Love at the End of Prostration
CHAPTER (18)

~Taste Syakira~

It was a beautiful day with a million beautiful dreams. That is what Syakira is expecting.

"Hopefully today, much luck I have, O God....

Amens... "

Such was the temple of Syakira's brief hope.

With a morning routine that is very tiring but he never to say tired.

"At least to gulp the sweetness of honey you must be prepared for the bitterness of the medicine"

Yes that's a little, the spirit guide that Syakira has for herself. Although heavy must be lived, tired of rest, but never stop.

Along the corridor to Syakira's classroom, she smiled and occasionally greeted some foster siblings or friends who happened to pass by in front of her.

"For everyone..."

Sapa Syakira when he got in his lap.

"For Syakira waka waka..."

Reply Dinda with enthusiasm.

"Melly same Vera where's Din???"

Tanya Syakira who was a little late with her friend.

"They were filled with the stomach Mak mun..."

Dinda answered that was true.

"Emang did not take breakfast in the pesantren kitchen..."

Syakira asked back.

"Son,... He said he was equally bad side dish, he said again wanted to eat soto... That's why they both left first..."

Dinda answers Syakira's question by completing her less PR.

"Emang you haven't designed PR Economics yes..."

Syakira asked who was curious to see Dinda was still busy writing and turning back her LKS sheet.

"Hehehehehe... Less than 2 about this... It was malem overslept so, not perfect to slump..."

Dinda just grinned the horse.

"More..."

Syakira's proffering her PR book.

"Thank you dear Syakira... "

Dinda hugged Syakira tightly. Syakira just nodded and smiled back at Dinda. From the door, Melly and Vera walked into the classroom.

"Are you PR yet?"

Ask Dinda.

"PR what's the...?"

Ask back Melly who felt there was no PR.

"PR Economy"

Answer Syakira briefly.

"What!!"

Melly and Vera suddenly wave because they have not done PR at all.

"Nih... y'all cheat mine.but the last 2 numbers I cheat Ira... Hunt there's a bell in..."

Decree Dinda. Soon Melly and Vera are working on PR, because the class bell will ring.

The first lesson begins, one by one the teachers enter each classroom. For the 12th grade everything went well. Until entering the hour of rest looks still conducive, arriving at the time of waiting is the break bell rang. All sides of the schoolgirls are scattered out of the classroom, some are to the library, to the school park, and more are in the school canton. But not with Syakira, he chose to walk into the office area with his backpack. Arriving at the office he excuses to enter the special room occupied by someone.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat.... Excuse ustadz..."

Syakira said her greetings before entering the room.

"Wa'alaikumussalam's chat....

( Wa'alaikumussalam's... O prospective makmumku... Think Gus Lubiz)

What's up, Syakira??"

Ask Gus Lubiz.

"Excuse ustadz can I come in? I have something to say"

Syakira Permit.

"Owh yes... Yes, you can go in if you need not go out again..."

Answer Gus Lubiz who began to digelag because faced with Syakira. Syakira responded only normally.

"Ni people lack what intake yes... Kok gaje huffttt"

Inner Syakira.

After Syakira entered and sat down in the chair opposite Gus Lubiz, Syakira began to open talks.

Syakira gave a gift that as usual sent Gus Lubiz.

"Why you give it back"

Gus Lubiz stared hard at Syakira.

"I'm sorry I can't accept all this, and I'm sure I don't have any feelings for you"

Syakira by lowering her head said everything she felt.

"If you don't have feelings for me try to tell me by looking me in the face"

Gus Lubiz began to be able to control his emotions.

By squeezing his school uniform. Syakira looked at Gus Lubiz and said.

"I reiterate once again that I have no feelings for you!!"

With all her might Syakira tried to say it all.

"What is my cage so that you cannot return my feelings... Huh!"

Gus Lubiz began to stir gebu reveal all her uncle.

"The color of feelings cannot be forced!"

Answer Syakira firmly.

"Owh is..."

Gus Lubiz is like a pee.

With a stand Syakira said

"I'm sorry, excuse me for going back to class"

By walking near the door, when it will arrive

"Remember Syakira!! I will not stop getting you!! Even if you reject me a thousand times, then a thousand times I try to get you"

Shouted Gus Lubis, but Syakira did not budge and soon passed opening the door and exiting the room with a chaotic feeling.

Syakira slowly walked towards her class. By holding back the tightness that so deeply felt in him. In class he asked his friend for permission to let him.

"Vers... Please allow me to make this hour until the last hour of school..."

Pinta Syakira's.

"What's um??"

Vera asked who was a little worried about Syakira's situation.

"Ehm... My stomach mules from earlier..."

Killah Syakira tries to lie in order to convince Vera.

"Yes already... I permit you, now you I'm anther to Uks what to the boarding school..."

Fresh Vera.

"No need for Ver... I'm just in love with you"

Answer Syakira.

"Recured???

(Syakira nodded quickly)

Yes, you have a yes ..."

He immediately stood up and walked out of his class. He ran to the pesantren. He immediately entered his room and poured out all his heart in his quiet room.

"This is how it feels... Saying something that is not in line with the heart..."

Syakira squeezed the end of her shirt hard.

"Yes Allah.... It hurts, I don't deny that I put a little taste in him..."

Syakira came back crying with sobbing.

"I don't want to destroy the trust of Abah Sholeh's family and also Umi Fatimah... Sorrysorry... I have to leave my feelings..."

Said Syakira who was still as unwilling to vent a sense of tightness in her chest. Eventually, Syakira fell asleep on her bed.

While Gus Lubiz in the office decided to go back home. He also looks as fucked up as he is. Arriving in the room he threw all the items.

"Jinira....! What a lack of me!!! Huh!"

Gus Lubiz is still venting his emotions.

"Why don't you see my struggle in the least... I tried to approach you well... Now you're saying there's no taste.... You're a liar of Syakira!!"

Gus Lubiz still continues to rummage unclear.

"If I can't approach you well, then I'll use a bad way to make you want to be with me"

With determination and obsession that has become one with love, making Gus Lubis start to darken eyes want to get Syakira. Even if you have to use a bad way. In his mind were Syakira and Syakira.

"I have to clean up all this mess... Before Umi came and asked all this... I should look fine... Yes, I have to look good... Love must be fought for, not... Then I will fight using my way!!"

Gus Lubiz began to let his dirty thoughts work. It was a stressful day for Syakira and Gus Lubiz. They are equally upset by their feelings. They are equally hurt by circumstances.