Light Of Blue(Taekook/Taegi)
Just Enough

As expected, Jungkook once again disappeared like the earth. Taehyung has contacted him hundreds of times but none has been answered. He even tried to contact Jimin, but it turned out to be the same. It has been 3 weeks Taehyung is not eager to take lessons, whereas in 3 days he will take the graduation exam that he asked to be accelerated.

Not only that, because of the absence of Jungkook also slightly affects his emotions. He gets angry easily and acts reckless and Hoseok hates when his sister gets like this because of Jungkook. Even his sister often destroyed the items in his room because she felt desperate.

" young... Why is he always like this to me, hyung? What's my fault?"

Destroyed was Hoseok's defense seeing the sadness and tears of his sister's. He really did not understand, how Jungkook could do this to his sister. Whatever Hates Hoseok to Jungkook, but he will understand everything as long as his sister is happy.

" Tae's... Don't be like this. You make us sad. If he really loved you, he wouldn't go anywhere. He'll come back to you Tae, trust Hyung."

Hoseok was still hugging his sister who was still crying since earlier. This was the lowest point where he could no longer bear the grief of his sister. He had to do something before he lost his sister just because of a never-sincere love for his sister.

" Now Tae eats yes... You haven't eaten since yesterday. Appa and Omma are so worried about you, Tae. Hyung..."

" Tae is not Hyung's appetite. Just go ahead."

" But you're so pale Tae.... Eat a little, Hyung doesn't want you to get sick anymore."

" Tae just needs to sleep a little while Hyung. Later too-"

" YES!!!!!"

Taehyung suddenly fell unconscious, making Hoseok scream in surprise. Immediately he approached his sister's body lying limp on the floor. Body's a little hot. This is what he fears about Taehyung's condition. Her sister was easily stressed and it affected her health.

" OMMA!!! APPA!!! CALL THE DOCTOR!!!"

Baekhyun who heard the son's screams immediately went up to the son's room followed by Chanyeol behind him. They are also worried about Taehyung's condition, which this week is more often confined to the room.

" GOSH! YUMUUU!!!"

Baekhyun looked sad and powerless to hold back tears at the condition of his son who was very pale, while Chanyeol immediately contacted the doctor.

After a while of checking, the doctor explained Taehyung's condition, which is lack of fluids and needs nutritional intake, as well as an unstable mental condition, also slightly affected his psychiatric condition.

" I beg you all pay more attention Taehyung better. His mental state is worse than before. I'm afraid this will make his condition worse. Get him excited again. Or keep him temporarily away from triggers that make him depressed."

The explanation of the doctor named Park Shin Hye made all the family stunned, especially Hoseok. He even cried seeing how fragile his sister was right now. He could do nothing for his beloved sister. He even tried to contact Jungkook but was still unsuccessful. He had also searched their home address, but Jungkook seemed reluctant to meet anyone. No one knows where the conglomerate's family lives. If it's like this how can he bring Jungkook to his sister.

" I've given him the medicine and maybe Taehyung won't wake up until tomorrow morning. I'll be back here after 5 hours to change the infusion."

" Thank you Doctor Park, sorry to trouble you at a time like this. And I beg you, do not let this news come out of this house."

" Let's relax Miss Kim, you can trust me. I should be thanking your family. Your family helped my family a lot when we were in trouble."

Baekhyun who heard that smiled. He knew the person in front of him very well. Their family used to be the workers of their home. Baekhyun's parents helped fund his schooling until college and are now doctors. Even now Doctor Park has become the family doctor for them.

" Send my regards to your family. Next time bring Hana here too. Hoseok will be pleased."

" Nee Miss Kim."

" Call Noona, our age is not far away. That sounds better to me."

" Nee Noona, then excuse me."

After dropping off Doctor Park, Baekhyun returned to Taehyung's room. His heart ached again to see the condition of his son who used to be cheerful now looks without life. I just hope everything will be okay tomorrow.

Sunlight began to enter on the sidelines of the closed curtains. Marking the day has changed and a new morning they have to live. Hoseok woke up quite early today, he happened to have no class so he spent it to accompany his sister.

He stepped out of the room after taking a shower, approaching the room of the sister located next to his room. He knocked slowly on the door, but after a while there was still no answer. Forced to open slowly and as soon as the door opened, his heart throbbed in pain seeing the little brother just sitting still while staring out the window.

There was no boxy smile that he had always seen, no spoiled greeting for him, no whining that he used to hear when he accidentally entered his sister's room. His sister just kept quiet and did not respond to anything. His heart was crying at his sister's situation like this. But he must not be weak to his brother, he must be strong and support him.

" Tae's... You awake yet? Want anything? It looks like Omma is cooking your favorite dishes. Want to eat now?"

Niente. His sister did not answer in the slightest, not even staring. Like losing his soul, there was only an empty body before him. If he could he would forcefully withdraw Jungkook at this time. He would do that and throw away all his hatred as long as his sister could smile back.

" Young..."

That soft voice sounded. Although faint, Hoseok could hear his sister's voice calling out to him. Hoseok took his place in front of Taehyung, resting his knees on the floor and grasping the slightly warm hands of his sister. Maybe the fever has gone down.

" What's up, hemm.... Hyung's sister wants something? Will you bring me strawberries?"

Hoseok knows, his sister is very fond of strawberries. And he just thought now that Taehyung was sick, he must always eat strawberries.

" in 4 days, Jungkook Hyung's birthday. Why hasn't he called me yet?"

Faded already the smile of Hoseok and replaced with a sad look when he heard all that. He saw his sister's hand still holding the phone indicated by Jungkook's contact. As much as his sister loved the name, until the first thing he did when he realized was to contact the person. But Hoseok can what, he really loves his sister. He would sacrifice anything for his sister.

" Tae wants what? Hyung will look for Jungkook if Tae wants him. So Hyung please don't be sad anymore, nee..."

" Tae wants to go, Hyung."

The swipe stopped. His brain processed what his sister had just said. ' Go?' what does this sister mean. His hands even began to tremble thinking of the worst possibility this little sister wanted.

" Pe-go? Where does Tae want to go? Tae wants to go for a walk, will Hyung accompany him?"

" Tae wants to go, Hyung. Get away from here. Tae beg Hyung, Tae is not able to continue like this. Tae wants to forget Hyung.... He never loved me Hyung... She doubted me Hyung... Tae Hyung please... Get Tae out of here..."

Taehyung's cry became concomitant with a roar that made him short of breath and faint again. His parents at the door could not help but cry when they heard their son's plea. Even Hoseok who was still in his sister's room was transfixed, seeing how his sister was helpless with some injections that the doctor gave her frail body.

The body slumped for a moment after closing the door of his sister's room. His sister wanted to get away from him, leaving him and his family behind. How could he live without his beloved sister.

" Hobby-ah... "

Hoseok looked at Appa Kim who was standing next to him. He looked sad and there was sadness. Slowly Hoseok rose, although clearly visible tears that still set from his beautiful eyes.

" Appa and Omma want to talk about something. Come down for a minute."

" Nee, Appa...."

It's been 5 minutes, no one has started talking. Sadness is felt in a room that is usually warm and crowded with joking. Even Omma Kim was still crying thinking about the state of her youngest son.

" Hobby-ah... Could Appa ask for help"

" Of course, Appa. Appa wants Hoby to do what?"

" It's not you, Appa needs your Daddy's help."

" Daddy?"

" Appa wants your Daddy to take care of Taehyung. Your Appa and Omma couldn't see your sister suffer like that."

" Why Daddy Hoby, Appa? Hoby can take care of Tae... Hoby will take Tae away from here if need be."

Hoseok did not want to be away from his sister. After all, Taehyung was the only younger brother he had. How could his parents just keep them away.

" You still have to finish college, son. We all know who Taehyung's girlfriend is anyway. He's not a random person, they'll definitely suspect that you're leaving too. Appa wants Taehyung to be alone and continue his education without anyone knowing his whereabouts. And only your Daddy can do it."

" Omma understands your worries, son... But this is also for Taehyung's sake. We are also heavy-hearted to let Tae-Tae go. Omma hope you understand."

Hoseok understood both his parents wanted his sister to get well soon and rise from the slump. But he was worried how his brother would live in another country without knowing anyone. His feelings are uncertain every time he sees the sadness of his parents but his sister does need time alone. Forced to agree to the proposal, the most important thing for her sister can return cheerful as before.

Elsewhere, at the Jeon family's residence. Jungkook just woke up from his sleep. Last night he and Jimin had just returned from London. There were some problems in his company that he had to deal with on his own, and he could not leave it to others. He glanced at his phone which he had turned off for 3 weeks. He knew his girlfriend must be looking for him. And sure enough, he turned on a lot of incoming notifications, and almost 75% of it from his girlfriend.

Jungkook knew he was a little late because he did not contact his girlfriend at all. But this he did as well because he wanted to see his earnestness. He just doesn't want to get hurt. And after seeing everything, he was sure Taehyung really loved him. He even plans to tell her everything by her birthday the day after tomorrow. He deliberately did not tell her his return to be a surprise.

After finishing bathing and changing clothes, he went downstairs to greet the workers who began to decorate his large house. His birthday this time will invite various circles, to announce who he is. Because he is very closed to personal matters.

" You just woke up Kook?"

" Yes Hyung. Kookie's still a little tired from last night's flight. Omma where's Hyung?"

" Omma's in the park. Have you contacted Taehyung, Kook? The boy called me a few times, but I haven't had time to answer."

" Just leave Hyung. Kookie wants to surprise him. After all, when my birthday will also meet, only 3 days more he will definitely be able to."

" Hyung just reminds you of Kook, you're too indifferent to your relationship. Hyung doesn't want you to regret it later."

" No Hyung... At tomorrow's party kookie will explain everything to Taehyungie. Kookie's sure of everything."

" Thank God you've thought of all that."

Jimin smiled at his very happy looking sister. Maybe Taehyung is indeed the right cure for Jungkook who had never trusted anyone because of the actions of his relatives.

They were unaware that the Kim family was preparing for Taehyung's departure without telling anyone. Only the nuclear family knows that. Even all the accesses that concerned Taehyung had them shut down so that no one would know of his whereabouts.

Now all that is left is a void for the handsome namja who is still at home staring out the window. His soul felt empty without passion. The originally cheerful face now seemed to disappear swallowed by darkness, flat and expressionless. His gaze was empty and ice cold.

He turned his face back to the side table, staring at his cell phone which was still silent. He took the flat object, and shifted the screen. Showing the face he had longed for. His heart sank back when he saw that smile.

He held the phone tightly and after a while he put it in a cardboard box. It contains all his memories with Jungkook. Photos, dolls, bracelets and everything that reminds him of that figure. Slowly he closed and let the maid pick it up later. I don't want to be flanked by all that stuff, he doesn't care. His desire is well-rounded, and he must be strong.

' Goodbye to Kook...

I hope you are happy with your life. And let me live my life, without you....'