weighing what attitude he should take next.