Los Dol (Together With The Ex)
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" are you able to hang on with people you don't love?"

" i'll learn to love her as time goes on"

" it won't be possible, your love is only for me San"

Dani was right, all this time I loved Dani very much even though I often wished him.

" think good San, I'm willing to accept back what you are"

dani's words really put me in a dilemma. My feelings for Dani have never worn off until now.She is my greatest ex who can make my love last long in this heart of course without the knowledge of my husband Riyandi.

My relationship with Riyandi has been good since the wedding and I didn't expect that now I would be able to conceive her child. I don't think there's gonna be a first night on us. My mind is wrong. Riyandi still treats me as his wife well even though his heart is still not for me.

Proof of Riyandi's concern for me one day.

" who's invitation?" Riyandi looked at my hand that was holding a wedding invitation.

" this is from a friend" I replied as I placed the invitation on the dresser.

" what's his name?" ask her again

" Roni, my coworker at the office first" I lied that Roni was a real friend he was an ex.

" when's the show?"

" it's still a long time" I pretended not to care about my invitation and got up from the dressing chair.

" where?" Riyandi kept asking me questions like he was very curious.

" look at it for yourself, I'm going to take a shower" I quickly walked out from the front of my husband.

" we will come to your friend's reception" Riyandi said after I finished the bath.

Whahuh? are you sure my husband? he's my ex! I'd love to say that but this mouth is closed very tightly.

" are you sure?this is a place far away" I asked

" of course I'm sure I want a vacation with you"

" Riyandi, where did you not read the address?that's overseas"

" because it's overseas so it makes me wonder what kind of friend you are far away send you an invitation .it's impossible for him to send it if only to show off without asking to be attended."

"yes, it was deliberately tipped kekemanku who just returned from LN yesterday"

" yes, next week we leave" Riyandi said.

I do not understand the content of his mind Riyandi.actually he loves me or not. If only he love why he always hurt my feelings. like a few days ago.

" who?" I asked him who he had just called. His face looked so happy, his lips seemed to smile with a smile of their own after stopping the conversation over the phone.

" just want to know" Riyandi put his smartphone on the bed and left me alone in the room.

I immediately grabbed her phone before her screen turned dark. This is my chance to see what the contents of his phone are because all this time he used a password to open his smartphone. I saw all the photos in the storage gallery turned out to be all not photos of me but photos of her lover. And the person she just called was also her lover. I also read all the conversations through an application.Why I was angry at that time but what can make , this marriage is just a debt repayment not a committed partner.

Too often I feel hurt by his behavior, until in the end I asked to immediately divorce when our marriage was just the age of corn.

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